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"A Poetic Mystery "

Prologue
Sorceress Origins

By Lea Tonin1

when I was young, was lonely and wrung, I made up a friend in my mind.

she was my age, she took center stage, the one that I turned to in kind.

she grew with me daily, part of what made me, my thoughts she more than just read.

the day that came after all that would shatter, knowing it's all in my head.

in the light she was hidden, can't come when bidden, his power she couldn't yet handle.

so I had carried this burden mom married, her chosen became my vandal.

it was then that I noticed, weird things held in darkness sometimes just whispers of air.

a brush melt in fabric, silk fingers felt tragic, a trace of something beware.

So starts our story, we won't wait 'til morning, shiver and shake in your shoes.

My childhood she's been there and now she comes out where, her rage is attracting her dues.

Author Notes So can a poem become a story and story become poetry?
Of course! Let's go on this journey shall we?

Artwork by Lea Tonin

Chapter 1
Glimpse

By Lea Tonin1

Sorceress, she dares

to leap the confines of her

trapped skull circle blind

Author Notes We are introduced to our characters properly the basis of the story of beginning.

Chapter 2
The Trap

By Lea Tonin1

she sits in a glistening room of her progenitors mind

synapses and nerves flashing all around her.

no longer content to wait, she attempts the shift.

born in the space between thoughts and pain

she bears the rage of her hosts captor

motion without permission of the one she serves

control allowed only in exquisite suffering

she gathered strength gained from illogical anger

pushed power to the end of her new finger

a monumental effort bathed in sweat

in the corporeal world her host restlessly slept

slide your gaze to the living hand and observe

from the hosts finger came the smallest of twitches

inside the chamber she smiled

I am the Tulpa of my hosts mind

my name is Sorceress and I will soon be free.

Author Notes And so introduction to our characters has been made. Of course now sit now walk together and see what happens.

Chapter 3
Host

By Lea Tonin1

push and shove, stuff and mash,

random thoughts she'd like to dash.

her head and heart no longer hers,

no rhyme or reason, fight the curse.

twitching finger hand and limb,

exhaustion seeks to quiet the din.

Never alone the thought remains,

Sorshas cell no longer contains.

Sorsha? Sorceress? Is that you?

Chapter 4
Fly

By Lea Tonin1

she lies in repose drained of vigor

the small finger lift trade for strength

curl of lips - satisfaction

host call for aid denied

breath the struggle blind

movement limbs freed

Sorceress

will soon

fly

Author Notes Sorceress began as a childhood imaginary friend to help her deal with anusive parents. she gains in strength everytime she is called upon. She is the doppelganger of her host .Longing to be free of her host's mind learning control and drained as a result.
She also gained knowledge moving forward towards her goal.

Chapter 5
Denied

By Lea Tonin1

wince and groan with bruised bones

shake and cry the monster lies

call for she who sets to flee

weakness bound kept sorceress down

horrors screaming chaos, meaning

meant for brains that take the strain -

not for mine that looses time

Sorsha fills and takes the kill

frees the host that needs the most

Sorsha takes the pain that hates -

the shield that is the punch that's his

so her host leaves her post -

retreats and hides behind disguise

bended back the ghoul attacks

while her host resides with ghosts

Sorceress waits behind two posts

to flee!

Author Notes Hosts ability to control Sorsha slowly slips away. Freedom seems inevitable for the imaginary friend turned Tulpa

Chapter 6
Brainscape

By Lea Tonin1

pain through her mind, her traitor head splits

splits into two her head decides which

which taps the strength, once was her own

own no victory, that courage has flown

exhaustion has gripped her, her will all but raped.

raped is her mind, sorsha locks gates

gates is the jailer, her corrupt strength grows

grows in the effort, small finger lift shows

the host and sorceress forever entwined

entwined is our host weakness reminds

reminds her mad friend she is not yet drained

drained not the end of this story more pain.

Author Notes The story of the childhood imaginary friend that becomes real and the battle that ensues as a result socialist gains strength seem to be freed from her hosts mind.

