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"A Book of Love"


Chapter 1
Heart Cries

By justafan


 
Sitting here …on this absolutely
Gorgeous day …alone
 
Sky is a soft blue,
Pelicans and Seagulls rest on pilings
Or
Sail above me,
Occasionally diving for a treat
 
Warm gentle breeze comes in 
off the gulf
Whipping my hair into a mess
 
Days like this are meant to be shared
With someone you love
 
The perfect day for lovers
Where are you? …my heart cries

 

Author Notes Went to my favorite place to write the other day and it gave me this :) I hope you enjoy.
Photo thanks to Google. Wanted to use my own photo but it wouldn't go in upright :)


Chapter 2
If I Could

By justafan



If I could tell you just how many times
I’ve looked to see if you had left me a
message …But I can’t
 
If I could tell you how many times
 
your face has crossed my mind,
my heart …I can’t
 
If I could tell you how I long to hear your voice
whisper my name …I can’t
 
You’ve made it very clear
I’m not wanted
 
or needed
 
NOW, if I can just get my
Soul …to believe it.

Author Notes Not autobiographical ...just feeling a lil lost today and this is what came out.



Chapter 3
Adrift

By justafan

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of sexual content.




My mind  adrift in the emotions of love
Of relationships
Of life
 
So many racing through me
Whirling, dancing along my skin
 
The
blueness of a soul
Lost without its other half
 
The
green stillness of jealousy
Rips ... at my being
 
The
redness of rage
At your infidelity
Blinds my eyes

  
I need to break free,
Remove, the demons hiding inside my head
 
IF ... I am to return
The love of a good man
 
Let the softness of
blue now reflect
Longing
 
Replacing the dull green of jealousy
With the vibrant
green of renewal …of faith
 
Rednow delirious passion
Lasting long into the night
 
My soul now free
To paint the life of a fulfilled woman.


 

Author Notes I put a warning on for the art. I see nothing wrong with it ....
Again, what the art gave me :)


Chapter 4
Chained

By justafan




Cold walls
Little sunlight
Fear so real … you can taste it
 
What is happening?
Is anything real?
Life out of my control.
 
You left me chained here
In this life
Without you
 
I used to soar
My heart light
Mind at peace
 
What changed?
Was it me,
Or someone else?
 
Come back
Release my chains
Release my heart
To soar again!



 

Author Notes Saw this picture and the first line popped into my head, so you get this!! :) Hope you enjoy!


Chapter 5
Questions

By justafan




Is it the cold?
Is it the rain,
That makes me miss you so?
 
You vanished from my life
Without a backward glance.
 
I’m left with only
Memories of us.
 
Long walks
Cuddle time
Deep conversation
And

Marathon love-making!
 
What do I do now?
Forget you?
Move on?
 
Only time will reveal this answer.


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Author Notes Just when you think you have all you could ever want in a relationship ...POOF!!!

Thanks to Photobucket/ Facebook for these images.


Chapter 6
Sunlight and You

By justafan




The air around me feels lighter
Scents of nature are welcoming
Eyes closed facing the heavens
 
Sunlight refracted against my lids
Sets me to dreaming
Of a lifetime with you
 
Arms encircling

               Soft lips touching                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             Two hearts beating as one.




 

Author Notes Found this picture and it just made me happy :) Which is what my personality is most all the time...get up and DANCE!!! ok...clap ya hands at least :)
Hope you enjoy!


Chapter 7
Heart-song For Love

By justafan



Once upon a time

H e wrote his way into her life

E arned her trust and love
A ll the while, knowing how this would end.
R ight or wrong she went willingly
T rusting

S omewhere
his feelings changed
nly she didn't notice right away
N ow, it's over and she is left devastated

G rasping for what was never there.

F or there is no love with only one
O ur hearts need two to be complete

R ight or wrong, there must be two.

L ove is here, but
O
nly 
V ested, should
E nter



                                                                         

Author Notes Cautionary note: Make sure in love ...that you save some of you ...just in case!


