By Ricky1024
"As I introduce this book."
"I shall search my Virtual Soul"
"And, I will dive deep into my Heart...
"And, I will pull from my Being...
"All the gifts that I have been seeing...
...
"I so shall share...
"As I so dare...
"Truely...
"This Gift from Above...
...
"And, with All My Love...
"In All My Broken of Heart...
"Tis with this Decision...
"To Bring to Life...
"Painted Visions...
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| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son, Jesus the Christ."
"Fanstory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, and thisTalented Artist... 'Moon Willow,' and her beautiful picture... "Reflections in a Diary" |
By Ricky1024
"With All My Love"
Written on May 16th, 2019
By Richard E. Smrkovsky
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
"With all my love, I now write to Thee.
"My youngest of Daughter...
"For I know you shall see...
...
"I so now right to Thee...
"For I so now know that You...
"So much care for Me...
"As I now so much want You...
"To know how much I Care and Love for You...
...
"I so remember that Day...
"In September when You...
"Were in distress and God...
"Almost took you Away...
"But something deep Inside...
"Told me No...
"And, I got you Back...
...
"And, that was almost thirty four l years ago...
"Yes, a day I seem to remember so...
"And, a day I Shall...
"Never forget because...
"I Love You *So"
Appropriate Word Count: 141.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ."
"Fanstory and Tom the Administrator." "Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist and Talented Writer, Dr.Ricky1024." "And, his Beautiful Pastel... "Just Dana Alyse" ... *So: adv. in detail, degree, partial description. ... "On September 30th, 1985 around 6:00 PM.at night... "My wife Carolyn Ann Smrkovsky's water broke... "And, she was about to deliver our last five children... "Dana Alyse... ... "After quick ride up the Garden State Parkway, we arrived at Community Memorial Hospital in Tom's River ." ... "And, of course she was almost already fully dilated and always delivered naturally... "But there was a big problem?" ... "After being hooked up to the monitor... (Which was external) "I noticed the in vitro-fetus's... "Heartbeat going backwards?" "And, since this was our fifth and my third to observe... "I knew it should be between 140 and 160 beats in a minute." ... "As it got down to about a hundred... "I mentioned it to Carolyn and she said that the babies probably turning?, ... "And, as I watched it go a little further... "I had a gut feeling that something was wrong!" ... "And, little did I know at that moment that the baby was in distress... "With each and every contraction... "The cord wrapped around her neck twice... "Was strangling her... ... I demanded something to be done... "And, the Head Nurse put an... (Internal Monitor) "And, prepared us for A C-Section." "A Philippine Doctor removed the Cord and Dana was delivered naturally... ... "Today I have a Beautiful grange child named Alexander Herbert's Valle." "He is ten... "And, today?" "Dana Alyse Smrkovsky is 34 years old and will be 35 September 30th 2019. Thank God!" Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky December 6th, 1952~ November 26th, 2002. "Rest in Peace Little Momma... "I got this.... |
By Ricky1024
"Waiting for Summer's Time"
Written on May 24th, 2019
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
As the Earth Pierce's...
"The Mid -Equestial Quest."
you old Log time zone is now long over.
"Daisy Clover!"
...
Known the World over as 'Summer.'
The Earth is Awakening with a warming in Basking!
The Never-Enpding taskings! The Coppertone sandaled delighted!
Meet me at the beach at midnighted!
...
Gulls now watch and laugh at the foolish humans below?
They know above and laugh as 'Hot-Toed Feet meet...
And do...
'The Hottie, Hottie, Toed Dance all the way to that first drop of saline!
...
Dive in foolish Human Mortals!
The water is great!
70° and that sand?
106 man!
...
Understand....
Water nice...
70.°
Temperature outside?
96!
...
Surfers gather, capturing a ride that was only hours earlier?
Fished for the blues!
Who could ask for anything more"
A Bluefish date at Eight?
...
"Songs of the Sea...
Moon Glow...
Luminous Jellyfish decorate the Table so...
Passion yearning?
Dissipated Heat no longer burning?
Go get it girl!
Love?
A Short Bet!
Approximate Word Count:184.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist, as well as Writer, 'Dr. Ricky 1024.' And, his Incredible picture... "Sunset at Harbor Bay" |
By Ricky1024
"The Strange, Deranged, and Demented?"
Written on May 27th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
"As the Hour Glass of Life Empties...
"These are the Days of Our Lives?"
Suicide rides, 'The Wheel of Reality.'
While, 'Cutters' carve it...
Slice, and Wound the, 'Normality.'
Crystal Tis the Clarity!
...
Rape works diligently with Prostitution...
It's a New Revolution to the solution!
While, Thievery takes Addiction to, 'The Yank of America!'
But Why?
Let's dig deeper?
...
Why make and rock...
'Baby Jesus's Cradle?'
Cry?
Again does He have to Suffer and Die?
Tis this the, 'Second Coming?'
Hum, Hum, a Humming?
Saddam and Ghommorah?
Tears above are a pouring!
Tora, Tora, TORA!
World War Three is on the Way!
...
Yes, is this War and Hell...
On Earth?
The Place of all Humans Birth?
And, has Satan won?
Or, just Begun?
...
Where's all the Angels to Guard and Protect?
Michael and Gabriel?
Are you Deaf?
Loss of Breath?
Have you given up on us and left?
Yes, the Devil is near and no longer...
The Heavenly Harps...
I hear?
****
"Throught-Out...
'Human History.'
We seem to be falling...
Apart?
...
Weopen to Weopen...
First...
Then...
Heart to Heart?
Dear Lord,
"Are You listening?"
"Is my message clear?"
Is Your Son Jesus the Christ...
"Even no longer here?"
...
"As, "The Hour Glass of Life."
Empties...
These are...
"The Days of Our Lives."
"Are you Listening God?"
"Can You still hear?"
"We need You so much...
"It seems to be...
"Almost...
"Here?"
Approximate Word Count: 269.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented, as well as, Amazing Artist, 'jgrace.' And, their incredible picture, "Ghostly Manor" |
By Ricky1024
"Reflections"
(The Death of Ricky)
Written on May 28th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
Time is but a distant thought...
A Mirrored Edge decorated in pain
Memories in Eight by Tens...
Awaiting there Once Agains?
...
The River awaits this weary body of Me...
Soon, I to will be but a distant memorie?
Slowly...
Ever Slowly...
She awaits...
Ready to wash away all that this Worlds...
Hates...
...
For I am just....
A Wisp in the Wind?
But a Long Lost Song...
Awaiting to Mend?
A Tree whom long shed....
His many Leaves...
...
My motion now is personal and my intent?
Crystal Clear as I know there is a much better place...
For my many works...
Then...
*Here.
Approximate Word Count:135.
| Author Notes |
*Here:
n. place. I await my calling and it has been over three weeks in the coming. My Doctor of surgery... Doctor Luan. And, a team will take this... 'Humpty Dumpty writer.' And, try to put him back together again? Six hours of major Surgical Surgery. From the top of my chest to the very navel below... Through muscles and past scars... Possible colon removal... To strengthen my abdominal wall with a mesh... And surgically... Repair a Hernia and remove a blockage that has amounted to wait loss and many episodes of excuming bile... The latest with a tube down my nose to my throat. ..... Alas poor Ricky... We knew him well? .... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'jgrace.' And, her Incredible picture... "Reflections" |
By Ricky1024
"Nursing My Way to Recovery?"
