By Ricky1024
"Prologue for the Book of Sorrows"
Written on September 21st, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
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Poetry in the highest of forms emphasizes Hope but pain.
Faith's miseries but redemption to the highest decree.
"The Book of Sorrows"
"The Book of Life"
"The Book of Misery and Pains"
...
Poetry is a series of words in thought that reflect mirror-like images of time long past.
Cast out to be retrieved.
An analysis of reception.
The action or process of receiving something sent, given, or inflicted.
****
"The Rose"
(A Dedication for Carolyn)
Chapter Number One
Far out along the cold, cold, river banks.
As Winter gives no thought of thanks.
Once green stem now long Blackened calling out but one name.
...
She rests all alone as the silent, icy, winds call out.
Never a single tone.
...
As the darkness seeks a closure but for some reason within the Gloom. The Icy River melts and releases within Springs calming Grace.
The Silent, Winter's, Winds no longer can distress in waste.
Yes, now as the Winter now releases and in Springs calming dew.
And, Only One Single Red Rose will *Renew.
| Author Notes |
*Renew: verb
/re.new/ 1. resume (an activity)after an interruption.. "the parents renewed their campaign to save the school" Similar: resume, return to. 2. extend for a further period the validity of (a licensed, subscription, or contract) "her contract had not been renewed" Similar: extend, prolonged. ... Note: On November 23rd, 2003. And, less than eight months after the unfortunate death of our only son Jason. My wife of almost twenty years. Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky. Decided she did not want to live anymore and denied herself her necessary medications. A short time afterwards, she died from a heart attack at the age of fifty one years-old. ... A Parent's worst Nightmare is the loss of their child. You're not alone, reach out for help by calling 988 at the National Suicide Lifeline. (800) 273-8255. ... Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky December 6th, 1952~ November 23rd, 2003. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'seshadri_screenivasan' His Incredible Picture Entitled, "A Single Rose" |
By Ricky1024
"What the World Needs Now?" (A)
Written on September 25th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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When trouble comes?
Yes, God calls!
When nothing is left but Endless Pains?
Yes, God Remains!
I believe you're My healer that you are all I ever need!
Oh, yes indeed!
...
Upon A Rosewood Cross at Calvary, came to be.
As, He passed each and every Test.
Did the Very, Very, best!
For of He?
For the Future shame and Humanity?
...
We now need to release and call out his name!
The Blood of Christ.
Runs rampant through those...
Those who are known...
Yes, as "The Innocence"
Yes, those whom suffered so...
Yes, to this Very, Very, day.
****
"Referencing Christ" (B)
Written on September 25th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
"Which were born not of Blood,
Nor of the will of the Flesh,
Nor of the will of man, but of God"
John 1:13
...
"Bless them that curse you,
And pray for them which despitefully use You"
Luke 6:28
...
Our Lord Jesus Christ, tortured by those Whom not understanding...
Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ,
tortured by those Embittered and whom mistreated others...
...
He would have us not return Evil for Evil.
Yes but welcome Evil with Good!
He commands us to verily, verily, wish them well.
As well as and pray for those...
Pray for when we so doeth.
So, when they do, do us wrong.
We are securing and serving in His Heavenly name.
...
When they do, do us wrong.
Do so, and now we must pray...
We must pray for the many lost Souls...
The Souls of the others...
Whom abused...
...
Pray for the Souls of those others...
Yes, whom for our own physical comforts, carry those of the Lost Souls.
...
Lord tis it not natural, to the Natural Man?
Yes, to in return and forgive?
Yes, blessing?
Blessings for the cursings...
Prayers for mistreatment...
...
Lord, help us keep worshiping and Loving as we're helping others whom are desiring.
Yes, verily, verily, will need indeed to realize...
Those whom are the Abused Innocents...
As we must accept and take in your name.
The name of Jesus Christ.
"Referencing Christ"
Written at the Cedar Run Assembly of God.
Manahawkin, New Jersey.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Regina E.H-Ariel' Regina's Amazing and Incredible Picture Entitled, "World in Tolerance and Love" |
By Ricky1024
"The Re-Inventing of Me"
Written on September 26th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
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Pain and misery..
Misery and pain!
Dear Lord God?
How long will this remain?
...
Now in order to correct the Uncorrectable?
Now in order to rearrange the Rearrangeable?
Now in order to distinguish the Undistinguishable?
And to Extinguish the UnExtinguishable?
As simple as a glass of water to a flame?
...
Note: After a period of time,
Human beings get dead set.
Yes, in their ways.
Now, some may live in a or not in a "Grandiose World"
Each and every day.
While others are subjected to Injectables mainlined into the unobtrusive and unobvious vein.