Chapter 8
Just A Word

By justafan



An ocean and a continent away
My heart sees you
 
Your words come to me
Bringing joy to my life
 
You’ve touched a part of me
That’s never been touched before
 
I wait …sometimes days at a time
For just a word
 
When it comes …my heart leaps
You do that for me
 
I don’t know how
I don’t know why
 
But it happens

Every

Single

Time

Author Notes Sometimes all it takes is a word, a glance to set the heart racing. This is for those that feel it!


Chapter 9
A Love Opened

By justafan



There was a card in the mail today
My heart raced as I held it in my hand

I knew it was from you

No return to sender address

Wanting to tear it open
See what you had sent ...what you had said

But also wanted to just hold it close
Close to my heart

Feel the memory of you
Smell the fragrance of your skin, still fresh in my mind

It's been two months
My body aches for you ...my mind cries

I open the card
Tears fall freely down my face

I am not alone
You're aching too

Time
Will find us in each other's arms again

Patience
Will show us the way

Faith
In each other ...our rock

Love
Forever ours

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Author Notes During the past 10 months, I have worked to get a friend moved here. That is a done deal. Now, I have been privileged to witness a two-year friendship blossom into romance and love.
My two game friends in Facebook finally met. It is hard not to be touched by the love these two have found. Though circumstances are not ideal, what they have found in their 60's is something to behold.
After being shown a card she sent him, I wrote this. I hope you enjoy!

I apologize for not having the FS bucks to make this more appealing!


Chapter 10
A Love So Dear

By justafan


There was a time when I didn’t know you
When days passed into nights
With no comfort
No joy
My life listless and dull …painfully so
 
You changed all that
With few words

How do I thank someone for giving meaning to my life,
For lighting a candle in the darkness of my existence?
 
I know only this
Words on a page
Expressions of love
From one human being to another
 
 Here are those expressions
You are loved
Your light in my life will never dull
Never go out
 
When you have doubts
Cling to those who will
Wrap their arms around you
Carry you home.
 
Whispering …I love you


Chapter 11
Hold me close

By justafan

You awoke in me only laughter

Showing me nothing but your love

You are all I have dreamed of

Never found until you

Stay with me tonight

Holding me close

Wrapped in arms

Heaven's 

Bliss

 

Author Notes Lovely art by Angelheart.


Chapter 12
With ...or Without You

By justafan

♥♥♥♥♥♥


When I look at you
            My heart skips a beat
 
When your name crosses my mind
                 My eyes close in pleasure
 
It’s not something you do …by design
                I doubt you even see me
 
But, my thoughts and heart strings
                   Are tied irrevocably to you
 
Bottled up, deep inside
                   Never to say them out loud
 
For fear of what I might see
            Reflected in your eyes


Author Notes Sometimes, there is no time or place for the words!
I hope you find this pleasing :)


Chapter 13
Zeros and Ones

By justafan

cyber romance photo: CYBER ROMANCE CYBERROMANCE.gif



A series of zeros and ones
Pixels on a computer screen
Can they be harbingers of romance,
Or disaster?
 
I want to let myself
Run free
With you here
In cyberspace
 
Some may call me
Foolish
Irresponsible
Downright crazy
 
But they haven’t seen
You
Listened to the silkiness of
Your voice
 
Looked into those
Tantalizing eyes
Pouty lips
Made for kissing
 
We set a date
And time
To meet
My heart races
 
Mind firing on all
Cylinders at once
Will you like
the "real" me?
 
Will the chemical attraction
Grow
Or
Die with a glance
 
The door opens
Our eyes meet
  .......
 
Zeros and Ones
Pixels on a computer screen
Lied
 
You
Are
 S
o much
 More!!!


