By Ricky1024
| Author Notes |
*Clarity: noun
/clarity/ 1.clearness "The crystal clarity is obviously from Heaven" .. Note: On March 31st, 2003. I would have an epiphany. A realization. Realization that sometimes life moves forward in an incredibly different way. After that horrible automobile accident involving my only son Jason Richard Smrkovsky. After seventeen hours of my Tears and Heart ache. After this game of "Give and Then Take." "Take and Then Give." Yes, so that four others could live. ... And, to learn more about the Amazing procedure. And, Incredible process of 'Organ-Tissue Donations.' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Organs Graciously offered to save four lives on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) "And, The Beat Goes On" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist 'cleo85' Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Tears from Heaven" |
By Ricky1024
"Preference to Clarity"
Written on September 24th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Axis of spin now God.
Now God haveth doeth eyeth BEGIN?
Start simply with SIN?
Let's just dig in?
...
Pollution - The Constitution.
Greed- Our Forefathers.
Envy- Theft
What you Got I want to take!
Racism- The Gettysburg Address.
Pain and Suffering- Mother Teresa. Trust- Ashes to Ashes.
Dust to Dust.
...
Mother Earth's now spinning backwards.
And, tis Satan now winning?
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'helvi2' Helvi2's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Solar Dragonflies" |
By Ricky1024
"Tempting the Flowers"
Written on September 25th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Carnations past relations.
Petunia me or let me free?
Violet are you listening to me?
Rose was never never meant to be?
...
Baby Breath me?
To the very Death of me?
Yes, or depth of me?
Wake me up as I write you up.
Light me up again too with this pen?
...
Iris of my Crying eye.
You know you lied to me!
As for Lily?
Yes, she was the only flower for me.
You and Violet never cared, but as for Rose?
Are you there?
| Author Notes |
Note: The idea for this conversation came from my love of the beauty and scent of flowers.
... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this incredibly Talented Artist. And Amazing writer, "Doctor Ricky 1024 And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Cluster Effect" |
By Ricky1024
"Embraced By You"
Written on September 28th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Embraced By You and now what should we do?
Been trying the best that Eye can but Eye can no longer see?
See the value, value in We?
...
Embraced by You and now God can You help me?
Decide what to do?
I run away and hide but she doesn't seem to see?
So, the blame is always on me?
...
Embraced By You but each and every moment with you?
I Love you but am no longer in Love with you.
I just feel with all these feelings
Feelings inside of me.
Fear, Confusions, Regrets, and Shame.
Yes, that this is more then just a childish game.
...
Embraced By by You as my Lonely Heart, you seem to kill.
Kill st will?
Now when I'm with you all Eye can do is cry.
I feel it's better off all over and want to die.
...
Cold, Cold, Heart.
It's like that song and it's destroying me.
Better off baby if Eye just run away forever.
But can't you *see?
| Author Notes |
*see: noun
/see/ 1. vision, sight. "I can no longer see the value in you and me" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Sean T. Phelan' Sean's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Embraced" |
By Ricky1024
"Casting Stars Aside"
Written on September 24th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Casting Stars aside in the midnight Skies .
Ricocheting into the depth of Darkness.
Splattered Worlds to never be?
...
Casting Stars aside as they glide to the below.
Pathways wasted with Tears, Hearts, pierced.
Taste, tainted blood dried.
No Stars left to *Die...
| Author Notes |
*Die: verb
/di/ 1.(Of a person, animal or plant) stop living, pass away. "Terry had to die so that Tony could live" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Renate-Bertodi' Renate's Incredible Picture Entitled, "he threw the stars" |
By Ricky1024
"The Worth of a Smile" (A) Written on September 25th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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The Worth of a Smile?
So, So, simple and So, So, free.
Yes, with but a simple gesture.
The Whole Wide World can now see.
...
You see ?
When Eye was sad, miserable, and not so glad.
But just that look Upon your face.
You let me realize.
Realize that there was not much more left in me to see
....
And, then you would just in the place of your Smile.
See into my Broken Heart.
Just Beautiful Grace from Upon your face.
Yes, with but that simple smile.
You lit up my World and tore down my walls.
