By Ricky1024
The Prologue for "Flower
Dreams"
Written September 25th 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'
'The thought of Nature came to mind when deciding to create the book,
"Flower Dreams'
...
'This project will encompass my many, many, memories gone and passed.'
'The pictured images long past but the many Beautiful Images that will forever last.'
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"The Purple Flower"
Chapter Number One
Written September 2nd, 2020
"Within the Presence of God, a Single, Purple, Flower emerges"
(Theology 50.15)
..
'The year was long past and I was only a child attending my very first year of School in Sewell, New Jersey.'
'Very, Very, Shy...
'Yes, afraid of all but this is not about me?'
...
'Jan Hunter was So Special.'
'Yes!'
'The Purple Flower of my Blue eyes.'
'Yes, and with a bitter taste...
'In my Dreams...
'But now so hard to remember or see her face.'
'But I will never forget and shall always will realize...
'The Pretty Purple Flower with the Pretty Blue Eyes.'
...
'Yes, as if this little girl of Grace?'
'And, she was so close to God that I figured?'
'That she was going to be my girl forever.'
'Yes, and ever as ever could ever be?'
'But unfortunately for me?'
'Never to be?'
'And, every flower will one day wilt and pass away.'
'But not on this day where I loved her so...
...
'Yes, we would walk to school and once I even got up to courage to hold her hand!'
'And, she smiled at me!'
'After school?'
'We would go to the meadow."
'Yes, where we would begin to realize...
'Realize that this was our very own...
'Are very own and little Special place!'
'And, if you could ever understand?'
'My Pretty little Purple Flower of Grace.'
...
'The year was well past in 1960.'
'And, I still remember my Sweet, Sweet Flowered Lass.'
'But every flower shall one day wilt and die.'
'And the next part, still makes me cry.'
...
'For no more would we walk to School.'
'No more holding of hands nor Meadow Fair.'
'No picking pretty flowers or watching the many, many, Pretty Butterflies.'
'Yes, the Beautiful Butterflies that fly.'
'Because they say that "Butterflies are Free"
'But as for me and my Jan?'
'She died you see.'
'Yes, from a Brain Hemorrhage way back in 1960.'
...
'And, as sad as this can be.'
'She had a wish and she had a prayer.'
'And, I still to this very day.'
'Remember what I heard.'
...
'Dear Lord, I dream of a world where no one is homeless.'
'Where no one is hurting or in pain.'
'Yes, I'm only a child of six but I dream of a day when the sick are healed.'
'And, no child like me.'
'Is left an orphan.'
'Dear Lord, do You see?'
...
'Yes, I dream of that day when all the animals are set free.'
'And, then filled with love like You and me.'
'Where people treat the Planet with respect.'
'Where people care for each other again?'
'And, someday I dream...
'To be forever above with Thee.'
Jan Hunter
June 3rd, 1954~
September 10th, 1960
Approximate Word Count: 585.
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| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
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"Every Flower Shall One Day"
(Wilt and Die)
Written September 29th 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"Within the perimeter of a Single Lifetime"
"Many, many, Blooms will pass away"
(Theology 50.16)
Life begins with a simple splitting of a single cell an active love given is a gift from above!
Within the process known as "mitosis"
As the sister cells presented through the chromosomes. Will split in equal halves and continue forward.
Movement as if a dance? A simple chance of Gamble?
Creating within?
A fetus.
And as the first trimester of life present itself?
"Birth?"
...
The year was 1985 and I was expecting the fifth and last child.
My wife Carolyn Ann had already successfully given me a daughter in '83 and then are only son in '84.
(Corinne Alexis and Jason Richard Smrkovsky)
...
at this point in our career I figured this was old hat I know the routine the water breaks we finally get our stuff together get in the car and drive to community memorial hospital in toms River New Jersey.
...
She will be 10 c.
(centimeters dilated)
And our child will be born within an hour!
Yes, as always a normal and natural childbirth!
...
At this point my job was just to my wife come and watch of course the monitor that regulates the fetus's heartbeat.
When a child is in vitro inside the woman.
The fetus heartbeat is between 140 160 beats a minute.
...
So, I figure I got this?
