By Ricky1024
"The Prologue Book Number 15"
Written on October 16th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Written primarily from unusual circumstances.
Feelings cast and forced as forged with pain.
Molded and designed from grief. Delivered through the Heart and managed by the Soul.
...
"Poetry Beyond the Ordinary."
Shall encompass a collection from my past works.
Words long gone but shall always and forever last.
Lastingly broadcast as if sounds from the beyond.
****
"From the Beyond"
(Chapter Number One)
I see dead people and they speak to me.
They tell me secrets now don't you see?
Just why do they speak to me?
This connection tis personal, a reason to cry.
Past beloved and long gone like a needle skipping on a records song.
..
I see dead people in the skies above.
The Fluffy White Clouds and the rising Sun.
They see me too as Eye speak, speak yes of you!
And, with each and every cry...
And, with each and every teardrop cast from my Blue, Blue, Eyes.
It tis to me nothing but Extraordinary and even though they are long gone?
It's always and forever going to be to me
"From the *Beyond."
| Author Notes |
*Beyond: preposition
/be.yond/ 1. At or to the further side of Similar: on the far side of "She sees beyond the Stars" ... Note: There are very few people who have a gift to be able to communicate above. Dawn'a Deborahara has this gift. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Writer and Incredible artist, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' His Incredible Picture Entitled, Ricky and Dawn'a Deborahara" |
By Ricky1024
"Shedding the Cross"
(A Dedication)
Written on October 18th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Throughout Time since the Beginning of all CREATION.
Man HATH SINNED.
From the weak and meek to the very SMALL.
To the most powerful and the TALL.
...
Throughout Time since the Beginning of all CREATION.
There has been only one.
Only one Human Being whom........
HATH NOT SINNED.
...
Jesus the Chist a "HUMAN SACRIFICE."
Tortured, spat upon, hair and beard, PULLED.
Forced to carry the LOAD.
A rosewood cross to CALVARY.
Where he was then CRUCIFIED.
Crucified for "The Sins of HUMANITY."
...
Jesus the Christ.
King of Kings ADORNED with a CROWN of thorns upon His HEAD.
Painted the Earth below CRIMSON RED.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Rest in Peace?"
(For Jay)
Written on November 5th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1025
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Take Sominex tonight and sleep.
Peaceful, restful...
Sleep, sleep, sleep.
"Rest in Peace."
...
Note: In order to find peace and tranquility, we all need our REST.
need our REST?
Forget all the rest, from nurishment to lack of encouragement.
...
Sleep my little Angel and don't you cry.
Daddy's gonna sing you a Lullaby.
"Rest in Peace?
...
Note: in order to rest, eternally, can it be done with ".Peace?"
(to say the least)
Now, if you lose a child and decide to donate their organs.
And, on April Fools Day
Does that child now rest in "Peace" or "Pieces?
...
Note: To learn more about the Amazing and
Incredible process of 'Organ- Tissue Donations?'
Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L. S.W. with
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1.
...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th,1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organs Graciously Donated to the "Four"
April 1st, 2003
(April Fools Day)
"And, the Beat Goes On!"
****
"Happy Birthday to Me"
Written on November 5th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Days long gone by...
Single tear drop
Cast from my eye.
Ain't no more
Good reason why?
Reason to cry.
After you finally die?
...
Days and weeks
Hath slowly passed.
Damn God!
Why couldn't Brian's
Car have run out of gas?
...
Reflections on the Wind
Horrible this accident of Sin'
Some gotta lose and some gotta Win?
Birthday wishes
Once Upon a Time.
Days, Weeks, Months, now Years.
My dad doesn't stop crying those
"Never Ending Tears."
Birthday wishes
Sudsy dishes,
He doesn't seem to have a thought.
Not a Single Clue?
What to do?
Some days he l�¿ to wastes but wishes.
Ain't no good reason why?