...
The Worth of a *Smile.
Yes, will carry you for more than just a mile.
"God Only Knows" (B)
Written on September 29th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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God, only knows what I'm feeling.
God, only knows my Endless Pains.
Pains subjected to the Misery.
My Misery and Shame.
...
God, only knows my bleeding, Heart, crushed and brushed aside.
Torn apart?
No more does it beat .
Beat inside of me for that the the way. The way it's got to be.
| Author Notes |
*Smile: verb
/smile/ smiled, smiling 1. To assume a facial expression indicating pleasure. There was always a smile for me on her face" Note: it was just 4 months. I was married on the 24th of September. My beautiful wife Dawn Deboraha Amanda O'reels Smrkovsky. Always has a smile just for me. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'helvi2' Helvi2's Incredible Picture Entitled, "For Our Sins" |
By Ricky1024
"When Angels Die?"
(A Dedication)
Written on October 6th,2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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When Angels Cry we wonder why?
Why does it have to be?
To be or not isn't the answer I got!
...
When Angels emote but a single of tear.
Now doesn't mean that they are no longer here.
Nor will suddenly dissipate.
Dissipate into a fine powdered dust.
Ashes to Ashes and dust as it must.
...
When Angels Cry.
"No Hocus of Pocus."
Nor "Sleigh of Hand."
Because they are always with us!
Yes, and this we need to understand.
...
When Angels decide that it's their time to die .
God knows and has a good reason *why?
| Author Notes |
*why: adverb
/(h)wi/ 1.(with reference for a reason) on account of which; which. "Why did my only son have to die?" ... Note: there's a reason why Angels die. On March 31st 2003 after a horrible accident. My angel Jason did not die but Courtney in the state of New Jersey he was brain dead. ... To learn more about the Amazing procedure of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st 2003. Organs Graciously offered to save four lives on April 1st 2003 (April Fool's Day) "And, the Beat Goes On!" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Wolfdancer13' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Peaceful Bliss" |
By Ricky1024
"Peaceful Bliss 1871"
(A Dedication )
Written on October 8th, 1871
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"The Sky is Falling!"
"The Sky is Still Falling!"
States Chicken Little.
Yes, but there is nothing little about this day in history kiddies.
...
Hi, I'm Doctor Ricky and I'm going back in time?
Yes, to unwind?
But in all actuality.
Yes!
Unfortunately in Chicago, Illinois the sky was falling.
Falling way back then in Amber tears
So many long, long, ago years.
And, what a Nightmare to wake up to!
...
Note: The Great Chicago Fire first began in the barn of Patrick and Catherine O'Leary.
I do believe but this is speculation.
Something to do with the cow kicking over something
And, causing the fire.
But exactly why?
Why did 300 people have to die on that horrible day in 1871?
...
But on this day in 1938.
Yes, something a little more pleasant was happening!
The New York Yankees were facing the Brooklyn Dodgers and this man?
(Can you guess?) named??.
Yes, pitched the very first no hitter in baseball history.
Now on this day in 1st transcontinental air race was achieved and on this day of June 8th...
...
Jesse Jackson, RL.Stine, Chevy Chase Matt Damon Bruno Mars Harry Pekar, Juan Peron were born and on this day of June 8th.
Also, John Hancock an American politician died 1793.
Last but not in the least for all of you born of Germany Decent.
(Like me)
it is grandparents *Day!
| Author Notes |
*Day: noun
/dai/ 1. period of time, 24 hours. This is the day of the Great Chicago Fire" Note: Dedicated to the 300 who passed away and their remaining families today. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and his Only son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'AndreThreeThou' Andre's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Chicago Skyline" |
By Ricky1024
"I'm Crying Tears for You"
Written on October 14th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky1024
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I'm crying Tears for you.
And, there's not much more that Eye can do?
I'm blind now and can't you see?
See what's wrong with me?
...
Twenty years not a Holiday in sight.
Twenty years of Endless Tears.
Twenty years, birthdays long past.
Dear Lord God, am Eye finally Dead at Last?
Tears on my pillow cases.
Dripping, snarled, and tangled in my Shoe of Laces.