 

Author Notes I was asked by my very good friend, Mark Fowler, a writer here in Fanstory to join him in writing a "free verse" with the topic of Cyber romance. I, with his permission, asked, Jax Franklin, Gypsy Blue Rose, Ideasaregems-Dawn, Dean Kuch and Fastdigits. So, dear friends I encourage you all to visit each and see the various takes on the subject :)


Chapter 14
All In for love

By justafan



Where passion meets a friend
Confusion ensues
 
Is the friendship
Worth losing?
 
Do you dare
Pursue?

 

The heart wants
What the heart wants
 
A kiss
A loving touch
 
Turn my world
Upside down

 
 
For love
The ultimate gamble
I’m “all in”!


 

Author Notes This idea has touched me recently....I stepped dangerously close!! How many I wonder have crossed that invisible line and regretted it?


Chapter 15
Fire and Ice

By justafan

 


Fire and Ice
 
Oh baby
That’s you and me!!
 
One complements
One
Destroys
 
When we come together
In anger
Words 
sear the heart
Or
Freeze the mind
 
 
In passion
We are

EXPLOSIVE
 
Your touch
Your kiss
Your hands
The matches
That set 
our
Love ablaze
 
Burning uncontrolled
Through the night

~sigh~

Soft embers
Remain …

Waiting


 
 
 

Author Notes I challenged Fastdigits last week on a poem, he returned the challenge to me this week with his picture choice...I encourage you all to check out his writing...very talented :)


Chapter 16
Five Little Letters

By justafan

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~

 




 
Up pops a message
From you
My whole world
Shifts
 
 
Oh my love
The power of the written word
My soul on fire
With five little letters … “hello”

Suddenly the day holds
Promise
The night holds
Bliss
 
A place
Of magic
With the rain and thunder all-round
Wrapped in the passion of your arms

 

Author Notes Life has this amazing power to step in and change the course of our lives :)


Chapter 17
Unaware

By justafan




We think of love as forever
How wrong we are
 Love comes most times quickly

Like a storm
Filled with lightning
Crashing waves
 
We are taken unaware
When it leaves just as quickly
Left like the shoreline …wasting away.



 

Author Notes If you are interested in joining the 'PICTURE THIS' challenge group, it's really very simple.

Just send a private message to JAX FRANKLIN including your email address.
She will send you: Guidelines and the jpeg for the challenges.
It's really that EASY. 'Picture This' Members
Personalised

Jax Franklin * I am Cat * Padumachitta * Sweetwoodjax *
TheMomakaDarlene * Pantygynt * GypsyBlueRose *
Linda Engel * Barkingdog * FeralFromMalanda *
Lightink * Justafan * Robyn Corum * MelB *
Leineco * Amada * Evilynne * Roy Owen *
Chrissy710 * Pattipac * BeasPeas * Dean Kuch *
Patcelaw * Margaret Snowdon * Trimple *
Flylikeaneagle * jannypan * Gert Sherwood *
Ciliverde * Krys 123 * Annette Gulliver * Eric1 *
DavisR * Harold Clapsaddle * KittyKatnoel *
Mark Valentine * Lance Hill * Gabby Lew *
GinnyGray * Sandra Mitchell * Bob Cullen *
Debbie Johnson (dejohnsrld) * Douglas Paul *
Nancy E. Davis * OnyxSapphire78 * Miss Cookie *
Neonewman * Sherylsart * Joeruptak * A.W. Brooks


Chapter 18
Raw

By justafan




Raw
Desperate emotions
Rampant … inside me
Growing
Changing me
From within


 
Once
Bright
Loving
Chasing dreams
Of forever ….
With you

 
Forever
Changed
By you

 
Now
Envy
Has taken
Root
Envy
Of her looks
Her smile

 
Spawned
 
Jealousy
Of
The way you

Look ... at her
Hold ... her
Kiss ... her
Make loveto her
 
I’ve
Turned
Bitter
Cold
And yes

Dangerous
 
Tread … lightly
My dear

Author Notes

I read a piece by "Fastdigits" and knew I wanted to do a challenge piece with him...This is a challenge based on a photo. An Ekphrastic poem ...for your pleasure :)


Chapter 19
Keys

By justafan




You came into my heart like a song

Tickling the keys of my heart

Softly

 
Life before you was merely existing

Now every day is new

Exciting

 
New music written on our hearts

Let it be

Everlasting


 

Author Notes This is my contribution to the "Picture This" challenge group. I encourage all to find these writer's and see the vast difference one picture can invoke. The following is a list of all the present members. If you would like to add your name to this group, please contact Jax Franklin. It's that easy :) Several I have yet to add, but I am on it :) I hope you enjoy my contribution.