Cries then again *Dies.
| Author Notes |
*Die: noun
//die// 1. Pass away. 2. Deceased â??Jason decided he had to dieâ?? â?¦ Special thanks goes out first, as always to Heavenly Father and his Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the administrator. Fan Srt Review, this Talanted Artist, â??Wolfdancer 13â?? And Wolfdancer.s A , |
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"Lost Forever"
Written on December 1st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Lost forever God, which way to go?
Tried and Tested
This this "My Last Picture Show"
...
God, did my very best and passed all Your Tests.
Yes, but not to be Bested.
Take my Heart AWAY.
....
Walking now in slow motion as she again tries...
Tried to take my Last Breath AWAY.
Heart broken so,so, many ways.
With each and every TOUCH.
I'll Love and miss you Dawn so
Very, Very, much.
Each and every DAY.
But babe...
"You Take My Breath *AWAY.
| Author Notes |
*Away: adjective
//away// 1. Remove 2. Erase 3. Vanquish â?¦ Note: This author is in the process of an annulment. â?¦ Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, â??helvi2â?? And, her Incredible picture Entitled, â??Daydreaming of Flowersâ?? |
By Ricky1024
"Within the Shelter of My Mind"
Written on December 14th, 2013
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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As the grass of Green ever Grows...
As a Yellow of Sun ever Warms us So...
As the Early White Snows ever coat the Earth Below...
God knows.
...
As the Oceans Waves ever Flow...
As the Sky Blue ever Goes...
As the Oceans Life ever flows far far Below...
God knows.
...
As the Earth Spins...
As the Reality of our Sins...
As the Beautiful Moon Glows...
God knows.
...
And, as all Humankind awaken on this December of Day...
As we all arise and try our very best to make our Way...
And, as the very first child is born and Grows...
Yes, God knows.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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"Christmas 25th, 2023"
Written on December 14th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Snowing...
God, all Eye want for Christmas.
Black Magic if you please?
Got myself this "Deadly Disease!"
Black Velvet if you please?
Need more do you get my disease?
...
Snow is falling lightly as my Greedy Heart dances excitedly!
Don't you know rightly?
That all my Christmas wishes must come true?
Yes
From me to you?
...
Snow now is coating the ground.
Yes!
This nightly?
Snow yes!
And, covering all without as much as a sound!
Coating to Bless all but eliminate
the "Sins of My Humanity!"
...
God, please listen to my plea!
I need it all, and all for just me!
I need the latest devices indeed!
The cell phone and the brand new Vette!
(Sure Bet?)
Never a regret!
God, I have this needs won't you please fulfill my *Greed?"
| Author Notes |
*Greed: noun
//greed// 1. One of the seven deadly sins. 2. To want without giving a thought. "She was so greedy she bought out the whole store!" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Incredible Artist, 'helvi2' Her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Creative Decorations" |
By Ricky1024
"Times Unfocused"
Written on December 18th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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As the World turns on the AXIS.
Spinning in revolutions.
Circular rotation.
Movements cascading downward.
Clocks ticking as shadows of Blackened Clouds.
COVER.
...
Earths Woes, God knows.
As waters coat the Graven circumference.
Times Cloaked, Earths AXIS.
Axis tearing.
Ripping forward in collisions of confusion.
COLLASP!
As the World turns on its AXIS.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Incredible Artist, helvi2â?? Helviâ??s Amazing Picture Entitled, â??Open W..I..D..Eâ?? |
By Ricky1024
"Criminally Inclined"
Written on December 18th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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You're guilty until proven innocent in a court of law.
During the arrest.
You are given and read your Miranda rights and possibly need to take a physical TEST?
On your request to go to jail?
Test of thought if you so deem to be found intoxicated!
And, or you may or shall be given a breathalyzer test.
...
You may be made to walk a straight line and quite possibly?
Yes, depending on whether or not you know your alphabet soup?
Or your ABC's?
Can you count past 1 to 3 ?
made to count backwards in groups of seven from 100 until you were told to stop?
...
Only if the officer can possibly see?
Yes, see that you were not sober!
To Be or Not To Be?
That is the question indeed!
...
Of course, in the court of law, you may possibly be forced there and or if the legal proceedings are partaking JUSTICE?
Yes,because of violence?
Simply noncompliance?