...
Yes, I've been crying.
Crying Tears.
Tears long past.
God, how much longer?
Will they *Last?
...
...
| Author Notes |
*Last: adjective
/last/ 1. On March 31st, 2003. Eye gave my Eighteen year old son away. Yes, after a horrible Automobile accident in 2003 For the next three months it RAINED! April, May, and into June. So much rain that my back deck turned Green. But it was Angels. Tears not of Pain but tears from the Many, Many, Angels above. Tears not of Saddness and PAIN? But Tears Happiness.and Gladness. For after 18 long years. My Angel Jason Richard was finally going back home. Home where he belonged. To learn more about this Amazing opportunity to donate. Please then call my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1 **** Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'seshadri_screenivasan' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Disaster Devestation" . |
By Ricky1024
"Feeling Your Loss"
Written on October 14th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Feeling Your Loss as I'm constantly.
Constantly reminded.
Reminded of the Endless Pain.
Pain that's sustained.
Sustained in my Broken Hesrt.
...
Heart that skips a Beat.
Beat that seems to be.
Be-Leave it or Not to Believe?
Believe this Constant.
Constant torture on *Me?
...
| Author Notes |
*Me- pronoun
/me/ 1. God, why me? Note: Thr Loss of a child is a Parent's Worst Nightmare. A Gift that continues to give. As long as you Continue To Live? ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented artist, 'seshadri_screenivasan' His Incredible Picture Entitled, Homage to 'Dance' by Matisse |
By Ricky1024
"No Time Left for Me"
Written on October 16th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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No Time Left for me.
Old as old can ever be.
Lost my way this Fair Day.
And, there's no Time Left for me.
...
All the wonders I'll never see.
All the Heartbreaks gone away.
No more kind of "Sunny day."
...
No Time Left now for me.
Going blind and can't you see?
That is Time to go away.
Checking out.
Cheated *Death 14 times.
Not much more now to say.
| Author Notes |
*Death: noun
/death/ 1. final, end. ... Note: how can one human being cheat the master the grim reaper 14 times well I've done it and I will continue! ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Martin Smith images' "One water drop-one dance" |
By Ricky1024
"Counting Tears"
Written September 29th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Counting tears, as I shed these years,
Years of endless pain.
Broken hearts, that ache.
Countless reason to forsake.
...
Counting tears of forget me, not this lonely tear.
For I am part and still right here.
Yes, my son, Eye too am torn, and always there for you.
...
Counting tears as I shed these *years.
| Author Notes |
*years: noun
//years// 1. Period of time.. 2. 364 days. â?¦ Note: The loss of a child is a parents worst nightmare. It is a gift that continues to give as long as you continue to live. To learn more about the incredible process of â??Organ-Tissue donations?â?? Simply contact my dearest friend, Lara S, Moretti, the LSW with â??The Gift of Life Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. |
By Ricky1024
"Tears of An Angel"
Written on November 5th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Tears of CHRIST.
Flow down Upon ME.
Ever Flowing, Ever Knowing, Ever Glowing.
"Crucify ME."
...
Torture me Endlessly and subject .
Me to your PAINS.
Crush Me as My Bloodied TEARS.
Cleanse Thu SOUL.
"Crucify Me."
...
Forced to Carry a Rosewood cross to CALVARY.
Punctured as Pierced.
Tortured yes but PURE.
"Crucify Me."
...
King of KINGS.
Adorned with a CROWN.
Crown of Thorns ADORNED.
Adorned His Head.
Painted the EARTH.
Below Crimson RED.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and Hos Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talanted Artist, â??Lilybug6â?? And, her Incredible picture Entitled? â??Angel Eyesâ?? |
By Ricky1024
"Vase of Flowers" (A)
Written on November 5th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory
Sunlit dipped, Sun drenched Entrenched with PAINS.
Tears of years poured in sealed memories.
Sprinkled with MISERY.
...
Babies breathe of DEATH.
Splayed a long, GRIEF.
Pictures Punctured in Violets of SHAME.
This is my,"Flowering Game."
Bloody but dried no more liquid left in my eye.