Yes, or perhaps "Alcoholic Spirits"
Yes, endless sweet delights?
Perhaps drinking themself into a stupor, each and every night?
Searching seemingly for some form of a relief?
While others such as myself. Because of the Insanity of Life.
Losing the only Son and shortly later, a Wife.
And, because of the Endless Misery, Pains, and little relief.
Becoming eventually, aLatter-Day Saint Priest.
...
Now that's okay but is God the only way?
To Quief the grief?
So, and now in order to find the relief?
And, eventually End the Endlessness the Grief, the Misery, and the Pains...
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist. 'avmurray' And, avmurray's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Velocipede' |
By Ricky1024
"As Time Goes By"
Written on September 28th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
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As Time Goes By.
So much I can now See?
The movement of the falling Stars above in the night Sky.
The constant motion, wings of the Butterfly.
The Emotional cry as a Newborns Beautiful Eyes Try?
...
As Time Goes By?
I can see and feel as Mother Earth. Yes, she cries and also wonders Why?
Why we do the things we do?
...
As More Time Goes By.
So do the many tortured Waves.
In Constant and Perpetual Motion.
As gulls fly over laughing.
But the waves continue crashing?
Yes, as Time goes By.
...
As More and More Time Goes By?
Yes, even Eye wonder why?
Why Dear Lord God?
Doth my very own Broken Heart? Yes that now beats Nevermore?
As the Crashing Waves that now receed from the Seas Shore?
...
As Finally, Time Goes By?
Yes, I continue to Wonder.
Wonder God why?
Why I'm still all Alone?
Why and in Tears I still Cry?
Am I ever going to shake that Suicidal Feeling?
And, catch the wings of the Butterfly?
God?
Feelings like I still want to Die?
...
And, why my Heart's always Broken?
And, why my eyes are never Dry?
Why it never Heals?
Yes, and seemingly lost.
Lost in Constant Moments?
Moments that never Heal?
Moments that are no longer *Real?
| Author Notes |
*Real: adjective
/re.al/ 1 a :having objective independent existence. // unable to believe that what he saw was real. b : not artificial, fraudulent, or illusory: GENUINE //real gold. :also bring what the name. implies. // a real professional c (1) :accruing or existing. in actuality //saw a real live celebrity. //a story of real life. Note: Real Life is what my poem is based upon. To lose a child is a Parent's Worst Nightmare A Gift that continues to grow and give, as long as you continue to Live. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'seshadri_screenivasan" His Incredible Picture Entitled, "The Unfolding Intensity" |
By Ricky1024
"When the Sun's Nevermore"
Written on September 29th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"When the Sun's Nevermore?"
When I feel the warmth Evermore.
It comforts and soothes me.
The rays warmth never fools me.
...
"When the Sun's Nevermore?
And, I no longer feel.
Feel the warmth upon my breast.
Yes, I try with all my Broken Heart.
To do my very best.
...
"When the Sun's Nevermore?"
When my tears constantly pour.
When Love is gone.
Yes, but life continues.
And, goes *On
| Author Notes |
*On: noun
/on/ 1. Continues. Note: this is an example of turning nature into reality. The loss of a parent's child is a Nightmare that continues to give. As long as you live. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'lynnkah' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "Tapestry" |
By Ricky1024
"Release"
Written on September 30th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Colour Blue, peaceful too.
The winds are calm, the rain is so pure.
Evermore.
Blessed tis this moment in time.
Eighteen years later...
...
The Colour Red, losing my head.
Why God are things now happening this way?
The rain is so cold and if I can be so bold?
It's not supposed to be this way.
...
Finally, yes the Colour Black.
No looking back.
Nothing now left for me.
Never shall it cease?
*Release.
| Author Notes |
*Release: verb
/re.lea.se 1. allow or enable to escape from confinement: get free Similar: free, set free, let go 2. Allow (something) to move, act, or flow freely. "She released his arm and pushed him away" ... Note: In order to be released or free. We first need to find the "Key" Now the key for me is journaling. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'MoonWillow' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Re-entry" |
By Ricky1024
"Endlessly Just Sorrows"
Written on October 1st, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
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Endlessly God the tears cut a swath a long the cracks and crevices of my now Broken Hear
Just when will this Pain ever shall part?
...
Memories are now just moments.
Moments out-of-time.
Each and every Time.
...
Endlessness God is this supposed to be my new job?
To shed but a tear.
Over and Over again?
Till I'm no longer here?
...
Hopelessness treks as I'm continued and subject.
To struggle.
Yes, grasping and praying.
Calling our Your name.
I now call...
As I now fall...
