Spiritual Poetry posted November 13, 2021 | Chapters: | ...36 37 -38- 39... |
My thoughts on this subject.
A chapter in the book "Heart Spoken Moments"
The Voice of God!
by Ricky1024
The author has placed a warning on this post for violence.
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*Today: adverb
/to.day/
1) on or for for this day.
2)at the present time.
*Today: noun
/to.day/
1) the present day a time or age.
//today's youth.
*Today: adjective
/to.day/
1) or characteristic of today:Now.
Note: On this day.
December 1st, 2006.
(now almost 15 years ago)
Yes, after suffering a second time of severe depression.
And, not wanting to live again.
Only 5 days before my dead wife's 54th birthday.
And, also following her apparent suicide.
Yes, only eight months after the death of our only son, Jason.
I decided it was time to join my family but in the wrong way.
And I did not pray and I decided to take a 7 inch serrated steak Knife.
Directly into my chest not once but twice.
After that failure.
Even though the second time I hit the heart valve.
I picked it up 20 minutes later and not once, not twice, but thrice.
Slashed the right side of my neck deeply.
Yes, trying to hit the Juggler.
I didn't know how hard it was to juggle!
...
And, Even though I prayed to die.
(At that point that day)
God was with me.
That day.
Note: If you know anybody that feels this way?
Please do as I did and call 9-11 immediately.
...
Note: Suicide is not the way to Heaven.
Yes, the way to Heaven is to pray.
Ask for forgiveness for all your sins.
And, use His Blessings, that He gives to you.
Yes, properly each and every day!
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
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one point
and 2 member cents. /to.day/
1) on or for for this day.
2)at the present time.
*Today: noun
/to.day/
1) the present day a time or age.
//today's youth.
*Today: adjective
/to.day/
1) or characteristic of today:Now.
Note: On this day.
December 1st, 2006.
(now almost 15 years ago)
Yes, after suffering a second time of severe depression.
And, not wanting to live again.
Only 5 days before my dead wife's 54th birthday.
And, also following her apparent suicide.
Yes, only eight months after the death of our only son, Jason.
I decided it was time to join my family but in the wrong way.
And I did not pray and I decided to take a 7 inch serrated steak Knife.
Directly into my chest not once but twice.
After that failure.
Even though the second time I hit the heart valve.
I picked it up 20 minutes later and not once, not twice, but thrice.
Slashed the right side of my neck deeply.
Yes, trying to hit the Juggler.
I didn't know how hard it was to juggle!
...
And, Even though I prayed to die.
(At that point that day)
God was with me.
That day.
Note: If you know anybody that feels this way?
Please do as I did and call 9-11 immediately.
...
Note: Suicide is not the way to Heaven.
Yes, the way to Heaven is to pray.
Ask for forgiveness for all your sins.
And, use His Blessings, that He gives to you.
Yes, properly each and every day!
...
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator.
Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Annalinda'
And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "blessed"
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