The water done!
Delivered safely in the hands of the professionals at the hospital!
The keyword here is "safely"
An, the hospital was offered birth in the actual hospital bed!
That wasn't for Carolyn!
Because instead?
There's something going on that is not in her normal area of one two three baby!
...
And baby I knew in my heart and my gut that something is not quite normal?
Yes the monitor was going below the one 40 then below the 120 and then almost at a hundred which was not normal!
...
I am no medical doctor but I'm not no stupid idiot and I've seen two birth and I know what is right and what is wrong!
I signaled a nurse a second time cuz the first time my wife said do not worry honey the baby's turning!
...
He had the baby was in there turning and doing the twist because her neck was being restricted with the cord!
...
And this ain't no "Chubby Checker dance!"
Believe me!
'Let's twist again like we did last summer!'
'Let's twist again, twisting time is here!'
'Oh, round and around and up and down we go again!'
STOP!
...
Do not pass go do not collect $200!
'Instead dumb nurse!'
'Get an internal monitor within my wife and see what is going on with the baby's heartbeat!'
I commonly stated.
...
And yes, they were preparing for a C-section when the woman did what I asked.
And, because the heartbeat was now around 90.
Which is dangerous!
A call went out for a delivery room doctor.
A Filipino female on call.
...
I didn't even get a chance to put my gown on, as my naked ass was hanging out the little room to change.
And, then nurses were laughing at me!
...
You have to realize back then everything was super sterile.
Back in 1985.
There was actually walls of sheets of plastic separating rooms that you had to pass through!
...
And, yes the nurses were laughing at me because I thought I had to have all my clothes off which I didn't!
Just call me...
"Doctor Ricky Chippendale!"
...
To make a long story short.
Yes, the chord was wrapped around my daughter's neck!
Twice which wasn't very nice!
What the heck!
And yes, she came out!
And yes, she was a little blue!
But she was fine!
And, tomorrow on the 30th of September?
My last and youngest Dana Alyse Smrkovsky.
We'll celebrate her 35th birthday!
Thank God!
Approximate Word Count:728.
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| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ
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By Ricky1024
"Trying Out 4 Da Team"
Written October 2nd, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'
'Tonight folks is the Big Game!'
'And, we're counting on you Big Fella!'
'The Zephyrs are 0-99.'
'And, they face the All Stars.'
99-0.'
'The game is expected folks to be a Wipeout!'
...
'For the Zephyrs?'
'The first batter up is Jake!'
Jake has not had a hit in the past 25 games!'
...
Note: The first inning went as expected the All-Stars-10 The Zephyrs-0.
...
'The first pitch is a swing and miss!'
'The Second pitch is a fly ball out of bounds.:
'And, the third pitch is deep to right field deep and is caught by the outfielder Rick!'
Note: 'Rick never misses!'
...
The inning is played as expected.'
'The Second, Third, Fourth, and Fifth innings were also played as expected.'
'With the score currently posted '
'The All-Stars 24.'
'And, the Zephyrs still 0.'
****
'The Beginning of the sixth.'
'Leading batter again is Jake and again he strikes out!'
'The crowd can't take much more!'
'They have virtually watched their team go completely down the toilet!'
...
'The next batter up is Fred!'
'They call him, "Freddy Freeze!"
Note: Freddy earned this nickname for a good reason!'
'He's been hit so many times?'
'That he's scared to death!"
'Yes!'
'Of the ball itself!'
'And, he never swings!
'So of course, he's basically counted out!'
...
'Next up is Theodore!'
'AKA Theodore Chubby Williams.'
Theodore has not had a hit all year!'
...
Strike One!
Strike Two!
Hit and it's a homer!
Chubby rounds the bases and the crowds going crazy!
And the Zephyrs finally score running folks!
To be continued.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ..
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By Ricky1024
"Catching Up on Lost Sleep?" Written on October 24, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
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The sails are now torn loose in the wind.
Slowly the boat is drifting away!
And, I am lost lost forever as if in sin?
Yes, lost forever a drift without as much as a thought.
"Time born!"
"Time bought!"
...
Once in a Lifetime you realize that life is a Gift.
Just a Sweet Romance of Chance?