Written on May 29th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
Sickness comes and then goes but there are many ways to go.
I've been run over...
Over and over again...
Let's say the Heart Attacks Brain Damage?
Became my new best friends?
...
Been to Hell?
Oh yes twice.
The second time?
He told me to go because my goodness is too nice?
...
I've got metal inside of me and bones that have been broken...
And, this current hernia I just had operated on?
Loves me to death but which way to go?
These friends?
They just won't go away and I have the best time!
...
The first time?
After losing one...
(An 18 year old child named Jason)
That was the only son in 2003.
And, only eight, short, months, later?
The blue wife decided not to stick around so...
December of 2006 and only a few days before her birthday?
I decided why not me!
But what I've learned from attempted suicide and cheating death?
I have a lot more living and time.
...
Sometimes the World can make you feel so sad and not so nice?
No Sugar-topped clouds and candy king rainbows for the licking!
but you know what the salt man knows how to keep on ticking
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Nursing My Way to Recovery 2019"
Written on May 29th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
Sickness comes and then goes but there are many ways to go.
I've been run over...
Over and over again...
Let's say the Heart Attacks Brain Damage?
Became my new best friends?
...
Been to Hell?
Oh yes twice.
The second time?
He told me to go because my goodness is too nice?
...
I've got metal inside of me and bones that have been broken...
And, this current hernia I just had operated on?
Loves me to death but which way to go?
These friends?
They just won't go away and I have the best time!
...
The first time?
After losing one...
(An 18 year old child named Jason)
That was the only son in 2003.
And, only eight, short, months, later?
The blue wife decided not to stick around so...
December of 2006 and only a few days before her birthday?
I decided why not me!
But what I've learned from attempted suicide and cheating death?
I have a lot more living and time.
...
Sometimes the World can make you feel so sad and not so nice?
No Sugar-topped clouds and candy king rainbows for the licking!
But you know what?
This saltyl and old man knows how to keep on ticking!
Approximate Word Count:231
By Ricky1024
"Ain't No Stopping It Now!"
Written on June 3rd, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C.Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved"
Time works in Rainbows...
One Hue at time.
And, as each color is shredded?
It's called...
"Mending Time!"
...
Even the Stars tonight...
Seem to feel it too!
Not a one hath gone astray...
Most perfect...
I must say!
...
Can you feel it?
The Moons aglow?
And, Luna the Goddess...
Tells me to just take it slow.
...
God is here too...
As He calculates the day.
He is always doing this...
What more can I say?
...
And, finally when the morning's light...
Decides this night...
Somehow I will feel again...
As if it's alright.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this amazing artist, 'sumonka.' And, their incredible picture, "The Big Bang" |
By Ricky1024
"Hospital Dreams"
Written on June 5th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
Vitals taken at Midnight rise...
Blood Cuff Preserures.
(Makes sure I'm alive)
Temperature taken under the Tongue...
On my finger?
A lighted clamp gets seeming placed but hung?
...
Sucking on my Midnight Jello cause I still ain't eating quite right...
Adding Moths Applesauce seems to go down alright.
...
Got a Snake Metal Stitches but they seem to think quite look kool?
But don't call me Luke maybe Knenvil?
If I got that spelled write?
...
But don't ride a Cycle anymore but got me a few stories too.
...
I have two Rubber Drains with tubes still attached.
Nicely stitched in...
So I call the One "Milo and the other just Stitch."
Keep them together to my left side.
...
One is the vacuum while the other just a drain...
That Milo I think?
She likes the warmth of me so seems to hide...
Just a bit.
...
I hear when my White Count gets up high enough?
I will have to learn how to care for the pair but of courses...
They won't always be their but...
...
The worst is the 6:AM. Night Drawls the techs seem to think?
That my bodies just a pain Cushion and have problems hitting the mark!
Perhaps my insurance would pay for a couple of Vampires of the dark?
Stay tuned more blood coming!
Approximate Word Count:250.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this amazing artist... 'Renate-Bertodi' "Jean Beaumond reins." |
By Ricky1024
"Take It All Away?"
Written on June 5th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
pain: n. a deep suffering, endless miseries, gut wrenching wretchedness.
...
According to Wikipedia, pain is a distressing feeling often cause by events such as intense or damaging stimuli.
An Unpleasant sensory and emotional emotional experience.
As a complex subjective phenomena, defining pain has been and becomes a challenge in today's world.
...
Most pain can be resolved once the noxious substance or stimulus is finally removed.
In my case many things from a hernia puncture...
A blockage the intestinal tract.
Weaking abdominal wall...
And, infections in my lower colon.
...
It can interfere with a person's quality of life and good or general functioning.
(I haven't eaten much in now four days)
...
A Classic example is...
'The Big C.'
It plaques since...
'The Black Plague!'
Go Away Little enzyme?
Eat up somebody else... Someplace else..
Another day?
...
My particular experience took about a year to return. (Which became my third operation or go-round?
...
Re-Cooperation varies according to weight, previous health, age, and many other physical and mental factors.
Hence?
It's best to Take...
"The Bull by the Horns!"
(So to speak)
...
My current levels vary and affect my ability to ingest solids.
(Very little in the last three days?
...
Overall?
It's best to think positive, get more than one opinion or recommendation.
My Surgeon Doctor Juan Luan is extremely well known zand respected.
For this reason?
I had no fear cracking jokesall cthe way to the possible Morgue!
...
In conclusion?
I waited way too long the first time.
(Over ten years)
...
It seems the older we get the more we will be subjected...
To that age old battle called pain and misery!
To Be or Not To Be?
Surgeons?
Sharpen your knives!
Approximate Word Count: 318.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Wikipedia, Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist and talented writer... 'Doctor Ricky 1024.' And, his incredible picture... "Post Co-Operative Ricky" |
By Ricky1024
"Prying Third Eye Open"
(My Recent Surgery)
Written on June 8th, 2019
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
The Lights Dim...
Counting the money...
All Candles Lit...
Weopans of Choice laid out on a Dirty Pan...
Music Begins...
(Bolero's Bohemian Rhysody)
Characters:
Victim: Doctor Ricky 1024
Surgeons:
Doctor Luan
Doctor Satan
Nurses:RN Ratchet
LPN Bunny
Anesthesiologist:
Doctor Take Your Breath Away.
<><><><><><><><><><><>
The Date was Sometimes Recent
(Kinda cloudy with all my episodes of Vomitand Meatballs!)
...
Doctor Luan.
"Let the music begin."
"Scalpel!"
Note:
A Twenty Nine Staples incision is cast in a stroke of a Pen!
Aww we!
Doctor Ricky
"Anesthesiologist!"
"Stat!"
...
Nurse Ratchet
"Nice work Doctor Juan Luan!"
"Thanks!"
"Got my Degree out of a box of Wheaties!"
Doctor Satan
"Am I doing an okay job here catorizing the wounds Bunny?"
...
Bunny
"36- 24 -38!"
Nurse Ratchet
"Enough horse Shit!
