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My Life at it's Best?
A chapter in the book "The Gift of Life 2003"
Say Goodbye to Me
by Ricky1024
The author has placed a warning on this post for violence.
| Background Follows with another Incredible Journey Entitled, "Safely Home" |
"Say Goodbye to Me" (A)
Written on August 6th, 2022
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
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'All Rights Reserved'
Say Goodbye to Me?
And, all that I used to be.
Nevermore.
Say Goodbye to Me?
What may?
This April 1st, 2003.
Day.
For my life's changing and I must move on.
...
Say Goodbye?
Goodbye now do you see?
This time is no longer?
No longer just about me.
I'm trying to make this clear?
Yes, even though I'm no longer.
No longer here?
...
Say Goodbye to Me?
And, if you should cry?
And, even though I died.
Do not cry for me.
Because Death you see?
When it comes to me.
It's not a final decree.
...
Say Goodbye to Me.
I miss you all.
Yes, but take all of me.
Take the very best you see?
I had a big Heart.
That still beats strong!
But that too must now depart.
...
April 1st, 2022.
Yes!
Say Goodbye to Me.
Now been nineteen years.
Nineteen years for this 18-year-old
Because now I'm long gone.
But that doesn't mean this is the End.
Doesn't mean that my Life.
My Life does not go on!
Because good friend.
In the End?
There's a Better Place.
Yes!
A Better Place for people like you and me.
And, though it may be a sad song.
Yes, I finally found the place.
The Special Place where I *Belong.
****
"Take the Last Dance" (B)
Written on August 6th, 2022
By Richard Edward and Jason
Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Dance with me?
Carefully?
Body to Body.
Hip to Hip.
Dance with me?
Take a quick dip with me?
Into, "The Sea of Tranquility"
...
What?
Don't be scared.
I do now swear.
"Cross My Heart and Hope to Die"
Because you see?
There's more than just...
"The Death of Me?"
...
Dance with me?
Carefully?
Body to Body to Hip?
Dance with me?
Finally then you will see?
You're now you've now got.
Got the best of **Me.
****
"Safely Home in Heaven" (C)
(A Dedication for Carolyn)
Written on August 7th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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'All Rights Reserved'
I'm Safely Home.
Dear friends.
No more shall I suffer the pains of my life.
I tried the best I could to be a good mother and wife.
But you see sometimes for people like me?
Unfortunately, it's not meant to be.
...
I'm Safely Home.
My dear friends.
Do not cry for me.
Do not cry for this is not the End.
Do not cry for me for this is the very Beginning.
The Very Beginning if you can see?
...
I am home in Heaven dear ones.
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is Perfect Joy and Beauty.
Beauty in this Everlasting light!
...
All the pain and grief is over,
Every restless tossing passed.
Yes, I am now at Peace Forever.
"Safely Home in Heaven"
At ***Last....
Written on August 6th, 2022
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Say Goodbye to Me?
And, all that I used to be.
Nevermore.
Say Goodbye to Me?
What may?
This April 1st, 2003.
Day.
For my life's changing and I must move on.
...
Say Goodbye?
Goodbye now do you see?
This time is no longer?
No longer just about me.
I'm trying to make this clear?
Yes, even though I'm no longer.
No longer here?
...
Say Goodbye to Me?
And, if you should cry?
And, even though I died.
Do not cry for me.
Because Death you see?
When it comes to me.
It's not a final decree.
...
Say Goodbye to Me.
I miss you all.
Yes, but take all of me.
Take the very best you see?
I had a big Heart.
That still beats strong!
But that too must now depart.
...
April 1st, 2022.
Yes!
Say Goodbye to Me.
Now been nineteen years.
Nineteen years for this 18-year-old
Because now I'm long gone.
But that doesn't mean this is the End.
Doesn't mean that my Life.
My Life does not go on!
Because good friend.
In the End?
There's a Better Place.
Yes!
A Better Place for people like you and me.
And, though it may be a sad song.
Yes, I finally found the place.
The Special Place where I *Belong.
****
"Take the Last Dance" (B)
Written on August 6th, 2022
By Richard Edward and Jason
Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Dance with me?
Carefully?
Body to Body.
Hip to Hip.
Dance with me?
Take a quick dip with me?
Into, "The Sea of Tranquility"
...
What?
Don't be scared.
I do now swear.
"Cross My Heart and Hope to Die"
Because you see?
There's more than just...
"The Death of Me?"
...
Dance with me?
Carefully?
Body to Body to Hip?
Dance with me?
Finally then you will see?
You're now you've now got.
Got the best of **Me.
****
"Safely Home in Heaven" (C)
(A Dedication for Carolyn)
Written on August 7th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
I'm Safely Home.
Dear friends.
No more shall I suffer the pains of my life.
I tried the best I could to be a good mother and wife.
But you see sometimes for people like me?
Unfortunately, it's not meant to be.
...
I'm Safely Home.
My dear friends.
Do not cry for me.
Do not cry for this is not the End.
Do not cry for me for this is the very Beginning.
The Very Beginning if you can see?
...
I am home in Heaven dear ones.
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is Perfect Joy and Beauty.
Beauty in this Everlasting light!
...
All the pain and grief is over,
Every restless tossing passed.
Yes, I am now at Peace Forever.
"Safely Home in Heaven"
At ***Last....
*Belong: noun
/be.long/
1.
**Me: noun
/me/
1.
***Last: noun
/last/
1. final, end.
"I am finally at peace friends at last"
Note: After the death of our son Jason on March 31st, 2003.
Understand, that unfortunately on November 23rd, 2003.
My wife Carolyn committed suicide.
...
Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky
December 6th, 1952~
November 23rd, 2003.
(Safely Home)
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organs graciously accepted and offered to four on April 1st, 2003.
(April Fool's Day)
...
If you know somebody who is feeling deeply depressed this way?
Then please contact the National Suicide Prevention hotline at 944.
...
Note: To learn more about,
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend.
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.
"And, the Beat Goes On!"
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dr.Ricky 1024'
And, his Incredible Picture Entitled,
"Safely Home"
Pays
one point
and 2 member cents. /be.long/
1.
**Me: noun
/me/
1.
***Last: noun
/last/
1. final, end.
"I am finally at peace friends at last"
Note: After the death of our son Jason on March 31st, 2003.
Understand, that unfortunately on November 23rd, 2003.
My wife Carolyn committed suicide.
...
Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky
December 6th, 1952~
November 23rd, 2003.
(Safely Home)
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organs graciously accepted and offered to four on April 1st, 2003.
(April Fool's Day)
...
If you know somebody who is feeling deeply depressed this way?
Then please contact the National Suicide Prevention hotline at 944.
...
Note: To learn more about,
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend.
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800-DONORS-1.
"And, the Beat Goes On!"
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Dr.Ricky 1024'
And, his Incredible Picture Entitled,
"Safely Home"
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