And, when it's all over?
It's over?
...
So we become aware and pretend we don't care?
For Life's just a Crap shot!
Wouldn't you agree?
But as far as me?
Yes, I'm in now too deep?
"Catching Up on Lost Sleep?"
Approximate Word Count: 147.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
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"All the Stars Stood Still"
(A Dedication)
Chapter Number One
(The Fight for his Life!)
Written October 31th, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'
"Sometimes Things Truly do go Bump in the Night?"
"But can them Bumps?"
"In the Night Do it Right?"
(Theology 50.35)
...
'The Night Air was crisp without a Care.'
'Yes, as if there was something eerie out there?'
...
'Deep into was this End of March 03.'
'I just got past the middle of the month.'
Or the Ides of March.'
"Etu Brute"
...
'Peaceful?'
'Yes, and I was home resting playing a game of chess.'
'Believe me a the game of chess progressed on my computer?'
'Just take a guess?'
'Need no tutor yes!'
'But soon as psychiatrist!'
...
'Yes, that was the month of March and not November.'
(November 5th is my 18-year-old Son, Jason's Birthday)
'But the best that I can now remember?'
...
'Everything suddenly got strange, weird, eerie, and quiet as if a premonition?'
'Yes, as if the Blackened Clouds would soon be laughing out loud?'
'As they were now passing overhead!:
...
'As if reviewers...
"The Ten Degrees of Separation"
'Were about to Separate my Heart from my Chest!"
'Dear Lord is this my newest Quest?'
'I'm right now suddenly out of my head?'
'As if the Very Ground Below were opening yes up for...
"The Walking Dead!"
...
'But now instead?'
'My mind was focused on that game of chess.'
"Grieve Not and Speak of Me...
...
"First of the two noises"
'Or the Bumps now in the Might?'
'Yes, a rather Loud sound!'
'And, it started around 8:00 P.M.'
'And, it interrupted my game of chess but not my wife Carolyn's rest.'
...
'Yes, had I known?'
'That I would soon be involved?'
'And, I live on Riptide Avenue but now?'
'It was?'
'Errie, Strange, and does the "From Reaper"
'Creep?'
"The Fuc**** Nightmare on Elm Street!"
...
"As Mr T."
'Would say?'
'I Pity the Fool!'
'But now it would not be somebody else but me!'
...
'Yes, Fansrtorian Reviewers?'
'For now my only son Jason?'
'Would be seriously involved in an accident!'
'And, the fight for his Life!'
...
End of Chapter Number One.
Chapter Number Two.
"The Scene "
'A little later on this morning.'
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Estimated Word Count 1,000
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Followed by Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist, as well as, Talented Writer, 'cleo 85' And her Incredible picture Entitled, "Belive in Miracles" |
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"Sweet Caroline"
Written on January 5th, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'
Once Upon a Time.
Yes, trapped deep within my sorrowed mind.
There lived a Little Girl who Danced with Pretty Flowers in Her Hair.
She would dance and she would dance and dance some more.
But she was never noticed?
As if she was never there?
...
She grew up and found a job and started to support herself on her way to college one day.
She found a second job and saved up for her first year of college.
And then a third job and brought us used Chevrolet.
But this is not the end of this story this day?
...
Once Upon a Time.
Now released from the mellowed past moments of my mind.
There was a Little Girl who used to Dance with Pretty Flowers in Her Hair.
And, as she danced around and around...
As if she wasn't there?
...
But now many, many, years later.
With no college education because of a cruel mother who took all her money and dreams away.
She danced herself into Oblivion on this November 23rd, 2003 *Day.
Approximate Word Count:
257.
| Author Notes |
*Day: noun
Period of time, 24 hours, part of a week. Note: if you know anyone who is having suicidal thoughts and could possibly destroy their own self please call 9-11 before it is too late. Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky (M Late wife) December 6th, 1952~ November 23rd, 2003 Note: Carolyn decided she did not want to live anymore and stopped her medication for three months. She could not handle the fact that our son Jason had passed away and a car accident eight months earlier. And, she died. (After the second Heart Attack) Due to a DVT. (Deep Vernicular Thrombosis) A Heart attack caused from a blood clot from the leg to the heart. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing, as well as, Talented Artist, 'Susan F. M. T.' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Caroline's Pink Rose" |
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"Total Reflection"
Written on November 25th, 2020
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2020
'All Rights Reserved'
"No Man, nor Woman is an Island"
(Theology 54.04)
And, we are meant to be together as "One"
...