"Here Doctor Luan."
Note:
She hands Luan a Millwalkee Chainsaw with an Eighteen Inch blade!"
Three hours later....
....
Nurse Ratchet
"Bunny can you please mop a little better?"
Bunny
"Sorry country girl!"
After the Closure...
...
Doctor Satan
"That a fine job Doctor Luan.
Doctor Luan
"Thanks Doctor but did you see the chainsaw?"
The End?
Approximate Word Count:226.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist, 'simonka.' And, their incredible picture, "Your Being Watched" |
By Ricky1024
"Setting of the Son"
Written on June 12th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C.2019
'All Rights Reserved'
'The Last Curtain Call.'
Lights slowly Dim...
No movement at All...
No one in Sight...
Candlelight...
...
The covers have long been pulled Back...
And, the pillows fluffed just Right...
But something's still Missing?
Missing on this Night...
...
I'm here but where are You?
Icey grip...
Over View...
I search the Stars and Heavens Above...
But Still...
Got no Clue?
...
I can Feel...
It seems but I'm still all Alone?
But for some good Reason...
You're right Here...
But I'm Still...
...
Still all alone in my home of Doom...
But I know your right There...
To show You still Care...
Right there in front of my Eyes...
...
And, I Know...
And, I Swear...
I so want and wait and Dare..
And, with each and every passing Day...
Another series of Tears...
Erupt somehow and continue to get in the Way?
...
But not of sadness because I know you'd have none of silly things...
Such as that...
But Saline tears carving a Path...
Down the sides of my sad Face...
That's what I Feel...
Yes, as if You're Near...
And, with each and every Moment...
I Pray...
I know in My Heart...
There will come a *Day...
| Author Notes |
*Day:
n. moment in time, twenty four hours. This dedicated piece to my son Jason... Who has now accumulated over sixteen years of him not here... Who unfortunately passed away due to severe injuries sustained from a accident... And severe Brain Damage.. And, as a result? ... To learn more about... 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Just simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... ... 'The Gift of Life.' Philadelphia Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then His Son Jesus Christ. Followed by Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist' Imogencandler... And, their incredible picture, "No Voice" |
By Ricky1024
"The Day the Rainbows Went Away"
Written on June 12th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C.2019
'All Rights Reserved,
Within a moment of Silence...
When All the Rainbows...
Went away...
You came back to me...
To brighten up my day... (Theology 45.71)
...
And yes, the Spring flowers had wept...
And the Daffodils?
Bowed their Bloom...
At this encroaching *Doom.
...
The car, A Ford Mustang, hadn't really gone that fast?
At 100 miles an hour?
They say...
As it hit the pole...
And continuously moved forward...
As if...
Depositing The Remains of the Day?
...
What more can I say?
Perhaps it apparent...
The outcome that was soon to haunt me..
To this very day...
As if a Blind date With Destiny And Fate...
...
Yes, to this very day...
The Daffodils bowed in Bloom...
And the Tulips wilted and withered away...
What more can I say?
"The Day the Rainbows Went Away."
Approximate Word Count: 162.
| Author Notes |
*Doom:
n. nightmare, feeling of all is lost, endless miseries and endless pain. "On March 31st, 2003 around 10 minutes after 8 P.M. EST." "And, as I played a game of chess on my computer." "I heard the first noise?" "And, as my wife was sleeping?" "The second noise... (Which I estimated was the car coming down from about eight feet up) "Up in the air... "After hitting the pole and resting in the street below... "Was much louder waking up my wife." "And, she wanted to know what was happening?" "A Nightmare beyond Human Comprehension." "As soon we would discover within a 17-hour period." "That are only 18 year old son Jason... "Was forever Brain Damaged... "With no oxygen... ... "And, to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations.' "And how you... "If thrown into a Parents worst Nighmare... "Can save Four Lives?" "Simply contact my dear friend Lara Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life" Philadelphia Pennsylvania "At 1-800-DONORS-1. "And, thanks for this. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing Artist, as well as, Talented writer, 'cleo85.' "And, her Incredible picture, "Fake Rainbow" |
By Ricky1024
"When Rainbows Sing All Day Long" (B)
Written on June 13th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
Within a Breath of a Human's Heartbeat...
When Darkness again becomes the Light...
When somehow everything suddenly appears to feel alright...
...
The Crocus announce a new incoming Spring...
Yes, as they poked their tiny but Beautiful heads...
Through the Wintry Snow... Because this is the way that nature goes?
...
And, again the Mighty Daffodils trumpets swirl and Ring!
Oh how the many Irise's will soon Again begin..
As the Tigers Lily's spread their pollen in the Wind..
...
The car in the accident now is long-gone...
As all these Beautiful flowers sing...
As the Sun warms all...
With Nature's amazing songs!
"When Rainbows Sing All the Day *Long"
Approximate Word Count: 139.
| Author Notes |
*Long:
adj. length of time, symbol of depth. Note: This is a continuation of the Sister poem entitled... "When Rainbows Cry All Day (A) I didn't group them together as I usually do with Sisters or even Triplets. This allows the Writer to post several times more in a 24 hour period. (Just one of my many tricks here at Fanstory!) The First is listed on my portfolio. 24. <><><><><><><><><><><> Over Sixteens years ago... With mention to the car Accident... Jason Richard Smrkovsky.... Rest peacefully still... In three others... .... And to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Loretta the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life" PhiladelphiaPennsylvania At 1-800-DONORS-1. Thanks from the Bottom of my Broken and my Son Jason's Donated... Heart... ... Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus to Christ. Followed by Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review and this amazing artist... 'avmurry.' And, her Incredible picture... "New Life" |
By Ricky1024
"Swear to God"
(A Love Poem)
Written on June 17th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
Swear to God.
For each and every day...
Your giving.
Swear to God.
For each and every...
Breath I take.
And, I swear to God.
For what He's given...
Swear to God.
For all my Living...
Swear to God.
For you!
...
Swear to God.
The day You created me.
Swear to God.
For He's never forsaking...
Me!
...
Yes, I Swear to God.
For each and every...
Beat of my Heart!
Swear to God.
For this new start!
Swear to God.
For I am nothing...
Without...
You.
Approximate Word Count:121.
(Simple Words that mean so very much.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Amazing, as well as Talented, Artist... 'jgrace.' And, her Incredible picture... "Canopy of Peace" |
By Ricky1024
"Ammunition for the Sinners"(When the Killing Comes!)
Written on June 23rd, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
"When the Killing Comes"
And all that hard work is finally done?
No more knives and no more guns?
"Suicidal Intentions?"
As the Built-Up fluid...
Built-Up retensions?
...
"When The Killing Comes?"
I'll be ready making my favorite bowl of spaghetti!
And Yes, I'll suck down each and every strand...
As the knife seeks deep...
...
Around and around...
Twisting and turning...
Spilling my guts...
Mixing with marinara sauce?
Enough to make you cough!
...
Yes when finally...
"The Killing Comes?"
Yes, I'll be ready!
Ready and willing and not with some now stupid bowl of Limp spaghetti!
But with my own knife and you know what?
You had better be ready!
Cuz it will be me...
Mixing your F****** Guts...