Evermore....
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'VJWild' And, VJ's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Tears" |
By Ricky1024
"Taste This Waste"
Written on October 10th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Feel God's Loving arms wrap around your Broken Heart.
???
Well that's okay.
Let's start?
...
Now how about a little taste of
COVID-19 Pandemic Crisis?
(Death by Consumption in Screams)
Now is this any School-Girls Dream?
...
Feel the warmth now as God's Sun hath just begun?
Add to COVID-19?
AIDS, STDs, POLIO?
Oh no?
...
Yes they are all there for both you and me?
Can't we see?
Good God!
Who's now at the helm and who's in charge of the job?
Let's move on?
...
Why not give the additive of 9-11?
Now that was so much fun!
That day where we just a barrel of 3,000 monkeys?
Now, you have this choice!
Feel the heat from your head to your feet or the street?
Yuck!!!
...
Doctor Ricky is there more fun for me to see?
Am I deaf, dumb, and blind?
Well if you smoke and choke?
Yes, the Reality?
The Tobacco industry is a multi trillion dollar business since we began abusing the tobacco plant over 100 years ago.
Ligget Myers, RJR Reynolds, and Mister Philip Morris!
They all sing the same tomb and chorus?
Just feel their love and pollution!
As you just take a drag and see exactly then what will happen to be?
...
Well Doctor Ricky does it get any worse?
We have the Oil industry.
Exxon, Sunoco, Shell, Getty, and Mobile.
Mobilizing together as they are sucking up the core Blood of this Earth!
Yes, the place all Human Kinds birth!
(For what it's worth?)
And, dispersing it upon our Land, Seas, and Air!
(Does anybody still care?)
...
Maybe the Banking Industry?
Well just get a little bit behind and then suddenly yank the roof right from over your very head!
(Better off smoking and dead instead?)
...
"Hell on Earth Damn it to Shame!"
(Tis this Satan's Grimm game?)
And, what a damn shame?
Well now that happened to me!
Yes, but who's the blame?
Death, Destruction, Rape, Theivery, and Cruelty?
Dear Lord God Above!
Is there still Love and perhaps can we ever have a little *Humility?
| Author Notes |
*Humility: noun
/hum.i.lity/ 1. A modest or low view of one's own importance, humbleness. "he need the humility to accept that their way may be better" Similar: honestly, humbleness, honestness. ... Note: a humble person does not flaunt their worth, status, accomplishments, or anything else that they have or have accumulated. They are modest and often embarrassed by praise. Instead of being proud of themselves, a humble person will be happy for others who deserves the credit. ... Example and I quote.. "Before I go to sleep at night." "I push my slippers far below and behind my bed." "So that I have no choice." "Yes in the morning." "But to get down on my two knees and thank God for all he has given me." Denzel Washington ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Lentamente' And, their Incredible Picture Entitled, "A Gift from Nature" |
By Ricky1024
"Whence Love Comes?"
(A Dedication)
Written on October 11th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Whence Love A comes?
And you now wonder why?
Why your so damned lonely?
Why you can never stop?
"The Cry?"
Wipe the tears from your eyes?
...
Whence Love Comes?
And, your seem to not believe?
Past, apainful, memories?
Rejection, Depression, and Endless Pains.
Injectable, Liquified, Satisfaction?
A temporary relief?
Now oozing from your scars arms and veins?
Call out His Name?
...
Whence True Love comes Knocking at the door?
Ignore the Pain and Sham
Call out His Name?
..
Finally, whence that Love comes finally again?
And then friend you've come to finally realize?
Realize again?
That there's more than just you.
And the damage of you?
Past over due?
Amends ..
*Amen.
| Author Notes |
*Amen: interjection
/amen/ -used to express solemn ratification (as of an expression of faith) or hearty approval (as if an insertation) "After John prayed he said amen" ... Note: It's going on close to ten years now, since a friend had passed away from heroin overdose. Joseph Rodriguez (AKA J-rod) ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'martin smith images' And, Martin's Incredible Picture Entitled, "True Love" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"7134 Days"
Written on October 12th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
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Times movement now alters with each beat of the Heart.
The Heart now seems paralyzed and Frozen.
Sullen...
Trapped and Mummified as if I immortalized in Tears!
All those wasted years?
...
I will visit this place.
Yes, this Special place of rest.
Where Spirits dwell.
Yes, in "Spells Of No Return"
Voices cast an Eerie moment of silence.
...
Telephone poles talk and realize this moment is cloaked in pain.
Yes, here today...
Gone tomorrow...
7,134 days past.
And, my Heart of Hearts?
Forever Frozen.