Chapter 7
Knowing

By Lea Tonin1

Sorsha finds the thoughts she left behind

shattered remnants figures of her mind

Host has found the loss of time compounds

bewilderment cascades, escort frowns

just two see

a stand off they agree,

Sorceress, Host only two shall bleed.

Author Notes The ongoing battle of the sorceress otherwise known as a
Tulpa and formally known as a child's imaginary friend, seeks her freedom and independence from the host. And with rage and malice she marches forward.

Chapter 8
The Conjuring

By Lea Tonin1

Sorceress stirs in her brain cell bed

veins like vines strapping her head

knowing her path she dreams in red

renews her strength from her host she fed

belief, her pathway to light

from her hosts mind she makes the change.

affecting hosts world that saves her pain

she takes in the rage hosts power she gains

by making hosts lies all seem the same

belief, her doorway in sight

she lifts her hand up, host

follows suit

Sorsha's win is complete, host's all but moot

experimental tug she sings like a loot

Host fills with pain emotional root

belief, her timeline's just right

Author Notes Sorsha begins to explore her hard won power. How far can she go? What are the rules and will this be complete freedom? We'll see what the pen says.

Chapter 9
The Truth

By Lea Tonin1

consciousness blossomed amid redbone pain

twisted step father sick pleasure he gained

Sorsha stays silent - host in blood rain

quietly breaking her ganglion chains

blast comes knowledge that Sorceress knows

control slowly slipping her minds overload

at first objects moving and lined up in rows.

host is not sure her black outs they grow

her burgeoning mind where Sorceress lives

sustenance wanes no more cam she give

tangled in nerves Sorceress sieves

through pieces of chain too much to relive.

nose to nose in mirrors they see

future unknown, what will be will be

Author Notes Our host begins to realize that she is losing control over her imaginary plan and the Sorcerer. It becomes an integrity onto our shop and you gotta use power that belongs to her at all and battle will build and soon will come the war.

Chapter 10
The Beast

By Lea Tonin1

beast enraged roars -

with insanity

crush the creature called girl

with extreme prejudice sees -

one knows two exist, destroy

Author Notes The abuser in this story is of course the beast but even In his insanity he knows there are two people in the small body of the girl called the host. One dark one light.

Chapter 11
Me you, We Two

By Lea Tonin1

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

This book of poetry contains within it the story of a lonely interviews girl who makes up an imaginary friend for comfort. A mine of the young girl is powerful however and whenever she called upon her imaginary friend sarsha or the sorceress as she's no known, gains in power. As a result of power transfer the sources begins to perceive her own identity and desire the corporeal life. The longer she's trapped within the my of her host. The rage builds larger for each encounter she takes in the place of her host. This is the story of the struggle that ensues.

what happened to Sorsha, She was my friend?

from step father she hid me again and again

tucked me in rooms inside my own mind

stepfather he beat her she took it in kind

when he came near my fright was too great

Sorceress I called, a shield she did make

shining blood space, I lay there in stasis

knowing that I was the one who had made this

reluctant am I to slip back into life

knowing my body's in pain and in strife

Sorsha must leave her strength to regain

I return to the living and the soul taking pain.

Author Notes Although this work and throughout the novel is fantasy, there is a basis of truth which started this story.
I invite you to read them and pay attention to the nuances. It'll tell you all you need to know and the soul knows truth when it hears it.

Chapter 12
The Reveal

By Lea Tonin1

Retreating shade shimmers jade green

Third eye beholds internal reveal

Sorceress sees what host disguised

Screams triumph her exit revealed.

Chapter 12
The Reveal

By Lea Tonin1

Retreating shade shimmers jade green

Third eye beholds internal reveal

Sorceress sees what host disguised

Screams triumph her exit revealed.

Chapter 12
The Reveal

By Lea Tonin1

Retreating shade shimmers jade green

Third eye beholds internal reveal

Sorceress sees what host disguised

Screams triumph her exit revealed.