With my marinara sauce on a plate of Limp spaghetti!
Approximate Word Count: 161.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this amazing Artist... 'Linda Engel.' And, her powerful picture... "Inside the Ammo Room" |
By Ricky1024
"Visceral Melody"
Written on June 25th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
She dances Twirls on a string...
This Marionette puppet that also can sing!
And, she knows the way an entertains but no name?
...
But doesn't matter much to see for Marionettes just love to be!
But belive it or not...
****
As she dances...
And, Twirls...
And, songs...
A most True beauty!
This Rose no one yet knows but me.
...
And, I love her so but she's bound and trapped by her strings of Horrid past!
And, she can't seem to but remember her pain...
Yes and it's such a shame...
...
So for now?
I'll just watch her do her thing and pray to God...
That one day she will accept me...
As I offer my hand in marriage...
With a Beautiful ring.
Approximate Word Count:151.
| Author Notes |
Special Thanks goes up first Heavenly Father then his Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this amazing artist... 'HelloKittyy 2013.' And her picture... "Retired Marionette" |
By Ricky1024
'When Angels Cry"
Written on June 29th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
It comes a time when even Angels must die and hang the wings...
Above to lie.
Yes, it's just part of God's Great Plan.
And, this we all need to try and understand.
...
It's just the way it's meant to be and believe it or not?
When one Angel appears...
Another disappears...
...
For she or he had hung their wings up high.
And yes, there is a special Rack in Heaven for Angel's wings when they all unfortunately die.
...
Where the wings stay to this very day.
And yes, of all shapes and sizes and even colors!.
To this very day!
And, did you know the colors!
The Glow!
They come in many hues!
From White, Pink, and even Blue!
...
So one day if you die and become Worthy?
You too can learn to fly!
And, God will take you to the 'Rack of Wings!'
And then let your dreams...
Sing!
Approximate Word Count: 179.
| Author Notes |
Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father then His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review. And this Amazing, as well as Talented Artist. 'Angelheart' And, her beautiful picture entitled... "When you wish upon the stars" |
By Ricky1024
"Within the Whisper of a Child?"
Written on June 30th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
Mercy is cast as Faith awaits...
Hope is nearby on a hope and a prayer.
While Charity Kisses Thee...
And, Love?
She too is awaiting...
As Patience Smiles into the eyes of a Child!
...
"Establish Reverence."
"Dear God,
"I Ask Of Thee to forgive the sins for I am not perfect."
****
From Human Conception, we all have in fall our own and personal directions.
From the moment that child is born...
And, the very first time she can look in your eyes...
A Miracle has taken place that you must now realize.
...
With a projection or protection from above...
We must all follow the footsteps of Christ.
From the so Naughty...
To the not so Naughty but nice...
Even though cake is frosted?
We all one day...
Will pay the Price.
...
Yes, the Cake of Life is frosted with plenty.
For Thee are so Loved from above and always will be!
...
And Yes these are my words so pure.
And, finally before we each must depart?
And, eventually die?
Let Christ be your Guide.
"Within the Whisper of a Child?"
Approximate Word Count: 213.
| Author Notes |
Special Thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and then his Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom Administrator. Fan Art Review. This amazing and talented artist... 'cakemp55.' And, their incredible picture... "All About Family" |
By Ricky1024
"Within the Whisper of a Child?"
Written on June 30th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
Mercy is cast as Faith awaits...
Hope is nearby on a Hope and a Prayer.
While Charity Kisses Thee...
And, Love?
She too is awaiting...
As Patience Smiles into the eyes of a Child!
...
"Establish Reverence."
"Dear God,
"I Ask Of Thee to forgive the Sins for I am not Perfect."
****
From Human Conception, we all have in follow our own and personal directions.
From the moment that child is born...
And, the very first time she can look in your eyes...
A Miracle has taken place that you must now realize!
...
With a gentle push or Projection...
Of but a mere moment and Reflection from Above...
We must all follow the footsteps of Christ.
From those Naughty...
To the not so Naughty but nice...
Even though cake is frosted?
We all one day...
Will pay the Price.
...
Yes, the Cake of Life is frosted with plenty.
For Thee are so Loved from above and always will be!
...
And Yes!
These are my words so pure.
And, finally before we each must depart?
And, eventually die?
Let Christ be your Guide.
"Within the Whisper of a Child?"
Approximate Word Count: 220.
| Author Notes |
Special Thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and then his Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom Administrator. Fan Art Review. This amazing and talented artist... 'cakemp55.' And, their incredible picture... "All About Family" |
By Ricky1024
"Cross My Heart and Hope to Die?"
Written on July 2nd, 2019
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Copyright Fanstory C. 2019
(From Within My Heart)
'All Rights Reserved'
"Sometimes and once in a Life Time...
"A Miracle Can Come True."
(Theology 45.69)
<><><><><><><><><><><><>
"Hi and my name is Jason." "And, I was asked by my father...
(Through his broken Heart)
"To write these words for you from above!"
"And, yes I say these words with all My Heart!"
"With all of My Love...
...
"I no longer breathe in and out within but externally?"
"You decide and Let's try...
"To let God's Music...
"Begin!"
...
"My dad says I was always a sweet little child living in His own little World."
"I called it at Age Two...
(Holy Crackel!)
"More on that another day...
"Can't give all My Secrets away!"
****
"And, yes I grew like a weed...
(Yes indeed)
"Now Follow closely....
"Once this accident happened, I had no choice but to go with it."
"The decisions were out of my hands."
(Brain Dead and Racooned)
...
"First off I would like to say...
"That Brian Cole the driver was a very sick young man...
"Abused by his parents...
"And, even though Brian lived...
"I forgave him."
...
"Better words were meant to be as My Heart and pair of Lungs are doing quite well!"
"My kidneys of two?"
"Too!"
"Yes, they are all doing well but unfortunately as for delivered Liver?"
"My reciprocate?"
(A Black man from Philly)
"Only had a few short years."
"Yes, only eight but I guess that's enough to accomplish what you need to do?"
...
"Yes, in that situation...
"If that situation of life wraps It's arms around you?"
"Go for it as Eight is enough to accomplish your dreams."
(If you know what I mean?)
...
"Moving on...
"I think he and the other three are extremely lucky."
"Along with these gifts...
"They still have life!"
...
In tri-state area...
In the year of Our Lord 2014....
(Delaware, Pennsylvania, and South Jersey)
Over 4,000 + Human Beings awaited the...
"Gift of Life!"
In hospitals for a the Miracle of a Human Kidney.
Unfortunately, over 98 and a half percent got to go home in body bags.
...
"And, yes in my. Kidneys, Heart and Lungs...
"Exist...
"As My Hearts beats over and over within another!"
(Chaz from Philadelphia)
"And, my dad considers him his new brother!"
"While my Right Kidney gave Bill his chance to Dance at the Prom with...
"Daddy's Little Girl"
...
"As for My left Kidney?"
"That went into a little girl from South Jersey whom never responded."
"But dad say that's alright because...
"From me?"
"It has created life for what my dad considers his fifth daughter...
"And, possibly more Grand Children to come!"
...
"Perhaps not quite replacing Me....
"But yes...
"Five daughters and a son who lives above who exists within others!"
