"The Day My Nightmare Went Away?"
(Part Number One)
"The Awaking"
Written on July 15th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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She came to me at first?
As if in a Dream?
Her tattooed and amazing body was aching...
My eyes were vividly breaking...
As She touched my Soul...
And, as her Long, Red, Tresses...
Perhaps, Expressed an Undressing?
And a need to succeed?
...
But with a "Swish and a Lash?"
She drifted away?
With all my dreams to cash?
Yes!
Oh how she did part!
That day with my now...
"Broken of Heart"
...
So when I recycled?
I was lost deep into the woods!
If only I knew if only I could?
So Lord God, I kissed the Moon Goddess Luna; and she led me to a lake!
It was a little cloudy but I could see by the winking in her eye.
Yes, no longer would I need to cry?
...
Then a Swish!
What is this?
At first?
I thought?
Perhaps it was just another fish but something else appeared?
Yes!
And, something else happened?
Now the object of my infection?
Further retro-action?
Perhaps was this now an affection?
Or perhaps a fascination?
Upon further inspection?
...
Yes she was coming much closer now to me!
I could tell by the ripples she had a pair of hips that would never quit but would I?
...
And God?
Wouldn't that be the second time I cried?
God knows I tried but then I noticed before I looked away?
Yes, the most amazing Bluish-Green eyes!
But hey?
With now but a single tear?
Lord God, but why?
And, I noticed this fleck of Amber Within?
My Dear God!
Is this a Dream or a Sin?
...
As, she came a little closer?
But close enough?
That enough was closer?
My Broken Heart seemed to come alive?
Dear God?
Do you see what I see?
And, did you send she to me?
No reply.
...
After all, I just went through a sad and Horrid, "break up"
But this?
How can I resist?
Yes, as Her eagar Lips parted?
With no speak and that first Kiss?
I must insist!
...
And, as she embraced?
I can feel!
Yes, feel deep inside; that very first taste!
Dear Lord God Above?
Could this possibly be happening to me?
This thing called, "Love?"
...
Then it started!
As if 7.0 on the Richter scale!
My body was shaking!
Uncontrollably!
My skin turned pale!
My God am I going to die?
Or Could this possibly Heaven?
Or am I just going to break down?
Yes, again forever and cry?
With this Red-Headed Angel?
Trapped within my very eyes!
End of Part Number One!


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"The Day My Nightmare Went Away"??
(Part Number Two)
"A Continuation"
Written on July 18th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024

Time Stood Still that most Wonderful Night under; Luna's Moon's Glow!
(Don't you know?)
Reflections rippled within my now healing of Heart!"
And, I felt this Uncanny connection?
Dear Lord God don't ever let this part!
...
And finally?
She told me her name was simply "Belinda"
And, I asked if she was an Angel at best?
Yes, that God had sent from Heaven above?
I could actually visual the word upon her beautiful breasts!
And she replied...
...
'If that's what I need you to be?'
I replied.
'Now make Love to me Ricky; like you've never done before?'
'Satisfy me my Ricky for God's finally opened your door!'
'Pound me hard like you've never done before!'
...
And, that was the moment I felt like I had never died!
Yes!
And, no more would there be a continuous cry!
I was quickly forgetting my broken relationship.
Yes, that Horrid and Torrid affair with Nancy!
(Who now was not there!)
...
Thank you Lord God I finally got her out of my head!
I put her to rest!
Yes, I think now that she's dead?
...
Note: Nancy Esposito with somebody I met way back in 2006.
(After three, long, years of grieving)
Yes, grieving from the loss of my own Son Jason and spouse Carolyn.
Nancy was one of the biggest mistakes I ever made in my life!
...
Belinda then wanted to know if I loved her so?
And I replied...
'No sane man on Earth would say no!'
As, I felt her Beauty within the Moon's Glow.
...
We made "Endless Love" that night a thousand times plus.
Ashes to ashes...
And now the past?
Yes was just Dust to Dust!
Dear Lord God you know I need this so much!
...
But, was this really real or surreal?
I know I'm experiencing something quite unusual that I can feel?
And, She's there sleeping right next to me.
As if Her body's a blend of pretend with the river beds sands.
But still Lord God?
I can't understand?
Is she going to just dissipate within that sand?
And then again?
I'll be experienced with another tremendous loss and never a win?
As, I Shake the Dice Again?
Will it suddenly be?
"Snake Eyes"
Such a Sin!
...
But what if this is real?
After all they say I have the powers to summon an Angel?
(Aaronic Priesthood and Mezdeznek Priesthood)
I do know I've been praying and working on this for almost two decades!
Yes, and it seems like an Eternity!
I do know I deserve this!
After all my sufferings and testings!
Cheating death 13 times has to be ever lasting?
...
I reached over to touch my Beauty!
Yes carefully not to awaken my new found Angel from above!
But Lord God above?
I just need to know that this is
"True Love?"
But she was not there!
Damn it God!
Can I ever be spared?
Cursed again?
When will this ever End?
...
End of Part Number Two!
To be continued with the final,
Part Number Three Entitled,
"Why Me"
...