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****
"Vase of Flowers" (B)
Written on November 6th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Sunlit dipped Sun drenched.
Enwrenched in now GLEE.
(For both you and now me)
Crying tears now long gone PAST.
Sealed memories that shall always LAST.
...
Babies Breath of renewed and blessed GRASPS.
Sprayed with holidays long AGO.
This is now my, "Flowering Game."
No more PAIN.
No more MISERY.
Now flushed down the DRAIN.
Dried in one Everlasting teardrop from my
*EYE.
| Author Notes |
*Eye: noun
//eye// 1. Optical human device for vision.. �¢??Just one single teardrop from my eye.�¢?? Note: When one feels Pain and SHAME. When MISERY is the constant GAME. �¢?�¦ Note:And, if you have somebody who is feeling tremendous grief, pain and misery, and possibly suicidal.. Then please take action immediately. Call the National Suicde Hotline. (As I did back in 2006) At either 9-11 or 988. Thanks, 24 �¢?�¦ Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the administrator. Fan Art Review, this Incredible Artist, �¢??MoonnWillow, And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, �¢??BLUE NOTE.�¢?? |
By Ricky1024
"Have Mercy"
Written on November 13th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Have Mercy On Me?
God, can't You See?
Am Eye Blind and lost me?
God, have pity on me?
For lost this eye.
...
God, Eye lost my Only Son.
God, then shortly later.
Lost my Only Wife.
Broke my Heart and hope to die.
No more tears flow from my Eyes.
...
Have Mercy on this Fool.
Fool whom hath now,
"Lost thy Light."
And, can't you now feel?
Eye am shamed.
And, no longer feel Thy Love.
And, forgot whom *Eye am?
| Author Notes |
*Eye: noun
//eye// 1. My metaphor for blindness. â?¦ Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, â??Raoul Dâ?? Harmentalâ?? Raoul,s Incredible Picture Entitled, â??La Dame Sans Merciâ?? |
By Ricky1024
"Reciprocated Lost in the Portal"
( A Dedication to Carolyn)
Written on November 15th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Twenty plus years hath now passed.
As she tried giving but always receiving?
Yes, received but never gave?
Not a babe that she bore.
That she received and recognized at née.
...
Never to realize nor see the *Light?
Caring but hardly sharing?
Breathing but never Living?
Yes, ad if but a host of a ***Ghost.
Broken as a token or **Rod.
Heart beating but never connecting?
Crying out loud as I'm trying and protecting.
...
Crying out loud but I'm too proud!
Doing my best but never any end!
Communication interrupted and corrupted!
*The Light of God.
**The Iron Rod.
***The Holy Ghost.
Speaking but my Echo never read or allowed?
Crying continuously in Tears not allowed!
| Author Notes |
*The Light of God:
Pathway to a greater place. **The Iron Rod: The Word of God. *The Holy Ghost: ***The Great Comforter. â?¦ Note: Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky was born December 6th, 1952. Met on a setup and blind date of Hate. Abused as a child by her mother Mildred (Millie) Dillion Richmond. Unfortunately, the abuse continued in her first marriage to Michael (Archie) Harbach. By the time I got involved it resulted in twenty years her addiction to gambling at church bingos to Atlantic City casinos. By the time I got involved, I was almost $100,000 in debt, including $8,000 in back taxes on my house. This unfortunately continued with my employer who stole close to $100,000 from my profit-sharing in 2003 when I retired. â??Oh what a web we weave when we try to deceive.â?? Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky December 6th, 1952- November 23rd, 2003. â?¦ Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talanted Artist, â??Simonkaââ?? And his Incredible picture Entitled, â??My Portalâ?? |
By Ricky1024
"Within the Sponge"
Written on November 15th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"Oh,Oh I give you the Best of My Love."
"Absorb me and comfort me?"
"Please!"
"The Pain it's horrible!"
...
"Soak it up Doctor Ricky!"
"But why Bob, Why?
And, why should I cry Patrick?"
No reply.
...
"But why Bob why should I continue to cry in painful tears?"
"Please can't one of you help me?"
"Help me find a dental surgeon?"
"Bob no one cares?"
"I swear!"