"And in closing...
"As for that now My job is done."
...
"Yes, I cross My Heart and hope now not to die."
"For that would be a sin!"
"For these now...
"Lucky three...
"Whom still after Sixteen years...
"Have a new life that continues to begin!"
"And, that not a Sin as...
"Let's celebrate...
"As Gods music now also *Begins!"
Approximate Word Count: 555.
| Author Notes |
*Begins: adj.
New start, second chance. <><><><><><><><><><> Each and every day the list grows and is now approaching 100,000. 100,000 people awaiting the Gift of Life in these United States in the form of a human organ. ... And to learn more about... 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS -1. "And, thanks for the very bottom of my broken and my Son Jason's donated Heart!" ... Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Followed by Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review and this amazing writer, as well as talented artist... 'Lillybug6.' And her incredible picture... "Jason & Jill & Jocelyn" |
By Ricky1024
"Bearing My Mind, Body, and Soul 1983"
Written on April 30th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright Fanstory C. 2019
In order to achieve...
"Total Perfection?"
We must first be heading in an appropriate of Direction.
And yes, I was heading in an inappropriate Direction.
...
Young and abused...
Young searching...
But so, so, Confused.
As a result?
I was and heading South ad if seaking a Florida Vacation...
But in Reality?
I was heading for my first of my three nervous breakdowns...
Beginning in 1983.
...
"And she said to me...
Three simple words...
"Smell the flowers."
...
And, when I think back on that day over 44 years ago?My employer Mrs. 'D.'
Knew what she was talking about.
And, she could sense I had bitten off more than I could chew.
...
And yes, I still can feel the presence...
Of perseverance.
Forever enblazed in my Broken Heart.
And, with those three little words.
...
Yes we all we need to just slow down and let it all go...
Yes, let this beautiful butterfly suffering so inside...
Go and if it was meant to be?
Approximate Word Count: 192.
| Author Notes |
Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this amazing artist, 'cleo 85.' And, her Incredible Picture entitled... "Calling the Past" |
By Ricky1024
"Wence Da Luv'n Gets in the Way?'
Written on July 7h, 2919
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite Fanstory C. 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
Love comes and goes and flows...
Everyone knows?
Lov'n, well a little different.
Texture, Warmth, and Feelings...
A blend into a mixture of emotions.
...
Some are beautiful while others?
Commotion!
Confusing as this subject maybe?
We all need to feel...
Feel wanted and cared for.
...
Forget-me-not or remember me always and ever?
For some?
It's a One-Time Shot.
...
So once the loving gets in the way?
Maybe you'd be better off that way?
Approximate Word Count: 104.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this amazing Artist... 'GaliaG.' And his incredible picture... "Hearts2" |
By Ricky1024
"Dreaming 4 Me?"
Written on July 8th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite Fanstory C. 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
As the Fluffin and A Puffin clouds gather...
I await my impending Fate?
The Sun seems to be shining but the Blue Moon?
She lost its glow?
(Now just wouldn't you just know?)
...
The cloud gather as...
"The Wisps in the Wind."
Wondering will his life ever begin?
And, he cries as they wonder why?
But you see they don't know completely that I'm...
"Dreaming 4 Me?"
...
Yes, dreaming for me... March 31st, 2003?
Lost first the only Son... Donated the only Organs...
And then on April Fool's Day Was it...
"No joke for me?"
...
Then miraculously only Eight, short, months, later?
Lost the only wife an apparent suicide victim.
(More on that a little later)
...
But as for now?
Yes I'm kind of dreaming for me...
Kinda trying so that not to be....
Be that...
"Wisp in the Wind."
Waiting for my life to again...
*Begin?
Note:
Written entirely in my hospital bed at S.O.C.H Hackensack Meridian.
Manahawkin, New Jersey.
Approximate Word Count: 190.
| Author Notes |
*Begin: n.
start, move forward. To learn more about Organ Tissue-Donations? Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with.. The Gift of Life! Philadelphia Pennsylvania at... 1-800-DONORS-1. Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and his Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist and writer... Doctor Ricky 1024... And his incredible picture. "Silly Me" |
By Ricky1024
"Broken Doll"
(For Dolly's Poem's writer of the month)
Written on July 12th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
'Button-Black Eyes.'
That stare and Hypnotise!
Three red buttons on her top. 'Shag-Yellowed hair.'
But she's all that I got!
...
My shared virus or blessing?
More than window dressing!
But she will never speak a single word?
For her mouth was sewed...
(Few now know)
Closed...
Many, many, years ago?
...
And yes, her pretty gown is soiled...
A Gooey-Brown?
But again?
She's all that I got!
...
And, she does communicate buy crayon but needs a hand.
(Understand?)
This Dolly of mine...
To Be Continued...
Approximate Word Count: 117.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented artist... 'avmurry.' And her Incredible picture entitled... "Window Decoration" |
By Ricky1024
"With Just One Smile?"
Written on March 10th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
With just one smile and a little hug?
With just one tug on your Heart of String?
The music can and will ring!
...
And, you can now do wonders!
From the moment of your conception or start.
As you learn and begin.
...
You are taught how to adjust...
Yes, adjust we all must!
Tried-and-true...
Sometimes long overdue?
...
This Music from your broken Heart.
Timeless tis Thee, a Gift formed...
As if of Poetry?
...
Shining never binding... Separate but together...
Lasting forever...
Perfection which is lasting...
Yes, more than a while!
"With Just One Smile?"
Approximate Word Count: 124.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first you Heavenly Father and His Son...
JESUS CHRIST. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist.... 'bdshutterspeed.' And their Incredible picture, "Two a Float" |
By Ricky1024
"Maya the Cat Woman"
Written on July 18th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
She dances for only me now this Maya.
I see this now and she...
'Cat-I-Vates me!
With those cat-like eyes!
...
I realize and further explore her beautiful body as she gets closer?
Then?
My Heart skips a beat!
And again, I realize this dark and mysterious character I must one day meet.
...
No Halley Berry cause she was light Years ago...
No Saint but was in Seven Episodes!
...
So I ponder the thought but I don't want to get sucked in!
Getting too deep...
Is this s Nightmare...
A Dream?
Or...
Pure *Sin?
Approximate Word Count: 123.
| Author Notes |
*Sin: n.
Unwise thoughts, to commit in a negetive way Maya the cat girl was played by Susannah Lloyd in a 1962 Twilight Zone episode. I was so captivated by the show and her dancing in the whole entire thing that I told her I'd write this poem send her a copy as she sending me a sign autograph picture of her playing Maya from over 55 years ago. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Writer... 'cleo85' as and her Incredible picture entitled... "Light of the Night" |
By Ricky1024
"Within the Silent and Mellow Voices?"
Written on July 22nd, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
During the Twilight Zone of my past Lives...
Into my present time...
Of The Outer Limits.
And, I speak these words to Thee...
Yes, ever...
Ever so...
Carefully...
...
From the many, many, many, words...
To the many thousands of hundred of thousands of poems...
To the sentances and paragraphs...
And, into the hundreds upon hundreds of books.
...
I searched the Inverness and Inwardness for me.
And, I'm not overly proud nor overly subjected but I seem to have possibly been resurrected?