1. Jax Franklin
2. I am Cat
3. Padumachitta
4. Sweetwoodjax
5. TheMomakaDarlene
6. Pantygynt
7. GypsyBlueRose
8. Linda Engel
9. Barkingdog
10. FeralFromMalanda
11. Lightink
12. Justafan
13. Robyn Corum
14. MelB
15. Leineco
16. Amada
17. Evilynne
18. Royowen
19. Chrissy710
20. Pattipac
21. BeasPeas
22. Dean Kuch
23. Patcelaw
24. Margaret Snowdon
25. Trimple
26. Flylikeaneagle
27. jannypan
28. Gert Sherwood
29. Ciliverde
30. Krys 123
31. Annette Gulliver
32. Eric1
33. DavisR
34. Harold Clapsaddle
35. KittyKatnoel
36. Lance Hill
37. Mark Valentine
38. Gabby Lew
39. GinnyGray
40. Sandra Mitchell
41. Bob Cullen
42. Dejohnsrld (Debbie)


Chapter 20
Music

By justafan

Think of us, as the white piano keys
Ready to play our song

We play well ...on the surface
But depth is missing

Without the harmony of the 
black keys
There is no soul
To our music

Let's pause ...reflect
Find our harmony
Then, create 
our

   Masterpiece

Author Notes This is my contribution to the "Picture This" challenge group. I encourage all to find these writer's and see the vast difference one picture can invoke. The following is a list of all the present members. If you would like to add your name to this group, please contact Jax Franklin. It's that easy :) Several I have yet to add, but I am on it :) I hope you enjoy my contribution.

1. Jax Franklin
2. I am Cat
3. Padumachitta
4. Sweetwoodjax
5. TheMomakaDarlene
6. Pantygynt
7. GypsyBlueRose
8. Linda Engel
9. Barkingdog
10. FeralFromMalanda
11. Lightink
12. Justafan
13. Robyn Corum
14. MelB
15. Leineco
16. Amada
17. Evilynne
18. Royowen
19. Chrissy710
20. Pattipac
21. BeasPeas
22. Dean Kuch
23. Patcelaw
24. Margaret Snowdon
25. Trimple
26. Flylikeaneagle
27. jannypan
28. Gert Sherwood
29. Ciliverde
30. Krys 123
31. Annette Gulliver
32. Eric1
33. DavisR
34. Harold Clapsaddle
35. KittyKatnoel
36. Lance Hill
37. Mark Valentine
38. Gabby Lew
39. GinnyGray
40. Sandra Mitchell
41. Bob Cullen
42. Dejohnsrld (Debbie)


Chapter 21
Waves of Longing

By justafan

~~~~~~~~~~~

I hear them
the waves crashing on the rocky shore

Sounds akin to the emotions
you left ...within me

Pounding unceasingly

making no headway

Tearing at the shoreline
of my ragged heart

Will the tide ever turn?

Will peace ever find me?

Your love was that for me
a sleepy cove
 with tides of love
lapping gently on the shore

Return me
 to that idyllic place
ease my suffering ...I beg you!