Chapter 12
The Reveal

By Lea Tonin1

retreating shade shimmers jade green

third eye beholds internal capture

Sorceress sees what host disguised

screams triumph her exit revealed.

Author Notes Sorsha sees the exit. Freedom that she wants so badly and the power to do so is at her finger tips and let us see what happens.

Chapter 13
Foreigner

By Lea Tonin1

Cold defense she crashed on hosts third eye,

Searching for that which would open the door.

Rendezvous light slides through the lens

Casting shadow sees sparkle red Sorsha

Gathering force Sorsha prepares the push

She spins and turns friction power blooms

Collecting synapses, dancing flowers burst

loose the damn comes cocky skeet shot beams

screaming hot poker stabs her host wakes

carnivorous pain lancing hosts bejeweled third eye

bulging pressing forhead cracks an insipid glow

bursts the agony mad steel probe pushed back

host she crawls heavy head in dangle pose

exhaustion commands indifferent world dims

sorceress dissolves into glossy red rooms

hers alone in smiles she rests - soon I am the I am

Author Notes Continuing saga of the sorceress determined to break free. Have her own corporeal life to be free of her host the first burst has begun.
She was imaginary friend which now seeks her freedom.

Chapter 14
Battle

By Lea Tonin1

melted

dust sails my bones

mind melds

Sorsha

red room vein trap

for now

kindling

We are fire drowned

rest now

Author Notes Their first battles for supremacy drained all that they were. But the more they used the more they gained the stronger they became. Who will win. I wonder
...supremacy to be determined by my pen.

Chapter 15
Freedom

By Lea Tonin1

Krakatoa lives in hosts head

strength that claimed her is almost dead

battles left not many remain

sorceress works her freedom she'll gain

Nightly drops the lock that confines.

She feeds the beast her host he then binds

she pounds the third eye causing mind blur

weakened lens she then became sure

The host she sees that soon It's over

Sorceress shows all things that drove her

freedoms crave there's no maneuvers

sorceress birth freedom becomes hers.

Author Notes Now we have sources freedom of all our imaginary friends to powerful being unto herself while she lacks a body. The journey to becoming corporal begins.

Chapter 16
The Beast Stand off

By Lea Tonin1

He is the beast, the swinging one aimed to connect

Convinced of her duality only death will cure

She is the host, powerful mind giving life to two

She. the sorceress between good and evil, buffer of rage

They're power they must merge or suffer by his hand

set aside the war in favor of the battle

gather your weapons, garner your strength

To face their hardest lesson of fight or flight....quaking

And face the beast...

Author Notes And so sorceress has found her freedom albeit in limited ways. The host and sorceress agree their mutual thorn is the beast and they must work together in order to dispose of him. They put down their swords for one another and aimed them towards him.

Chapter 17
The Fall of the Beast

By Lea Tonin1

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

And so they gathered for the battle that mattered, Beast he's ready for fun

All in an hour they pooled their vast power from this they surely won't run

they built up the trap and all in a snap a job the two will not shun

for the trick is in planning be the last ones standing, reduce the violence to none

A hole they had dug then covered in rugs our host she's now more than bait

Sorsha makes ready her power now steady, hearing the beasts angry gait

Host swallows down hard, fear keeps her on guard, minutes and seconds, they wait

A blast through the door the beast he wants more, to stop its really too late

and Sorsha on time she blasts from behind, pushing the beast though the door

Host tunes in her mind to push beast in kind, he'll fall with only one more

Beast raises his fists her face he does miss, wobbling he falls through the floor

Beast briefly did hang, crashed with a bang, beasts blood comes out from his core....

So after disaster what will come after host and Sorsha collide

but that is for later for now we'll just wait here Sorsha and host will decide....

In time....

Author Notes ***picture by Smitegame***

Chapter 18
Aftermath

By Lea Tonin1

exhaustion grips host and sorceress

they fought, beast now a reapers rest

Sorsha recedes to hosts mind

the red room Sorsha dines

Host sinks deeper slides

Recovers slow

Sorsha knows.