Yes, when I died in 2003 after my family.
...
'Terms of Endearment?'
Maybe so as my may losses seem to grow?
For I am Blind and no longer can see.
This lousy life of me.
...
But why Lord me?
Why Lord did I have to lose a part of my family in 2003?
My life wasn't an accident but did I fall off a building?
Out a plane?
Maybe run over by a train?
A car?
Yes and no.
...
But this I do know.
Know it was that possible suicide in 2006.
When I went into my...
"Bag of Many Tricks."
Searching for my partner...
A F****** Butcher Knife!
Instead to find s Seven Inch serated Kitchen Knife!
...
And yes, as almost ended this worthless Life!
But why Lord why?
Not me instead of my Only Son and Wife?
...
So now?
I Walk alone capturing that glow...
Trying to reclaim what's not meant to be,?
By still so a part of me.
...
Silently...
Collectively...
Subjectively...
...
Yes Lord, I know...
For I am just...
'A Mere Whisper.'
'Whisper in the Wind.'
...
Searching as if Rhet.
Yes for that Angel named Scarlet O'Hara...
And Scarlet if you are out there listening and anxiously searching for me?
...
Searching as I await Thee above on...
"God's Silkened, Fine, and Silvery String?
...
Well my love either reel me know cut that reel...
Damnit!
Or simply just cut that string and I'll Be...
"Gone with the Wind."
For Sixteen long years?
I'm waiting again for this lousy life...
To begin...
Literally littered with my past Sin?
Approximate Word Count: 381.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review... This talented Artist and Writer, 'cleo85.' And, her Incredible picture entitled... "The Spirit of Trees" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"With Every Last Breath" (A)
Written on July 22nd, 2019
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Copywrite C. Heaven 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
"With Each and Every Last Breath."
I bring Life and not Death.
And, with each and every beat of my Heart...
And, with these two Lungs in me...
One shall never part.
...
And, with My Liver?
I shall become a giver.
A caregiver allowing life to stream.
To a man whom I shall never mean?
As if an end to an Infectionist Nightmare to s Beautiful Dream!
...
Yes, to someone whom I will never meet...
With my Death?
Nee Life for eight years he shall meet!
...
And yes, My Life?
Finally again...
Did begin and with my pair of kidneys?
The left to show and give a young woman from South Jersey...
A chance again to Live!
And, the right?
To a man in order to again Renee and refresh Life!
...
And lastly?
With each and every Organ of me?
My past Life?
For the fortunate four?
"With Every Last Breath."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"As I Cast My Heart Away?"(B)
Written on July 22nd, 2019.
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
"As I Cast My Heart Away?"
To bring life to a man someday...
I do hope and I do pray dear Lord Above...
This day...
...
Dear Lord,
I live Now for You but below there's my family?
Yes, my beloved family that misses me too!
...
And, first...
If I can so insist?
My dad and then my four sister's...
I so truly miss...
I ask for Blessings...
And, also too for my mom...
Even though she's here with me too.
...
And, As I Cast My Heart Away?
And, with each and every beat...
I shall create the Gift of Life!
For its just the right and so little that I can do...
Yes, after losing my *Life.
Approximate Word Count: 319.
| Author Notes |
*Life: n.
existance, nee, birth. "And to learn more about 'ORGAN-TISSUE DONTIOS?' "Simply contact my dear friend Lara S.Moretti... The L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia Pennsylvania at 1 800-DONORS-1. ... "And, one more little thing... "Thanks from the bottom of my forever broken and my son Jason's forever donated Heart. ... Special thanks again goes out first,as always, to Heavenly Father above and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented Artist and Writer... 'Doctor Ricky 1024... And, His Incredibly Beautiful Picture... "Alexander the Great Choo-Choo Commander!" |
By Ricky1024
"The Hic-Cup?"
Written on July 12th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
"If it is killing you?"
"Eradicate it first!"
(Theology 46.01)
...
We all got led astray...
Some more than others...
And this is my Story.
...
Good morning.
I was born long before you.
Yes so, so, so, long ago?
That I hardly remember...
That day in December...
...
Most know me by name but you can just call me Bob.
Because, it's easier that way. My place of origin is not as important as my Life.
Yes, my life of misunderstanding...
And, because of that?
I shalleth pay...
"The Ultimate Price!"
...
The story that I'm about to share with you is something different but special.
Yes, special as I Achieved distinction by wearing many hats.
But my favorite was to teach.
...
Yes, to teach the word above to all whom would realize and listen.
And yes, I did and soon word spread about Me?
"Whom was He?"
"Where does he get those crazy notions?"
Some listened and some agreed but for now?
Those that did not?
..
Well they hung me up high on a Rosewood Cross at a placed called...
"Calvary."
Yes, to die!
...
And, they first tried to soften me up with a 'Cat of Nine.' And, many other torturous devices!
As I bled below...
The ground Crimson Red Blood that day.
...
They..
(The High Jewish Priests) Insisted that I carry away this heavy wooden cross for what seemed an Eternity.
Yes, I collapsed until a Christian helped Me.
And, as I collapsed...
...
The sun is now setting and up here there is more than just Me?
Others suffering for various crimes.
With nails pierced through wrist and ankle.
...
It seems...
Yes, it seems like there will never be any relief.
And yes, I refused any liquids at all to help the process that day.
That Horrid Day at Calvary.
...
But then some Cruel Roman Sentry thrust my side...
(I think twice)
And, so they say...
That they put me in a cave and sealed the entrance that day but I got out somehow, someway?
...
I guess Heavenly Father above whom word I do had spoken...
Knew more then Me that day.
Whom am I?
Approximate Word Count: 391.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks again goes out first to Heavenly Father above and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist... 'Linda Bickston.' And, her Incredible picture... "Emmanuel" |
By Ricky1024
"The Hic-Cup"
Written on July 12th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
"If it is killing you?"
"Eradicate it first!"
(Theology 46.01)
...
We all got led ashtray...
Some more than others...
And this is my Story.
...
Good morning.
I was born long before you.
Yes so, so, so, long ago?
That I hardly remember...
That day in December...
...
Most know me by name but you can just call me Bob.
Because, it's easier that way. My place of origin is not as important as my Life.
Yes, my life of misunderstanding...
And, because of that?
I shalleth pay...
"The Ultimate Price!"
...
The story that I'm about to share with you is something different but special.
Yes, special as I Achieved distinction by wearing many hats.
But my favorite was to teach.
...
Yes, to teach the word above to all whom woul realize and listen.
And yes, I did and soon word spread about Me?
"Whom was He?"
Some listened and some agreed but for now?
Those that did not?
..
Well they hung me a up high on a Rosewood Cross at a placed called...
"Calvary."
Yes, to die!
...
And, they first tried to soften me up with a 'Cat of Nine.' And, many other torturous devices!
As I bled Crimson Red Blood that day.
...
The insisted that I carry away this heavy wooden cross for what seemed an Eternity.
Yes, I collapsed until a Christian helped Me.
And, as I collapsed...
...
The sun's is now setting and up here there is more than just me.
Others suffering for various crimes.
With nails pierced through wrist and ankle.
...
It seems...
Yes, it seems like there will never be any relief.
