General Non-Fiction posted May 4, 2022 |
What Does Life Holds In Store
Worries Keep Me Awake At night
by country ranch writer
I lay awake at night I am afraid to go asleep as I am at unease, worrying if I will live through the nights...
I have been so up set with one disaster hitting me after another.These last five years has constantly had me at unease...
Sucide crossed my mind when I feel I have lost my will to live and carry on.It is still is stuck in the back of my mind. A feeling of unease. At times like today I feel useless and just in the way.Anxiety and depression comes slithering on in to add to it.There was no way I could live by myself since my husband passed. I Can't drive anymore now, eyes and health area a mes. It keepsme unsettled and at unease. Not knowing what comes next sucks.
God only knows. I am thankful that I have lived this long.
Uneasy writing prompt entry
I lay awake at night I am afraid to go asleep as I am at unease, worrying if I will live through the nights...
I have been so up set with one disaster hitting me after another.These last five years has constantly had me at unease...
Sucide crossed my mind when I feel I have lost my will to live and carry on.It is still is stuck in the back of my mind. A feeling of unease. At times like today I feel useless and just in the way.Anxiety and depression comes slithering on in to add to it.There was no way I could live by myself since my husband passed. I Can't drive anymore now, eyes and health area a mes. It keepsme unsettled and at unease. Not knowing what comes next sucks.
God only knows. I am thankful that I have lived this long.
I have been so up set with one disaster hitting me after another.These last five years has constantly had me at unease...
Sucide crossed my mind when I feel I have lost my will to live and carry on.It is still is stuck in the back of my mind. A feeling of unease. At times like today I feel useless and just in the way.Anxiety and depression comes slithering on in to add to it.There was no way I could live by myself since my husband passed. I Can't drive anymore now, eyes and health area a mes. It keepsme unsettled and at unease. Not knowing what comes next sucks.
God only knows. I am thankful that I have lived this long.
Writing Prompt When I heard myself tell my daughter, "Let me put you at ease, I thought what if instead what I said caused them distress? And thus, this contest, became part of me. Examples could be swimming alone, bugs and such, changing a diaper. Name 1 or 2 or 3 or more. Have fun. |
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