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Feel my pain?
A chapter in the book "Poetry from the Broken Heart"
Within All My Broken Heart (A)
by Ricky1024
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| Background Follows with Another Amazing Journey Entitled, "Heart Cries!" |
"Within All of My Broken Heart" (A)
Written on April 6th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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'All Rights Reserved'
"The Letters Flow to form the Lines of My Heart"
Captured memories torn literally apart.
Try still the Best that I Can?
Letter to words...
Ink to Pen...
Amen.
...
Here I Go Again as I try to rest?
"Rest the Sleeping Giant!"
What's the point?
It's now over Nineteen-Years Old.
Stubborn as Ever...
Proud and Bold...
But God, never a break for me?
Splashes of blood-soaked ink always surround me?
Confound me?
Have forever found me?
...
Dear Lord God above?
Is this always what happens when you've lost your Only Love?
Crystallized daggers are constantly piercing my Heart!
No wonder it feels as if it's always being torn apart!
But I still continue...
"Within All of My Broken Heart"
****
"Within All of My Broken Heart" (B)
Written on April 7th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �?�©�¯�¸? Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
As the Many, Many, letters contrived to form and paint the lines to my Broken of Heart...
Lord God?
I know this now and can feel You too...
What am I to do?
...
Slowly, the letter spell out the words of Immense Pain!
Shame, Loser, Misfit, Idiot, Fool, Joker, Jackass and more!
"Shut the door?"
Torture no more?
...
Now, they are defiling me!
Insisted and filing me?
Into some container?
"Cabinet of Melancholy Misery?"
God, can't you make it stop?
The Bloodened ink now more than thinks for me!
Transforming me into some hideous Monstrosity!
...
My breathing is subjected, my body Unprotected, my Mind is coming Unhinged!
For this is the start...
"Written All of My Broken *Heart"
Written on April 6th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright ©Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
"The Letters Flow to form the Lines of My Heart"
Captured memories torn literally apart.
Try still the Best that I Can?
Letter to words...
Ink to Pen...
Amen.
...
Here I Go Again as I try to rest?
"Rest the Sleeping Giant!"
What's the point?
It's now over Nineteen-Years Old.
Stubborn as Ever...
Proud and Bold...
But God, never a break for me?
Splashes of blood-soaked ink always surround me?
Confound me?
Have forever found me?
...
Dear Lord God above?
Is this always what happens when you've lost your Only Love?
Crystallized daggers are constantly piercing my Heart!
No wonder it feels as if it's always being torn apart!
But I still continue...
"Within All of My Broken Heart"
****
"Within All of My Broken Heart" (B)
Written on April 7th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright �?�©�¯�¸? Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
As the Many, Many, letters contrived to form and paint the lines to my Broken of Heart...
Lord God?
I know this now and can feel You too...
What am I to do?
...
Slowly, the letter spell out the words of Immense Pain!
Shame, Loser, Misfit, Idiot, Fool, Joker, Jackass and more!
"Shut the door?"
Torture no more?
...
Now, they are defiling me!
Insisted and filing me?
Into some container?
"Cabinet of Melancholy Misery?"
God, can't you make it stop?
The Bloodened ink now more than thinks for me!
Transforming me into some hideous Monstrosity!
...
My breathing is subjected, my body Unprotected, my Mind is coming Unhinged!
For this is the start...
"Written All of My Broken *Heart"
*Heart: noun
/hert/
plural: hearts
1. a: a hollow muscular organ of invertebrate animals that by it's rhythmic contraction acts as a force pump maintaining the circulation of the blood
//could feel her heart pounding
b: a structure in an invertebrate animal functioningly analogous to the invertebrate heart
c: BREAST, BOSUM
//placed his hand on his heart
d: something resembling a heart in shape
specifically: a stylized representation of a heart
//a card decorated with hearts and flowers
2. the emotional or moral nature as distinguished from the intellectual nature: such as
a: generous disposition: COMPASSION
//a leader with heart
b: LOVE, AFFECTION
//Won her heart
c: courage or enthusiasm especially when maintained during a difficult situation
//never lost heart
-See: taking heart
**Taking Heart:
Note: On March 31st 2003.
After a horrible car accident in which my only son Jason was involved.
After, Seventeen hours and going into the following day of April 1st, 2003.
I was left with a brain dead child and a decision.
...
To learn more about,
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend.
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800- DONORS-1.
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th,1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organ's graciously offered on April 1st 2003
(April Fool's Day)
"I mourned and yet shall Forever and Ever Mourn...
"With each and every...
"Returning-Spring"
Richard Edward Smrkovsky
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer,
'Doctor Ricky 1024'
And, His Incredible Picture Entitled, "Just Jay"
Pays
one point
and 2 member cents. /hert/
plural: hearts
1. a: a hollow muscular organ of invertebrate animals that by it's rhythmic contraction acts as a force pump maintaining the circulation of the blood
//could feel her heart pounding
b: a structure in an invertebrate animal functioningly analogous to the invertebrate heart
c: BREAST, BOSUM
//placed his hand on his heart
d: something resembling a heart in shape
specifically: a stylized representation of a heart
//a card decorated with hearts and flowers
2. the emotional or moral nature as distinguished from the intellectual nature: such as
a: generous disposition: COMPASSION
//a leader with heart
b: LOVE, AFFECTION
//Won her heart
c: courage or enthusiasm especially when maintained during a difficult situation
//never lost heart
-See: taking heart
**Taking Heart:
Note: On March 31st 2003.
After a horrible car accident in which my only son Jason was involved.
After, Seventeen hours and going into the following day of April 1st, 2003.
I was left with a brain dead child and a decision.
...
To learn more about,
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend.
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800- DONORS-1.
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th,1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organ's graciously offered on April 1st 2003
(April Fool's Day)
"I mourned and yet shall Forever and Ever Mourn...
"With each and every...
"Returning-Spring"
Richard Edward Smrkovsky
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer,
'Doctor Ricky 1024'
And, His Incredible Picture Entitled, "Just Jay"
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