Frozen in *Glass.
| Author Notes |
*Glass: noun
/glass/ 1. an inorganic solid material that is usually transparent or translucent, as well as hard brittle and impervilus the natural elements. ... Note: On March 31st, 2003 at approximately 8:00 p.m. A Ford Mustang was driven purposely, by Btian Cole, 100 mph into the telephone pole. And as a result? My 18-year-old son Jason, Seventeen hours later was declared Brain-Dead. ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara. S. Moretti the L.S.W.with "The Gift of Life " Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. "And, the Beat Goes On " ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist and Incredible Writer 'Doctor Ricky1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Just My Jay" |
By Ricky1024
"Will You Still Love Me?"
Written on October 13th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"Will You Still Love Me?"
When the falling stars drop from the night skies?
Will You Still continue to Love Me?
When the Oceans meet the Seas?
...
"Will You Still Love Me?"
When there's no more Purple mountain Majesty?
Will You Still Love only me?
...
"Will You Still Love Me?"
When my Broken Heart forgets to beat?
When our Lips no longer meet?
"Will You Still Love Me?
....
And finally...
"Will You Still Love Me?
After I'm long gone?
When no longer my sweet music of my song?
When I finally go where I belong?
Dear Lord God above?
Will You Still Love only *Me?
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented and Artist, and Amazing Writer, 'cleo85' And, Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Apologies" |
By Ricky1024
"Moving Backwards into Reality"
(A Dedication)
Written on October 15th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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Somehow in another Life.
I must, I must try my very Best.
Yes, to redo my Life.
For, Times long Gone.
No longer So, So, Sweet my Song.
My Dear Lord God, where did I go Wrong?
...
Before the house?
I lived like a mouse.
Only an occasional slice of cheese.
Did the career for 36 of years and along the way?
Yes, I must now say.
A Wonderful family.
...
But, sometimes when Time gets tough.
And, sometimes?
"Enough is Enough"
And, between me and you.
All we can do is cry.
...
Cry Wetten tears of goodbyes.
Cry for all those now lost years.
And wonder why?
Why for me?
I lost my *Reality?
| Author Notes |
*Reality: noun
/re.al.i.ty/ 1. the world or state of things as they actually exist, as opposed to an idealistic or notional idea of them. "he refuses to face reality" Similar: real life, the real world, actuality. 2. The state or quality of having existence or substance. "youth when death has no reality" ... Note: A Parent's Worst Nightmare is a loss of a child. And a husband's Worst Nightmare is a loss of his wife. Together combined with a loss of your career, your house, and eventually your mind. Yes, is too much to bear. ... Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky December 6th, 1952~ November 23rd, 2003. ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Note: Organs Graciously offered to four on April 1st, 2003. (April Fool's Day) ... To learn more about this Amazing and Incredible Opportunity of 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara S.Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. "And, the Beat Goes On" ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Incredible Writer 'cleo85' And, Cleo's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Dream" |
By Ricky1024
"Burnt Embraces"
Written on October 19th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
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Burnt Embraces,long ago distant places.
Dear God what have we done?
"Broken-Hearted Embraces"
Long past old melody.
Our Sweey Song lng gone soured.
Bible of Tower.
...
Fath gone, Trust broken!
Dear Lord God Above!
How can I go on?
Without her Love?
...
Spirits now stalking...
Grasping Claws...
Deciminate!
No longer can I navigate.
No more time.
Time long lost.
...
What to do without you?
Darkened Clouds gather over head.
Doesn't much matter.
Better off Dead?
...
Yez, coffins lids now open in Greenville Cemetery.
And, my work down here is finally done!
Forgive me hun?
Perhaps a new spell has *Begun?
| Author Notes |
*Begun: verb
/be.gun/ 1.start over again. Another chance. "unfortunately, it had begun" ... Note: If you know someone severely depressed and suicidal? Please call either 9-11 or The National Suicide Hotline at 988. ... Special thanks goes out first as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'Linda Bickston' And, Linda's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Tristan and Lsoide' |
By Ricky1024
"Hard Rock Insecurity"
Written on October 19th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky1024
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Today was October 17th and I was looking for a little relief?
For this Latter-Day Saint Priest with the Church of Jesus Christ.
And yes!
Trying and dieing.
Yes, to be and to have a little fun!
Roses and Guns?
Guns and Roses!
By being a little naughty and a little nice!
...
Now, in Atlantic City, New Jersey.
Yes, there are plenty of beautiful facilities to gamble away but on this day.
The Golden Nugget, Tropicana ,borgata.
But instead I booked the Hard Rock Hotel Casino for a little rock and roll getaway?
And yes, the weather was mild.