So, we Hope and we Pray.
(Each and every Sabbath Sunday)
And, as we do this and take in Sacrament.
We remember our past beloved ones.
...
We remember possibly our past relationships and maybe marriages?
We try with all of our Hearts, Minds, and Souls.
To achieve in our Hearts what we believe?
...
Believe, as we try so very, very, hard to achieve!
Achieve and feel what has been missing?
For so very, very, long.
...
We stray and try to stay the path.
And, Hope to find what's been lost, missing, and past.
For so very, very, long.
...
Yes, we try to stay on the path and do the best as we can.
Man and Woman...
Woman and Man...
Understand?
...
For only if we Achieve?
If only as we try to very best to Believe?
As we are gently nudged in the proper Direction.
Hoping I'm praying to find...
"Total Reflection"
Approximate Word Count: 258.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, ad always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
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"Love Yours?"
Written on January 14th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'
Love is a precious commodity.
Sometimes it comes and goes as if an oddity?
Love sometimes can take its toll.
Emulates from a Heart's beat a single look into the mirrors of the Soul.
...
Love is a precious commodity.
But sometimes, as previously mentioned, can take such a Horrible Toll?
It grasps a hold of your Heartstring!
It doesn't release until the Grim Reaper of Death sings!
...
Love is a precious commodity.
Oddly enough when we see it?
It's a massive perfect *ammodity?
An Anemba attached?
One cell structure recently hatched!
...
Love is a precious commodity.
It's rarity beyond ammolity?
Sometimes it comes and sometimes it goes like the Winter Snow's...
It's precious as the wind blows....
Love Me Do?
I certainly will love you!
...
Love is a precious commodity.
In order to say the words I love you you first have to love your Savior above!
Love thyself love thy family...
Love thy friends...
Love thy neighbors and friends?
Because before you know it?
Love suddenly **Ends?
Approximate Word Count: 251.
.
| Author Notes |
*ammodity: noun
Gody Structure, safe shelter, House of God. **End: noun. In order to understand what the author is trying to present here. You first have to lose it? A parent's worst nightmare is a loss of a child. And, yes it doesn't matter the sex the age the weight the race. I'm as it grows it manifests and destroys. The loss of a child is immense and horrible! Yes, to be coupled or linked with the loss of your spouse after Twenty years? Makes you wonder and think? Yes, tis a broken link that will make you think? ... And, to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with, " The Gift of Life" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing, as well as, Talented Artist, cleo85' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, " |
By Ricky1024
"January Chill" (A)
Written on January 15th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'
Baby it's Cold Out!
"Scream and Shout!"
And, this ain't no "California Dreaming!"
Dream a Little Dream of Me?
No way I forgot my coat today?
...
"Old Man Sol?"
Well, He ain't heating!
He ain't even a meeting!
...
The coldest time of the year is late December and January.
In parts of the Northwest?
The average temperatures bottoms out before the Solstice.
Both the Arctic...
(Which is the North Pole)
And, the Antarctic.
(Which is the South Pole)
Are both Cold because they don't get any sunlight!
...
"Dead of Winter" (B)
"The Dead of Winter"
Is an old saying.
And, it refers to the Coldest part of the Winter Season.
(January 10th to February 10th)
...
Today's date is January 16th, 2021.
And, it's been unseasonably mild with high temperatures today predicted to be 46° in New Jersey!
But we will pay?
Mark my words!
...
"Old Man Sol" (C)
He doesn't care and it feels as if He's no longer there!
But why?
...
We are now entering the furthest distance from that "Old Man Sol's Heart!"
Heater please?
But it is dimming?
But the heat?
...
'Heat me up Scotty!'
Or was it beam me up?
"Sun Beams"
Future Dreams?
...
I see icicles growing from my nose!
Yes, right down to my toes!