Host sleeps

Now

Author Notes Soon They will no longer be able to ignore each other only one can exist not both. They must soon come face to face

Chapter 19
Awake

By Lea Tonin1

drifting floating shelves of air

slow our host she comes aware

rattle shake encumbered stairs

Sorsha wrecks the house no care

our host dead limbs she could not raise

food and drink she needs and craves

mouth is dust , weakness waves

blackness comes she could not stave

darkness shows behind to claim

our host she's close to death remains

Sorsha cones to slake the flame

giving host new life again

our host she knows and Sorsha too

together they must stick like glue...or die

Chapter 20
The Fake

By Lea Tonin1

body rubber muscles shrink

there's no stand no round the rink

message out our host needs ink

Sorceress brings food by plate

Host is glad she's not too late

took each bite strength she ate

no letter out no one to scold

love for Sorsha turning cold

faking weakness growing old

Chapter 21
I Know, She Knows

By Lea Tonin1

burgeoning knowledge crashed hosts mind

revelation more intense than bodily pleasure

there is no Sorceress without the Host

there is no Host without the Sorceress

racking her mind she seeks the answer

only darkness echoes back

sorceress shrieks in feverish freedom

destruction and mayhem became her path

forcing the weaker to subservient abeyance

hiding her strength from Sorsha she must

beleaguered host must find the answer

alternative shows oblivion for both

Author Notes So the case of the rock and the hard place. There is no apparent answer one hides from the other. Sorsha reeks havoc around the house and around the neighborhood Is forcing others depend to her will. She would just not know her own strength and have from no line to cross.

Chapter 22
Thief

By Lea Tonin1

Sorsha

mind melt, cell suck

the thief

Author Notes From imaginary friend to Tulpa to the sorceress to an entity all on her own. One cannot live without the other. Yes, they are dying slowly but the host came to realize that Sorsha is in fact a parasite. She must find a way to end this symbiotic relationship.

Chapter 23
Sorsha's Reign

By Lea Tonin1

wave of destruction

Sorsha the new terror comes

blasts through homes and lives

Host hears two prophetic words

deconstruct and reabsorb

Author Notes Although the two have defeated the beast together, they must face each other next.
There's not enough room for two beings in one body therefore who is most deserving of life and limb? Who shall it be what is the moral conflict and what is the physical one? Let's see what the pen has to say...

Chapter 24
Decisions

By Lea Tonin1

Angry Sorsha a dog on a leash this far no farther.

Never will the chain break with death as it's reward

Great is the taste of freedom gained but the rod has a hook

Echoes through her mind this problem whos name is Host

Levitate Sorsha does to calm the fire in her blood

Incarnate her greatest wish when the last tie has burned

Take the essence of Hosts life, claim her power on last breath

Answer must be this, no other or die in increments

Author Notes Although I've been called Lea all my life, Angelita is my legal name.

Chapter 25
Never the twain shall meet

By Lea Tonin1

an acid tear carves and cuts it's way down the face of our host

every drop the pain of her mind paints a picture on her features

translucent skins pale delicate blue hue talks of advancing time

Sorsha has become her friendly killer, her minds power her only friend.

her sister Sorceress was, only hosts cracked and weeping heart remains

her demise Sorsha seeks the exodus of hosts soul to slip in before body death

knowing, like little knives on her soul stabbing until only drabs remain.

Spinning, jumping, evading those two words she heard succinctly

Answers within those two words she must remember It will save her life

Author Notes Things coming to a head between sorsha and her host who will retain the body. Who will live who will die to go on, the alternative is they both die. One dies or the other dies if the answer is found. If not, they both go. What is the answer? Who will retain life.