 
~~~~~

Author Notes This is done for the "Picture This" challenge group. The art this time was selected by Pantygynt. If you would like to join this ever growing fun group, just contact Jax Franklin :)
The following is a list of members. I encourage you to look at their contributions :)
List of Picture This Members:

Tab_that's me, Jax Franklin, I am Cat, Padumachitta, Sweetwoodjax, theMomakaDarlene, Pantygynt, GypsyBlueRose, MikeK, Linda Engle, Barkingdog,
FeralFromMalanda, Lightink, Justafan, Robyn Corum, MelB, Leineco, Joy Graham,
Amada, Evilynne, Roy Owen, Chrissy710, Pattipac, BeasPeas, Dean Kuch, Patcelaw, Margaret Snowdon, Jannypan, Flylikeaneagle, and Trimple


Chapter 22
The Pirate's Mistress

By justafan

Sails are tight,

the wind rushing us on our way

I looked at you standing at the helm,

 quietly keeping her into the wind

I feel the mistress here,

 your heart is hers,

I the stolen moments.


Your barking orders send men scurrying,

 you’re in your element

The sounds of the rigging,

 the ship cutting through the waves

 salty spray, all part of a Pirates life,

My Pirate.

When your spell at the wheel is done,

 you give her to another

coming to me for a 
lil' while.

I cherish these times …few as they are

For it's then that those hands

 that steered us straight and true

Now, drive me insane.

The lips that moments ago barked orders,

 now whisper words of love

 into the softness of my neck

Oh, Pirate, my pirate,

 take me to paradise

You chart the course on my body

with your hands and lips

Anchor here ...in the solitude of my love.

Author Notes Sometimes when the moon is just right, I look for him.


Chapter 23
Mirror Image

By justafan



~*~*~*~~~~~*~*~*~

We are mirrored opposites of one another,

In more ways than I could have dreamed.

I trust, you deceive.

I believe in telling the truth, you avoid it at all costs.

I have hope for a better tomorrow, you live only for today.

My heart has love, pure, passionate, giving love, you love only you.

Inside my heart also resides forgiveness, this my final gift to you.


~~~*~*~*~~~~*~*~*~~~



 

Author Notes Having been lied to, repeatedly, I let my heart write this one.

I hope none of you have ever had this happen to you, but if you have, my advice is to let it go, move on.


Chapter 24
Pirate of Dreams

By justafan

As the moon rises and the wind howls
my comfort comes to me in an image of you,

Tall dark and mysterious, a pirate of dreams,
You sail through my mind on the breath of my love

Your course straight, heart true.
My love the only treasure you seek.

I gaze at the stars, your compass, 
knowing you are on your way home to me.
 Your journey over.



 

Author Notes Just a lil something for lovers everywhere. I hope you find it pleasing. :)


Chapter 25
Naked

By justafan

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of sexual content.

I stand before you

naked

vulnerable to your words

 your charms


wanting to believe what you say

the feelings you stir inside me

naked
 my wantonness for you

 my desire to have you close


I want you to see what you do to me

see my body respond to your words

to your hands and lips as they touch me


yes my love

 I want to be naked for you

everything laid bare
for you to see

really see
me

 

Author Notes Another from my day at the beach where I go to write, sometimes :) I hope you find this to your liking :)


Chapter 26
Where Is He

By justafan



At times alone at night, I wonder … will it happen for me?

I see it displayed everywhere

In the movies, in song lyrics, on Hallmark cards,

In the looks that pass between two people

~~~~
 
Will it happen for me?

Will the one whose smile I can’t live without

Whose touch drives me wild

The one whose arms I want to lie in night after night,

Ever find me?

For now, all I 
have 
is this wine glass, my pen

And … hope.

Author Notes I hope you find this pleasing :)


Chapter 27
Love in the Moonlight

By justafan

There, by the cool clear waters of the river
The blanket of our love is spread 
I stand before you beginning to shiver with 
Heart pounding, raw emotions held in check by a thread

Standing so strong and sure there with the moonlight surrounding you
Eyes as dark as the night
Skin bronze from the sun, strong arms to fall into
Lips soft and full made for only my kisses

The grass under our blanket is soft
Perfect for the consummation of our love
Our bodies entwined, we are lost this night
Passion has us in its embrace