"Patrick, Bob are you listening and are you there?"
"Die Doctor Ricky DIE!"
Yes, as SpongeBob floats on by!
| Author Notes |
Note: this writer has been living with severe and chronic dental infection now for almost 30 hours. I went to Green Hospital in North Myrtle Beach trying to get a Reese Farrell to see a dental surgeon with no luck.
Iâ??m going to continue today. I need probably two molars and a tooth in one spot pulled in the same spot. â?¦ Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, â??Sean T. Phelanâ?? And, his Incredible picture Entitled, â??A Bull Gorgnonopsonâ?? |
By Ricky1024
"Prideful My Tears"
(My Dedication to Jay)
Written on November 18th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Prideful 'tis these tears from me.
Did all I could, and all from me.
My Time below.
On "Beloved Earth."
Now I must go.
Now above, I leave behind.
...
Behind all my Love.
My Liver.
(to the man from Philadelphia)
Yes, to he now from now me.
Me, "The Giver."
My pair of kidneys.
(one for each of you)
And lastly, to Chaz.
My lungs and Heart.
Yes, for your Brand New *Start.
| Author Notes |
*Start: noun
//start// 1. Beginning. 2. First. Note: From the donations of my son, Jason to four human beings. On April Foolâ??s Day 2003. And, to April Foolsâ?? Day 2023. (which is 20 years plus later) There are three out of four human beings still walking on this planet Earth. Yes, with Jasonâ??s heart, lungs and kidneys. â?¦ Note: The man from Philadelphia had eight years of life. To Learn more about the amazing Process ofâ??Organ-Tissue Donations? â??Simply contact my Dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with â??The Gift of Life!â?? Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. â?¦ Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Incredible Artist, â??MKFloodâ?? And, Micheals Incredible Picture Entitled, â?? Indian Princessâ?? |
By Ricky1024
"The Way of the Cross"
Written on November 26th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"The Distance between two separate Points is based on Distance and Time"
Unknown Poet
You walk the walk, but can you now
"Talk the Talk?
Not preach but teach?
Orate your Mandiculator Osscitator as much?
Yes, or actually reach out and touch?
...
Can you carry a heavy Rosewood cross?
Can you carry it to Calvary?
Can you now handle being hung up high?
Hing up, so high to be Crucified?
Crucified to Die?
Shed not a tear and not cry?
...
"The Way of the Cross is a Distance between two separate Points based on Distance and Time?
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Incredible Artist, Artist Carl And, Carls Incredible picture entitled, Rhythm of Chaos? |
By Ricky1024
"Christs Christmas" (A)
Written on November 25th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Christmas 'tis approaching and on this day of December.
Please always remember?
...
Reese of fancy means the mini pine trees.
The stockings hung over the fireplace in a row.
Candy, canes of sweet.
Those brand new slippers upon your lovers feet.
...
Glistening snow that coats, the ground so beautifully below, but...
This you should now know...
Yes, that on this up-and-coming Christmas day.
The spirit of Christmas is more than just Santa sleigh.
****
"Winter's Wonderland" (B)
Written on November 25th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Snowbells sway and no one's listening?
Yes, there's this sleigh but it's not on its way?
It's a cold winters night and no one's in sight?
Walking in a Winter Wonderland.
...
Sleigh Bells sway but there's no crowd of Christmas carolers?
What the matter with this picture??
And, if it's not a glistening?
Perhaps everybody's blind, and a soul it's a listening?
Yes, Christmas day is on the way.
Walking in a Winter Wonderland?
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist, helvi2 And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, Christmas Tree Swing |
By Ricky1024
"Donate Me?"
Written on December 9th, 2023
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
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"God, won't You?"
"God, can't You?*
"Shan't you?"
"Donate me?"
"Why?"
"Can't You even see?"
...
"God, are You listening?"
"To me!????"
"They are praying so hard!"
"Hard for me!"
...
As Time blends as the lights Darkness Amens.
A Miracle beyond Human Comprehension!
To relieve all those horrible Tensions!
****
"My son!"
"Oh yes my son!"
"I am listening carefully!"
"So very carefully now to thee!"
...
"My son!"
"YES!"