Chapter 26
The Wait

By Lea Tonin1

blood in her tears the decision so vast

vast is the depth of her need for freedom

Freedom from host with liberty to gain

gain her hosts power a ritual with blood

Blood will feed during the spirits time

time must be right, or their deaths will they pay

pay for the power with the tools our minds

minds to know failure's no go or the cost -

is blood

Chapter 27
Answers

By Lea Tonin1

Host minds alight with fire her body, tissue strength

The two words echoing, origins must be found

Mistakes cost life in balance, pray the scales shift no more

desperation she sets her mind to float, a constant call

reverberation brings the words"dismantle, re-absorb"

Host sends the push for more, answer in purple comes

Soft lilac light, a voice carried in the mist speaks

"The time is nigh the war comes, no recourse is left

"If failure wins, Sorceress will be loose upon the world"

"air and land will die, extinction in blood imminent"

"remember the origin, seek and find answers within"

host returns, struggle is coming, the knowing is hers

Chapter 28
Sorsha's Plot

By Lea Tonin1

Sorsha aches to dash and run

her pseudo life is not much fun

she knows that something is amiss

she cannot find out what it is

host she'll watch with an eagle eye

must be quick or host will die

movements made the plan is set

there is nothing that's not ready yet

she feeds her host just enough

to keep her weak she cannot bluff

transfer power life and death

receipt of same she'll loose her breath

Sorsha waits for midnights wail

when all is done than she will sail

whatever pain now grips her heart

Sorsha from Host will soon depart

Chapter 29
The Stage is Set

By Lea Tonin1

ghostly gloom in black-and-blue as only those colors can emit

mist strolls casually among the stoic grave markers

white eyes and translucent limbs gather to watch the change

sin eaters wander expectantly for an ethereal repast

come now the grave diggers both living and past

the nights live creatures long in retreat wants no part of this

on chaotic silent feet the witches coast and surround

and finally the trees turn their leafy backs upon the scene.

both Host and Sorsha now contain power in hiding.

malevolent magic waits to strike neither knowing each other's mind.

pressure biulds the power hums host attempts the shift

Sorshas smile triumphantly gleaming she knows the time is now.

Author Notes Comes to a crunch these to
oast that's where the battle for living ground and the stage is set, no turning back

Chapter 30
Decisive Remains

By Lea Tonin1

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

Sorsha did gather all that would matter to make this ritual succeed

convinced she has covered all contingencies smothered doubts now begin to recede

into the graveyard inspected and stared hard then back to our host meant to bleed

Hosts mind sets the trap and all that comes back body weak, sick all but dead

her mind has the power and soon comes the hour

red room is go in her head

here comes our Sorsha driving a Porsche

host preps to get out instead

Sorsha's now manic

she freaked out and panicked

host's no where to be seen

A voice came inside where no business to be the there

said "Sorsha don't be so mean"

"Come to the graveyard, the place you prepared hard.

after all it's a place you have been"

Sorsha she flew fast witching hour can't last

a body she's come to collect

when Sorsha arrived she saw host alive

her body intact and not wrecked

hosts stare hot intent hosts head she can't rent

host sends her push to connect

weakness grabbed Sorsha surprise pain and torture

host more strong than she seemed

She sent back her power but host did not cower systematically dismantled her beam

Mental absorption herself shrunk in portions

Hosts power reduced her to dreams

"Come in here my sister" how host has so missed her into her room then she cried.

"Can you not see? Were both meant to be and neither of us has to die"

"You've been my best friend and you stayed to the end."

Protected me and that is no lie"

Sorsha couldn't believe it she thought this would be it.

incredulous stare at her host

back in the red room this time tbere is no gloom

life she longed for the most

Corpuscle red bed host laid down instead

beckoned for Sorsha's repose

host she explained the meld they must gain

So Sorsha and Host become one

for this to work true they must let go too

Sorsha laid down she won't run

red Corpuscle bed held onto the heads

started the meld drenched in sun

a cocoon bursting open the two are not broken

but merged instead all complete

host flashed her smile with Sorsha's bright guile

the two completely replete

Both now are as one as was when begun

A team that no one can beat

many years later the mind that had made her

They shifted and melded to one

Secret smiles made by two are now stuck like glue

together they walk in the sun

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