And, there was no sign of rain of Hurricane Ian in sight.
Yes, for my date of twisting that night!
...
Note: Hard Rock Hotel and Casino is a Multi-international company all over the world.
And, with sayings posted throughout their casinos.
"I Love you"
"We Love you"
But on this day of October 18th, 2022.
And, now I must say.
I would learn about that the
"Hard Rock Way!"
That they're "Supposed Love?"
...
Now, after enjoying the future mourning in the Hard Rock swimming pool of my Tears.
Yes, and meeting a few beautiful people.
Yes, who both had birthdays in October like me.
So, we decided to meet up, have a threesome birthday party, and do a little Rock'n Roll dancing.
Yes, that night at the Hard Rock nightclub.
And, of course enjoy their band.
...
So, after a nice and fulfilling buffet.
(Not Jimmy Buffett!)
I found and decided and figured to dance the night away!
(Along with my calories)
...
Now, the band was real Grand and with my dancing abilities?
Yes!
I had the head guitarist eating out of my hand!
And, he even came over in between sets to see what I was writing.
'Just another Hard Rock song.'
'Done it here before and done it again a dozen times before!'
Yes, but after swinging and shaking like a milkshake something was about to happen!
...
Note: Please do not review.
Wasn't meant yet to be released until later.
24.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, 'willie' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Sing" |
By Ricky1024
"When Love Goes Astray?
Written on October 20th, 2022
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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On this very day.
In March and not May.
My Love Goes Astray.
Yes, and it was a Sad, Sadder, most Saddened of Day.
"When Love Goes Astray?"
...
When the Time came that Day.
When my Love went Astray.
And, yes it's still so Hard, Harder, Hardest to live with that Day.
And, God I try my best to be okay?
But those tears begin and always seem to stay.
"When Love Goes Astray"
...
So, I continue to count the days.
When Never-ending and pouring
tears...
Long, Lost, years...
Yes, still always make me cry away.
...
But Lord God.
Oh yes I can still pray.
That one, fine, Day.
But they seem here to stay?
Lost my Sunny Day.
Now not much more I can say.
"When Love Goes *Astray"
| Author Notes |
*Astray: adj.
/astray/ 1. leave and never come back. "John's tears never astray?" ... Note: Pain comes in many Many, Many, forms from serious depression. Yes, to eventual Suicide. And, to lose your one and only. Only child is a Parent's Worst Nightmare. A Gift that continues to give as you continue to live. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Bill Bistak' And, Bill's Incredible Picture Entitled, "Picked" |
By Ricky1024
"What's Wrong with Doctor Ricky?"
Written on October 22nd, 2022
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What Went Wrong with Ricky?
Well, I think after sitting a spell, Eye now can see?
So, God let me read this one one more time.
Yes and see why?
Why does he still feel that he no longer belongs?
Maybe and perhaps is it because he can write a beautiful but sad song?
Music possibly went Wrong?
"Same Old, Same Old, song?"
...
What's Wrong with Doctor Ricky?
Maybe it's in his Fairytale of sadness?
"Shed Another?"
"Shed More?"
"Shed New?"
"Shed a Single Tear Fairytales and Fables?"
...
What Went Wrong with Doctor Ricky?
Now, what possibly tis so Wrong?
Can he now tell us in something else?
Yes, besides a Fairytale or in a song?
Why he feels he no longer belongs?
...
Well, maybe in a novel will do?
But God, I now can see he's done that before too!
...
What's Wrong with the Good Doctor Ricky?
God on Earth, could You possibly be so Wrong?
He seems to write things down that make us feel we belong
Yes, but why is He so lost and don't belong!
...
Willowed moments collected along a trail of long ago?
Framed and 8x10 family pictures but endless Tears and long, lost, years?
Yes that never Ends?
Beautiful words but a message of "Make Pretend?"
...
"What's wrong with Ricky?"
Well Yes!
And, I think I can now finally see!
So God let me read this one more Time?
Yes and feel *Exactly?
| Author Notes |
*Exactly: adj.
/ex.act.ly// 1.perfectly clear, answer to the question, no need to ponder? "Jason knew exactly what to do because his Heavenly Father told him so" ... Note: Yes, and on March 31st 2003. My son Jason knew exactly what to do. To get in that car with Brian Cole; and my son knew exactly what to do. As that car was going to be driven purposely into a telephone pole at over 100 mph. Yes and, my son only Son knew exactly what to do. To tell my youngest Dana Alyse not to ride in that car! Yes, after Brian demanded she get in the backseat. ... And, to learn exactly more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend. Lara S Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Amazing Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled, "Tearful Ricky" |
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