Baby it's Cold out!
And, it's so Cold!
'How cold is it Doctor Ricky?'
'It's colder than my ex-girlfriend Nancy's tit!'
Approximate Word Count: 333.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Writer, 'cleo 85' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Blue morning" |
By Ricky1024
"Eve of Dawn"
(A Dedication)
Written on January 15th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'
He lies Deep within his Tomb!
Coffins lid Closed!
No time but Doom?
And, He Cries?
Because he knows Why?
Why He is There?
...
"Once Upon a Time"
He had a Dream!
Yes, of a Son named Jason!
But you see?
Sometimes Things Just Don't Work out?
The Way it Should Be?
...
So, He Awaits.
Yes, in his "Casket of HATE!"
To Blame for it ALL!
He's never FORGIVING!
And, no Longer is He LIVING!
His Pain is IMMENSE!
But you see?
...
There's still a Chance?
A little Hope?
At the end of his Rope?
A Chance for his Life Again?
To go On?
"Eve of *Dawn"
Approximate Word Count: 234
| Author Notes |
*Dawn: noun
new day,sunrise,emergence This is based on my son Jason's short life. And, my immense pain. And I continued now and it's been over seventeen years. After His organs were offered received on April Fool's Day 2003. ... To learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life' Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1 ... "I Mourn'd and shall Mourn with ever-returning spring..." Walt Whitman. ... "I Mourn'd and shall Mourn forever and ever... "With each and every Returning-Spring..." Richard Edward Smrkovsky ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist and Talented Writer, cleo85' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "On the break of Dawn" |
By Ricky1024
"Resemblance of Reality 2003?"
(A Dedication)
Written on January 24th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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'All Rights Reserved
I had a Dream!
Now, I'm not Martin Luther King!
But yes!
I had a Dream!
I was only Eight years old.
And, I dreamed of a Son!
My own Little Argonaut.
My Jason.
...
Yeah two decades would pass.
The Holy Spirit...
God the Father....
The Son...
The Holy Spirit...
And, The Holy Trinity.
...
My Dear Lord God...
In Heaven Above...
Where is the Love?
Jason from the movie Entitled,
"Jason and the Argonauts"
Yes, Jason was in search...
Yes, searching...
As a Greek mythical hero for something special!
To say the least!
The Golden *Fleece!
Approximate Word Count: 180
| Author Notes |
*Fleece: noun
Fleece is not exactly a material. It's a derivative of polyester. ... On March 31st 2003. (After my son Jason's accident) And, after Seventeen hours. After being diagnosed, "Brain-Dead" Jason's organ's save four lives. ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with, "The Gift of Life" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist, and Talented Writer, 'cleo 85' And, her Incredible Picture Entitled, "Dream" |
By Ricky1024
"Layers"
Written on January 28th, 2021
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory 2021
'All Rights Reserved'
It Comes and it goes when it wants to.
It takes no pleasure and offers no pain?
But it recognizes you with every ounce? Yes, every ounce, within your vein.
You fall in love....
So deep my love...
My dear.
But when you turn your back...
It's no longer here?
...
It travels in Blackened clouds and all regrets!
But when it shuffle the cards?
It places the bets!
...
It flies on Angelic wings
With the Beautiful music.
That only Angels sing?
But it cries you wonder why?
And it won't let you go!
..
But you see?
What you don't see?
Is the fact that it's been a long Journey?
Yes so many many...
Moments of memories...
As if a birthday cake of all forsake?
Candle upon Candle...
Captured within the very many conveyors of *Layers?"
.
| Author Notes |
*Layers: plural noun
A sheet, quantity, thickness, of material covering a surface or body. ... In my brief and young childhood. I dreamed of a son named Jason. Yes, based on the Greek, Mythical hero. Jason from the movie entitled, "Jason and Argonauts" And of course Jason dreams of finding the Golden Fleece! ... To learn more about, 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dearest friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Jason Richard Smrkovsky November 5th, 1984~ March 31st, 2003. Organ's graciously offered to help. ð??? save four lives. April 1st 2003. (April Fool's Day) Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'Pierrehusson' And, his Incredible Picture Entitled "Frozen Colors" |
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