And yes, I refused any liquids at all to help the process away.
That Horrid Day at Calvary.
...
But then some Cruel Roman Sentry thrust my side...
(I think twice)
And, so they say...
That they put me in a cave and sealed the entrance that day but I got out some how way?
...
I guess Heavenly Father above whom word I do had spoken...
Knew more then Me that day.
Whom am I?
Approximate Word Count: 378.
| Author Notes |
Special thanks again goes out first to Heavenly Father above and His Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this talented Artist... 'Linda Bickston.' And, her Incredible picture... "Emmanuel" |
By Ricky1024
"From the Inner to the Outer"
Written on July 25th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
...
Trigger this long-lost past as if churned butter left to ferment.
"What no intent?"
No Father.
...
"Of course it's time to educate Thee...
"Ricky!"
"And, yes the Spectors of Past?"
"Shall ever and long last."
...
"But Ricky no matter how lost that areth Thee?"
"There will come a time for all to see!"
Yes Heavenly Father.
...
"Beautiful and Colored Rainbows of many Hues... Mark the Blessed trail to Heaven!"
"Yes, Heaven above where I avail!"
"And, that old and Blood-Soaked Marked Trail?"
"Tis no longer exist!"
"If Thee do not try to resist."
...
"But Father I died that sad, sad, day."
"And, I so insist it's hard so, so, very hard to forget the misery and the pains."
"All of the cast depressions."
...
"Yes, My Son."
"And, this My son you need to know!"
"You need to draw from the center like the butter is drawn from the churn!"
...
"From the Inner to the Outer!"
"Core!"
"And, finally?"
"My Son."
"You will be with those who loved and await Thee...
"From way, way, back in *2003.
Approximate Word Count: 210.
| Author Notes |
*2003: n.
date, year moment in time. .... Way back on March 31st, 2003 and only Twelve short hours until April Fool's Day? The joke was not a joke as my only son Jason was basically catapulted... At over 100 MPH. With no choice until a telephone pole... Entervained. .... Yes, with over a hundred miles an hour and then? The driver was extracted with the Jaws in Life! While my only Son Jason? Was first covered and then? The window was smashed! ... The driver and Jason were whisked away by helicopter to Atlantic City Medical and Trauma Center. ... And, on the way? Jason had a heart attack and was restored... Thank God! ... And to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations?' Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... ... "The Gift of Life!" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at.... 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks again goes out to Heavenly Father above and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review This talented Artist. 'avmurry' And, their incredible picture... "What Dreams are Made Of" |
By Ricky1024
"This I Do in Remembrance of You"
Written on March 24th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
'The Will of God.'
Yes, is demanding...
Understanding...
And, more pure than a Winter's Stream!
(Theology 47.07)
...
It has been said...
"Glory Be Angels Above sing!"
Glory, glory, glory, to the now and arriving...
"Newborn King!"
...
Yes, a new Brother!
Yes, a new Son!
Yes, an Angel that never knew?
But was absolutely necessary.
...
For his job below now is done.
Be it so...
Be it worth...
And, be it said!
...
No more with they look upon Him as merely Dead!
A candle still burns...
A Hungry babe still yearns... A River still flows...
Flowers still grow!
And, the Moon up high still glows!
...
Yes, in times of distress as hard as it may have been...
To be done...
God's work.
The sacrifice...
This lamb...
And let God's will be done!
...
Perfection!
Elation!
Hallelujah!
Elevation!
...
"The Blessed Miracle "
Hath been done!
And, cry not or Shed...
But a single Tear...
For the planets align...
And, the Stars Blaze ..
A path as Angels appear!
...
No more shall pain and suffering last!
For it had been said and cast!
"The Newborn King."
Tis finally free!
And, no more for the suffering....
Yes, the suffering of the *Three.
Approximate Word Count:
234.
| Author Notes |
*Three: adj.
number, amount, numeral. On March 31st, 2003 After the suffering of my Only Son Jason... Three would suffer no more. ... And, to learn more about... 'ORGAN-TISSUE DONATIONS?' Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life." Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at... 1-800-DONORS-1. ... Special thanks again goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review This talented Artist and Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024.' And, his incredible Picture... "My Family" |
By Ricky1024
"The Summer of 69" (A)
Written on July 14th, 1969
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
I so remember a time in September when You went away?
And, You said to me...
"See you in September?"
...
The Fall turns to Winter and the Wintern or my Regrets...
Again back to Spring but I heard not a thing?
And, so I pondered that thought and even though I had not a clue?
Of What, When, or Why?
Had happened to You?
...
Yes, I so still remember the 'Summer of 69.'
That September without You...
And yes, we were so young...
You and I were so young...
Way back then and dreamed of why but when?
As we did pretend under the Midnight Moon's glow.
Carried you forever on the sand...
Ice creme melting as we forever kissed?
Lord God Above?
How could I not have resist?
****
But when you went away?
I hadn't a clue?
Of what had happened to You?
...
So, I figured the Sun melted the Moon and I would Someday...
Somehow...
Someway...
Make do but that was so long ago and I seem to have...
'Lost That Glow.'
That we captured was back so long, long, ago in '69.
...
And yes, I still think of You in that past September Bliss.
And if so new.
And yes, I think of our first kiss!
So Damned hard to resist!
And yes, I had tried to resist but I should only had known!
Had known what you would do!
...
I asked for answers but now I have my past memories of a relationship to never be...
Yes all, those lost Holidays and Birthdays...
The children we never knew?
...
The Eight by Tens...
Candled Cakes...
Just Uniced Dreams...
It all seems...
Melted into other means?
Lori?
And, as they are now long ago passed but they Somehow...
Someway...
Someday?
But God?
Why couldn't they have lasted?
...
They now seem as if Shattered Glass?
But still my first Love...
I shall always and forever remember you.
Note:
"At age the age of only 17."
"I fell in love for the first time with a beautiful young woman named Lori Jacobson."
"Who broke my Heart when she didn't write and went away?"
"Yes, to college in Hawaii that September day...
"But came back the very, next, year...
"And, treated our time previously...
"As if we were never here?"
"I Shall Always Remember You" (B)
Written on May 4th, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
My Love...
My Heart...
I shall always remember you.
I shall never forget those few precious memories with you...
Salutations and New Life!
A future Lover?
A future Wife?
Now?
Just changes of address?
And, as I address this just twice...
I shall always remember you Lori...
For the rest of my life ...
...
Yes, remember that thought when you said that you will always be mine?
Yes, remember that thought that we had forever until the End of Time?
...
Indeed I felt that I fell in Love hard...
Yes, do very, very, Hard that Summered Day....
In '69?
And, that night when God talk to me...
And it seemed to help me realize just right...
That I shall always remember You Lori...
Yes, each and every night.
...
But something else got in your head?
Hawaiian beer parties danced in your head?
And then?
I knew and felt in my Heart...
One letter over seas...
Would take us apart?
...
Something suddenly, wasn't correctly write?
Tears on a Beached Pillow under out Midnight Moon's Glow?
And, iit hits you so very hard in the head!
Yes, so hard I try not to cry but the tears still fall and collide?
Wishing instead...
Hat this Boy in me?
Would soon be dead.