"My son!"
"I am listening very carefully!" "And, Eye can hear every word from thee."
"I know yes!"
I can see!"
"Yes, for I see All!"
"And, yes for I am All!'
"And finally."
"Yes!"
"You are a part of *me!"
Approximate Word Count::
147 words.
| Author Notes |
*me: noun
//me// 1. The word me is a noun in the first person referring to the person who is speaking: .... Note: Exactly 7,558 days ago a Miracle. Yes. would take place right on Nautilus avenue in the small community. Called Ocean Acres in the state of New Jersey. Seven hours previously on the 31st of March. Yes, a Miracle would take place. Because that was the day I gave my only son Jason away. Away to the four people who prayed so hard for a second chance of life! ... Note: To learn more about the amazing Miracle of 'Organ-Tissue Donations ?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with the Gift of Life Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. *** Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Tremendous Artist, 'Wolfdancer 13' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Peaceful Bliss" |
By Ricky1024
Crippled She"
Written on November 7th, 2023
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Cripple She but what will be will be?
Laughing in the closet and wandering in the Darkness of Night.
Confusion allusion all Life is refusing.
Mystified by her shame.
...
Crippled She can't quite realize whom tis she?
Crying out-loud and lost her proud.
Willowing away lost in her gracious thoughts.
What more can *Eye say?
| Author Notes |
*Eye: noun
//eye// 1. One of the five senses. 2. sight 3. vision 4. Note: Eye is used to replace the letter 'I' in my writings Meaning loss of sight. "Her Eye was swollon on pain." My mother Florence was not your typical mother and nor was my father Edward. Both became chronically addicted to alcohol before they passed away. ... Note: And, if you know someone addicted then please call 9-11. Or The National Suicide Hotline at 988. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Incredible Writer, "Doctor Ricky 1024' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "Edward and Florence Smrkovsky " |
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"My Dearest Ded"
Written on March 26th, 2024
Bye Doctor Ricky 1024
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My Dearest Dad it's been just a week and as far as my Broken of Heart bleeds.
I'm missing you but never really got the chance to know you.
...
You need to realize that circumstances beyond
My control would not allow.
Allow us to ever be.
But that's completely okay with me.
Why?
...
Because even though we never physically met.
Even though we never had a chance to do what's normal.
Even though we never as much as shared a meal or a mug of beer.
As far as I'm concerned.
Here you will always be near.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Shades of Grey"
Written on March 26th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Sympathetic, sythetical, magnetic.
Shadows cast above tree-lined branches weep in the wind.
Shades of Grey begin.
...
Motion-sensitive, repensitively unkind.
Hearts of Grey as love will fade away.
Pine needles green now browned.
Within the perimeters of Walla- Walla town.
Shades of Grey on this Sad, Sad, of *Day.
| Author Notes |
*Day: noun
//day// 1. 24-hour period. "It seems like this day will never end?" ... Note: The loss of your father can be a tremendous event. My wife Dawna Deborahara Amanda O'Reel Smrkovsky has recently lost her father Robert after 84years. This man(a highly decorated marine) Started Camp Lejeune and taught over 500 Young marines. From many wars to a police officer in New York. Robert Earl O'Reels has done it all. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, Doctor Ricky 1024. His Incredible Picture Entitled, "Mayslanding in March" |
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"Amphibian Blood"
Written on March 29th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Braised and raised with inward bound.
Morning weeping willow as leaves penetrate.
Demonstrate light.
Cold blooded as it makes notice.
Feeding with reference of love?
...
Mourning as ever never again clever.
And, as sunlight basks upon.
This is it's Time of stance to dance with no second chance!
Rains begin.
End of sin.
Belly fed waters flood.
"Amphibian Blood"
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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"Easter's Very Best"
Written on March 31st, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
At the Methodist Church in Mayslanding, NJ.
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Dear Lord God Above,
With this Easter's Best.
I must insist, as I must now request.
As we continuously try to reciprocate and honour those whom are long late.
...
To lose it ALL.
And, to be left with NOTHING.
Nothing but darkness and PAIN.
Constant miseries and shame
No more Love but GAIN?
And, with this Easter's Best.