Take your time and state your case!
Yes, because you may WIN?
Or you may lose this time?
Oh yes, if you are deemed to be.
"Criminally Inclined?"
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as, to Heavenly Father and Hos Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist and Incredible Writer, â??Doctor Ricky 1024â?? And, his Incredible picture Entitled, Just a Little Ole Me?â?? |
By Ricky1024
"Winter's Approach"
Written on December 21st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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December
Colder skies realize.
No more sun to warm.
Sun to warm the rise.
Crackling leaves from trees in castings.
(No surprise)
Night Stars cascading for the asking.
...
Snow approaching in Long moments of Winter White.
Children awaiting with anticipation.
Yes the excite!
Christmas soon to come!
...
February
School days lost with now long sledded trails.
This was Winters approach.
Soon to end?
Daily shovelings of load after load.
Backs still aching from the cold.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'helvi2' Her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Lovely Gift of Valentine's" |
By Ricky1024
"Blueberry Dragonfly"
Written on December 21st, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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She's my Little Dragonfly.
More Pretty than a Beautiful Butterfly.
When she's sad she makes me cry.
My Pretty, Little, Dragonfly.
...
She's my Beautiful Dragonfly.
When she spreads her wings and tries to fly?
She does her best and that's a good reason why.
My Pretty Little Dragonfly.
...
She's my Pretty Dragonfly.
She's the "Me" to my "My"
Sweeter than an Apple Pie.
This Beautiful Dragonfly.
...
When Eye first met her.
I didn't yet realize?
But Eye caught that little Glimmer in her Pretty, Blue, eyes.
I then knew in My Broken Heart that there must be a reason.
For a friendship to start.
This Pretty, Little, Dragonfly.
Yes, makes me *Cry.
...
Yes, Eye may have been a little stubborn at first and blind.
But when Eye got to know her a little better.
I asked God, possibly why?
And, yes Eye thought at first it was a little too rehearsed.
But so sweet and simple as could be.
Still didn't quite understand?
Understand God, why me?
...
Note: When you see a dragonfly fly by.
Well they say it could be a past beloved one.
But if that brings a tear to your eyes?
| Author Notes |
*Cry: noun
//cry// 1. To emote during sadness. "I began to cry the day he died" Note: Blueberry Dragonfly is a pet name for my wife Dawna Deborahara Amanda O'Reel Smrkovsky. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'willie' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "I will bug you" |
By Ricky1024
"Metamorphosis"
Written on December 23rd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Round and around and round again we go.
Sometimes fast and sometimes slow.
It's a dance you see?
Between she and me.
...
Round and around and round we go.
Sometimes fast but mostly so.
A mating ritual or touch and go?
An angered receipt of
"No Return?"
Touch and then burn?
...
Round and around and around we go.
In a torrent of argumentive disagreements never the same?
Again we crash and burn.
Yes, as we play the *Game.
| Author Notes |
*Game: noun
//game// 1. Competition between two equal sides. â??They both decided to play a gameâ?? Note: When two beings become antagonists. Without an agreement. Both shall always lose the game. Hide and go seek is a childâ??s game but in my situation and current marriage. A destructive but necessary tool temporarily reliving a vicious and violent situation. â?¦ Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist, â??Envisionâ?? Envisions Incredible Future Entitled l, â??Metamorphosisâ?? |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Christ Time" (A)
Written on December 23rd, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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.
Cripple Me and beg me in prayer.
Pray with your True Heart.
True Heart on this Beautiful but Cold of day.
Open that Broken Of Heart and tell Me all about you.
Do this in private as I respect you.
...
Crucify Me and hang me up high to Die.
But don't you pity me or shed a single of Tear when you walk by.
Cold of day?
Do you know I died a trillion times?
Yea, for each and every prayer.
...
Crown Me with a Crown of Thorns upon my head.
Bleed the Earth below Crimson Red.
****
"Set on the Cross" (B)
Written December 24th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Pinpoint me in the wrong direction.
Nail Me a board and watch for my resurrection.
Whip Me into a frothy slather matter not.
