Horror and Thriller Non-Fiction posted October 26, 2022 Chapters:  ...18 19 -20- 21... 


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A Father's pain.

A chapter in the book A Fathers Grieving Heartache.

Wandering Aimlessly through My.

by Ricky1024



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Follows with Another Amazing and Incredible Journey Entitled,
'Time Lingers On"
"Wandering Aimlessly through My
Broken Heart"
Written on October 26th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'

I've been wandering, wandering as lost as can be?
Blue Bleeding Heart?
Can't seem to find my way out of my Misery?
Do as I may, try As It seems?
Crowded and clouded with Nightmarish means.
Dear Lord God above where is the Love?
...
Signs now appear but it's still isn't quite yet clear?
As which path for me?
Each time it again leads back to my suffering Misery?
...
Grasping and Boney claws Reach Out to grasp me!
Enclose and enclasp me?
Mummified in Deathly Screams!
Scream's voices unknown to me?
...
Dear Lord God will the Gloom ever pass?
Feelings of Shame and Fear of the past!
Tearing and tearing me apart!
"Wandering Aimlessly through My Broken...
*Heart"




*Heart: noun
/heart/
1. major organ controlling the blood flow through the Human Body.
2. Emotional pump theccore of a Human Beings existance.
"My Heart shall always and forever be Broken."
Note: 171,556 hours, and 39 minutes have now passed since April 1st, 2003.
19 years, 6 months, 25 days ago...
234 months...
1021 weeks...
7,148 days...
171,533 hours...
10,292,021 minutes
And, 617,521,285 endless seconds of consciousness in flowing tears...
For all those past and wasted years?
...
Note: The loss of your child?
(no matter how old the child)
Yes, is a parent's Worst Nightmare.
And, it is unfortunatly the Gift that continues to give and give and give.
Yes, as long as you continue to live and live and live?
...
To learn more about,
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend.
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, . Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
...
Note: As of this past nineteen years.
April 1st, 2022?
Three out of four Human Beings fortunately still walk this Earth with my son Jasons Heart and Lungs, along with his two Kidneys.

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Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'Annalinda'
And, Anna's Incredible Picture Entitled. "Blue Bleeding Heart"
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