I do now request.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"When God Calls"
Written on April 5th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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When God calls He rolls up His
"Golden Sleeves"
Cures all of our and your
"Most Deadliest and common Disease"
...
When God again calls He had
A Good Reason no matter His
"Moment to Your Season"
...
When God calls as well, as He should His only intentions are nothing, but "Pure and Good"
...
And, finally when God calls Thee.
for the "Last Time in Need"
His only intentions are of course
"Heavenly Indeed"
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"Living in a Fantasy World?"
{For Dawna}
Written on April 30th,2024.
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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She's da one having so much fun.
God, what ever happened to that girl Eye met last night?
Hold me close and please don't bite?
I'm in for the "Long Haul."
...
Perhaps Eye can finally get things right?
But God, She's higher than a Kite lost on a string of what a Fright.
So, what's a poor Boy to do when she's lost her point of View?
...
The Reply
My son, my son.
Now listen carefully!
She's got to run and have some fun!
Your days is long, but your works not yet done!
Just hold her closely and then she will realize that You're the one!
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
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By Ricky1024
"A Single of Tear"
Written on April 30th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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A single of tear of saline me.
Emotes emotional and Endless Misery.
It fills an Ocean with my many of pains.
And, all the creatures below call out my name.
...
And God, I feel the pain, misery, and now the shame.
It seems to never leave of me, but when you miss those so beloved.
And God, do dear.
...
When you miss those that can never again.
Reappear...
Then you're Very Soul is truly Dead.
And God, let me make this perfectly *Clear.
| Author Notes |
*Clear: noun
//clear// 1. To bring preference to the sublect "It is cleat that you still do not love me." Note: To lose a child, parent, friend, or even a pet. Yes, is a Gift that continues to give as long as you continue yo live. ... ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'CorbyLonda' Her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Tears of a Child/March 29/18" |
By Ricky1024
"Within the Coldness"
Written on April 20th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Within the Coldness of a Human Heart and as a chill to the bone.
Capturing Soul long gone and all now alone.
...
Within the Coldness of a Human Heart lies no warmth.
And, at that very last breath.
As not even a particle at the precipice before Death.
...
Within the Coldness of the Night When you can feel there's something now wrong.
Within the Musical Note when it tells you.
Tells you on your Hearts cell phone.
That your at risk and there's little Time left.
Left to resist.
...
Within the Coldness of a Human Heart.
And, when there's little Time left to resist.
...
Resist the many Miseries?
Resist the many Pains?
The Coldness of a *Human Heart is all that remains.
.
| Author Notes |
*Human Heart: noun
1. An Organ within the Human body that acts as a pump. Presenting the blood sustaining life. "The Human heart beats for no one now but me." ... Note; There has been In my lifetime, examples of human beings. Yes, that I have met who have less of a heart and less of a soul. Then even my pet. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talanted Artist, 'avmurry' Her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Not comfortable" |
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"No Good Reason to Cry?" (A)
Written on May 8th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Tears of saline.
Tears stained.
Nothing remains?
Insanity or a Game?
Tears soaked in silent pillows of regrets.
Lost it all just one final bet.
...
Silent Dreams no more time for Screams?
As Tears of rejections.
As no more need?
No more need for corrections.
Tears that Ever-Flow.
...
Years gone by in Kleenex.
God, what's next?
Eye used to know but those Tears...
Those Endless Tears..
Crystal Clear?
****
"No Good Reason to Die?" (B)
Written on May 8th, 2024
Tear of shame.
Tears tremendously stained...
Nightmarish cheers.
Cellophane wrapped in Saran
Mummified as Re- Hearse
Death?
...
Cinderella with no lucky fella?
Pumpkin smashed!
Ran out of cash!
Through it all
No Ball?
Yes, and Through it all, all that Eye can do?
...
Three Blind Mice
Cut off their tails with a *Carving knife?
| Author Notes |
*Carving Knife: noun
1. Instrument utilized in preparing a meal Note: And, if you know someone suffering as in these poems? Then please call the National Suicide Hotline at 988 or simply call 9-11. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'avmurry' Her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Heavenly Flower" |
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