Believe it or yes.
Punish Me at best.
For this was my ultimate test.
To die for your Sins.
To listen to the lies had begin.
...
For this is the crucification.
Not much more meaning to my Death from the scheming.
Now off to my dreaming.
The little Lord Jesus lay down his sweet head.
...
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Incredible Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "Jesus Christ Crucified" |
By Ricky1024
"All Eye Can Give"
Written on December 25th, 2023
By Richard Edward Smrkovsky
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As this Christmas Season Tis
And, as Eye think about only you not me
As the Snow it's lightly falling
God's Forever calling
...
Baby, Ain't no Christmas Pine of Tree
Nor Decorative festive Holiday Lights
(That's right)
Yes, here for you nor me
...
Baby, there's no Stockings hung with care
Yes in Hope that Saint Nicholas would soon be there.
Just a simple but Hopeful of Prayer
(This you need to know)
Nor in a orderly of Row.
...
Not a Present of Toy for girl or boy presently in sight
Nor a single of colored Bow
Not as much as a nickel (that's right)
That Eye can now give to you my Darling
...
Not a place to lay my Head
Nor cradle or Bed.
Sometimes when Eye think way back when Eye used to write and pen
Eye only wish that instead
I was Dead
...
Yes, I'm so very naughty and never nice
But perhaps you'll continue to forgive me
more than twice?
Even Believe that's it's always and
forever only You
And, even though you don't seem to understand or accept my point of view?
I still and always will Love Only You
...
The snowflakes drifting now overhead and God?
Can't You make My Dream come True?
There ain't no music and no sound here
Just took my last sip of beer
...
No visions not Sugar Plums dancingin my stupid head
And, with all these silly words
Words of this and that
Lost it all and even my poor cat
...
Baby girl even though my Broken Heart
still can break
Dear Lord God fore goodness sake?
There's only One thing that can make my
Dreams come True my Love
Cause all Eye ever wanted for Christmas
Sweetheart
Wifie
Tis
*You.
| Author Notes |
*You: noun
//you// 1. Word used to describe oneself â??You are the only woman for meâ?? Note: Yesterday was our Seven month Anniversary. â?¦ Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, Doctor Ricky 1024â?? And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, â??Just My for Just Youâ?? |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"So this Tis Christmas?"
Written on December 25th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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So, God this tis Christmas.
And, what have we done?
The Earths spinning backwards
and the fires just begun!
The destruction runs rampant
for no good reason why?
As we peer through the missles and smoke.
Let's breathe deeply as we all
Now must CHOKE!
...
Yes God, this tis Christmas.
Trees of Pure Pine.
Pray to God today if we will survive to even dine?
Wreaths slabbed on a doorway.
Ain't it so Devine?
There's War and there's dying as all Isreal crying.
The supermarket's destroyed.
Downtown the thrift stores got no more toys!
And God, are Human Beings crying?
Should the whole World be trying?
...
So this Tis Christmas?
And God, what have we now done?
Another days soon over?
And, a new one just *begun?
| Author Notes |
*begun: noun
//begun// 1. Start over 2. Renew â??The music has just begunâ?? Note: The War in Isreal with Amass is horrible and unnecessary. â?¦ Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist and Incredible Writer, Doctor Ricky 1024 His incredible Picture Entitled, The Christmas Tree |
By Ricky1024
"Day After the Holiday"
Written December 26th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Christmas fading as Santa no longer invading!
Presents unwrapped in the corner.
And, papers packed long, packed, away.
Is this Christmas after the day?
...
Tree lights on no more Special cup of NOG not now so pure?
There isn't any carolers nor friends and family knocking on the door!
Is this Christmas after today?
...
Christmas commercials will no longer bug you but can still Believe?
Santa's now on vacation in the Bahamas!
Yes, and of course with his very special Clause a Momma!
As he's sipping down Margaritas and filling up his Jolly, Big, Belly with pork, ham, and tropical fruit!
Now isn't this poem the toot?
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Incredible Writer, "Doctor Ricky 1024' And, Ricky's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Ronald McDonald's Christmas Tree" |
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