...
Colliding tears...
Never to be memories of cheer??God why?
Was it me or She that had died?
..
My Broken Heart pillow and this I want You now to know.
That I know as it must...
"Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust."
But Lori I miss you so.
But you see?
And, that was so long, long, ago.
...
And, all my Sleepy Byes...
Are now just melting into Shallowed Tears...
That I can to this point...
No longer seem to cry?
...
But Lord, isn't it any wonder that I always Forever want to die?
Just take my life the way that *You?
Approximate Word Count: 765.
| Author Notes |
*You: n.
"Young Love." "Especially when it comes to the suicide rate of young females?" "Is on the rise and now considered the third worst killer behind car accidents and heroin overdoses. ... Special thanks again goes out to Heavenly Father above and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review. This talented Artist. 'Imogenencandler.' And, their incredible picture entitled... "No Voice" |
By Ricky1024
"The Taming of the Shrew?"
Written on July, 31st, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
"The Taming of the Shrew." Tis not such an easy thing to?
No sugary and spice here cuz she will not be nice and you will just disappear?
Hocus Pocus God but she's so Damned Hot!
...
The night is still turning and my heart is possibly burning?
Burning for you my Little...
Little Killer Shrew!
...
Maggie, if only I knew now exactly what to do?
Cause without you?
Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust?
...
So, I must trust in the Lord and perhaps some way and someday?
I'll get a Sweet Kiss butt...
(That is so nice too)
But Lord, when I pass?
"When I cash in my chips?"
...
And, I try so hard to resist...
All I hear is a hiss?
But Lord, that's okay too.
I can live with that possibility.
Someday but no matter how I try to resist?
(I must insist)
I look at her picture and then again comes back that need to kiss!
...
Oh well that's all I can say and all I can do cuz... Perhaps this goes back to *World War II?
Approximate Word Count: 213.
| Author Notes |
*World War II: n.
event in time, mass destruction, anarchy. Note: "I just met this woman, quite attractive on a site called Hangouts." "This is where people gather from various dating sites." ... "And, within a short period of time?" "She asked me to take a picture front and back of my Direct Express credit card!" "And, of course I refused and then I erased her!" <><><><><><><><><><> Special thanks again goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father above and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review. This Talented Artist and Writer, 'Doctor Ricky 1024.' And, his Incredible picture... "Jade Lion" |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
"Twas Heaven Here with You"
Written on July 31st, 2019
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
"The Stars stood still and waited for you to breathe"
"Twas Heaven here with you"
(Theology 46.11)
...
And, God wraps His loving and warm arms around you my son...
And, you felt not a thing.
As Angels Above quietly began to sing...
For, that's exactly what they did do...
"Twas Heaven Here with You"
...
And they cried a deluge of Tears for exactly...
One-Third of a year
But not tears of Sadness...
Nor tears of Happiness and Gladness...
Because their brother Jay would soon to be on His way.
...
And, do you know what and why?
That they did what they did do?
Simply because...
"Twas Heaven Now Here with *You!"
Approximate Word Count: 143.
| Author Notes |
*You: n.
person, relative, sibling. Note: "The artwork is an actual picture taken by my daughter Nicole Harbach.' "Whom also wrote the title... "Teas Heaven Here with You" ... Safely home. Those words are at the beginning of Jason's obituary. And, the picture taken only twenty minutes before the fatal accident. Shows Jason on the left with his 3 year old niece Sasha Lynn Drum. ... Note: With her arms welcoming everybody into the world of an Angel. And, if you noticed his hands forming the sign of a Heart. Which with His Lungs? Saved the life of a 44 year old man... Along with two other Lucks other receivers of Jay's many gifts.. ... "And, to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations' Simply contact my dear friend Lara S.Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life" Philadelphia Pennsylvania At 1-800-DONORS-1 ... "And, thanks for the bottom of my broken and Jason's donated Heart. ... Special thanks again goes out to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review. This talented Artist and Writer. 'Doctor Ricky 1024.' And, His Incredible picture from The Asbury Park Press entitled... "Entirely Too Much" |
By Ricky1024
"A Conversation Between the Two?"
Written on August 1st, 2019
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky Copywrite C. Fanstory 2019
'All Rights Reserved'
Welcome all to Heavens Above and won't you review my words of Love?
You know it's important to me.
"Home in Heaven Above?"
...
Dear Father,
I so much Love Thee and want to share...
Below now with these words...
I so care.
...
Wont You Bless them all as they ty to seek to make their way?
Each and every single day?
And, with these simple words...
I do no pray.
Amen.
...
Destruction, unfortunately is eminent a the Devil readers makes hi way!
...
Darkened Clouds Gather!
And, Lightning signals the way!
Thunder Claps!
Awaken all you murders...
To be completed!
Don't review.
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| Author Notes | Special thanks goes out first as always to heavenly father and his son Jesus Christ fanstory and Tom the administrator review and this amazing artist as well as writer doctor Ricky 10:24 and is beautiful picture The Awakening of Christ |
By Ricky1024
"OZceans Breeze"
Written on May 8th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Through the Blue Skie's cloud of fluffy white.
As the sun shines bright.
Time passes...
...
Under the stars, cold at night.
Along the high, high, high, mountain side.
And, through the branches of the
"Mighty Oak.
...
The moment seems to pass...
And, among the many, many, planted Dune grasses.
As my Heart tis gonnay at "Oceans "Oceans Breeze".
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this tremendous writer and incrwdible artist, 'Doctor Ricky 1024' His beautiful picture Entitled, "Our Day the L.B.I. Way" And, his Beautiful picture entitled |
By Ricky1024
"Ocearall"
Written on June 9th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright C. Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Ocearall Thy Beauty comfounds me, found of me.
At the surface of the Sea.
...
Ocearall Thy Blue makes my dreams come True.
And, I feel Thy Presence as wind tis cast.
My seals are choking my mast at last
...
Ocearall Finally I can and am free to fully enjoy the *Sea.
| Author Notes |
*Sea: noun
//Sea// 1.A large body of salt water. OoÊ».. "Don't you just love to swim in the sea?"" ... Note: And if you know anybody who is possibly severely depressed and suicidal? Then please call the National Suicide Hotline at 988 or simply dial 9-11. 24. ... Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ. Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talent ed Artist and Incredible Writer, 'Doctor Ricky1024' His Beautiful picture entitled, "L B.I. My Wâ?´ay" ... |
By Ricky1024
"Movement by Waves"
Written on June 16th, 2024
By Doctor Ricky 1024
Copyright © Fanstory
'All Rights Reserved'
Forced whiteness, cascading.
Along the satine surfaces
Wind driven as rotation.
(Gravity affected)
Well placed as directed.
Sea life below well, protected?
...
Yes, as Sun warms and skirts the upper surfaces.
Surfers delight as tanned Human-beings think about the coming night.
...
Moon moans in a glow, as cold-toed through Sugared sand.
"Movement by Waves."
(Do you understand?)
| Author Notes |
Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Only Son Jesus Christ.
Fanstory and Tom the Administrator. Fan Art Review, this Talented artist and Incredible Writer 'Doctor Ricky 1024' His Beautiful picture entitled, "Longbeach Island Afternoon" |
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