"And, All the Stars Stood Still"
(A Dedication)
Written on October 25th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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'All Rights Reserved'

Sometimes?
Yah know?
You just did everything?
Yes, just right?
"I Had a Dream"
Martin Luther King.
...
'God?'
'Can Dreams truly happen if you believe?'
'If so?'
'Then can God above?'
'Can Wishes also come True?'
'Too?'
'And, if you believe?'
'Believe in Dreams and Wishes?'
'God?'
'What about a Miracle?'
'Or Two?'
...
As a child.
I too Dreamed but not of a Wish or even a Miracle.
But of a son.
Someday someway who I could love and cherish?
"Till Death we do part?"
And, sometimes for no reasons why?
You're on a path of Destiny?
Yes, as if a Star.
Gone ablaze!
...
One Step at a Time.
One Beat of a Heart.
You breathe in and then you breathe out.
For that's what living is all about!
...
A Star is an astronomical object consisting of a luminous sphere of plasma; held together by its own gravity.
And, the closest star?
The Sun!
A star goes through radical changes during its lifetime.
And, this "Stellar Evolution Process"
Can last from a million to as much as a trillion years!
...
But when a Star finally does die?
The display or process of a dying star is like Reincarnation.
Yes!
As if a Resurrection!
Because the Star never really dies but rather the material.
Yes, stays around and creates other formations in space.
...
And, as I got older and started realizing that I needed space.
I also had my Dream.
I did not Dream of a Star or even the Sun.
But I Dreamed of starting my own family!
And, that Dream?
Yes!
Did come true!
Because if you have hope?
And, also for a son?
Yes!
And, only one would do?
...
My First creation as a family man was my first daughter Corinne Alexis Smrkovsky!
And, this would be actually the third daughter!
But my Second creation as a family man?
Yes, a Sun!
A Starry Son!
And, I named that Son?
Jason Richard Smrkovsky.
And, followed shortly afterward my Fourth Daughter!
Dana Alyse Smrkovsky!
...
And, now that I realized my Dream!
Yes!
And, I finally realized my Dream of starting a family!
A Dream that had come true!
And, also of a Son!
Yes!
...
On March 31st, 2003.
My Starry Dream would become a Nightmare!
My Beautiful and Only Son.
My Star so bright!
Yes, Shining in the Night!
And now was Falling!
Streaking across that Midnight sky?
Oh me!
God oh my?
But why?
And, it just makes me want to die!
...
Why?
Perhaps it's because something's beating strongly within another person's Broken Heart!
Why?
Perhaps it's because there's a brand new pair of lungs allowing breathing again?
...
Yes, that Star does not die!
Yes, that Star tis blazing!
Yes, that Star?
My Star!
My Son Jason.
Tis sending a message for all to see?
No matter how much I continue to cry!
But why?
Don't you see?
"All the stars stood still"
"As that waited for you to breathe"
...
To learn more about,
'Organ-Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend
Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!'
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at
1-800- DONORS-1.
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th,1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organ's Graciously donated on
April 1st, 2003.
(April Fool's Day)
...
grieve not...
Nor speak of me
with tears...
but laugh.
And talk of me
As though I were
Beside you.
...
I loved you so...
'twas Heaven
here with you...
...
"And, the Beat Goes On"