The night is young, the sky lit by moonlight
As we sink to the ground completely lost in one another
We push all doubts aside
As once again … we become lovers

Author Notes I hope this is pleasing to you :)


Chapter 28
I See You Now

By justafan


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You walked into my life from I know not where

With the opening of that door, you let the light shine in

So I see you now for who and what you are

A collector, yes a collector of dreams, of emotions, of hearts

When firmly in your grasp and the light of love is shining brightly

You suddenly grow cold, distant and gone

You're gone before you see the devastation and heartache caused

Yes, collector, I see you now

I see you over and over every day on social media

Where you ply your skills, your trade of broken hearts and promises

One day you'll meet that perfect woman

She'll flatter your ego, make you feel like the man you see in the mirror

While teasing you with delicious promises of her devotion, her lust

Then when she has you ready to be the fool for love

She'll send you a bill for all the broken hearts you've left behind

As she grows cold, distant then gone.


~
~~~~

Author Notes I wrote this for all the women that have looked to social media for an online love affair. I see it Happen, trust me on that. It happens more than you know. There are women all over the world looking for what's missing in their lives...romance, passion and love. There are men out there that troll just looking.


Chapter 29
I Am Your Canvas

By justafan

 I'm

  your canvas

  my love ... use

only the bright, vibrant colors

 of our passion as your palette, outline me with the blackest 

of black to keep me safe within your gaze, the heat of your beating heart 

for the red lusciousness of my lips, brush the canvas of my skin a hue matching 


 your soft magical touch residing therein, paint my large brown eyes with the 
earthiness 

of your scent, sprinkle flecks of gold in my eyes to reflect my desire 

for you shining through, splash my cheeks rose petal 

pink for the look of satisfaction 

your love fills me with

color me ...

 Radiant!

Author Notes This is what the art gave me...I hope you find it pleasing.


Chapter 30
Away With Me

By justafan

Come away with me my love,
You're more than I could have ever dreamed of

I want you all to myself now
There will be no regrets...this I vow.

Take my hand and let's dance in the rain
 Dry off, entwine and sip champagne

 Whisper sweet words of love till
the morning breaks
 Me wrapped in your arms is all it takes

 Come away with me my love
 You're more than I could have ever dreamed of.

Author Notes


Chapter 31
My Fear

By justafan

Has the romance been replaced by companionship?
God, I hope not. I want that long kiss goodnight
EVERYNIGHT

Wishing I could say this while looking into your eyes
To see if my words reached deep inside your 
HEART

I am afraid at the same time
Afraid at what I might see there
NOTHING

So I'll just keep my desires locked tightly inside
And ignore the doubts that plague me each night
As I kiss you ...
GOODNIGHT

Author Notes I don't know if this is even a poem but it's what my heart said.


Chapter 32
The Magic

By justafan

There is such magic in the written word.
Emotions of love, sorrow, anger and hope can be stirred.

There is such magic in the written word.
Listen to the words of a song,
Be it words of love or a love gone wrong...we all want to sing along.

There is such magic in the written word.
Poets and poems from long ago,
Still are able to touch the soul.


There is such magic in the written word.
Pick up a book, turn a page
Take a look...you be the gauge.


Chapter 33
Memories

By justafan

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of sexual content.

In the dark of night when all is calm
I close my eyes and let memories come

It's your face I see
As you lean in to kiss me

 Your arms around me, is what I feel
So strong and gentle...but oh so real

With eyes as blue as sapphire skies
Without a word, a glance implies

Your lips I remember as kissably soft and kind
I trace them with my finger...inside my mind

The whole of you is the man I'd marry
Gone from me now, a delicious memory.

Author Notes Something a put together over coffee this morning :)
I debated whether to place a warning on this for the picture, alas I went for the warning.


Thanks to Google for the artwork.


Chapter 34
Naked and Unafraid

By justafan

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of sexual content.

*******


I stand before you naked.
My inner voice silent,
my heart beating out of my chest.

Though naked, I'm unafraid.
Went over all the possible outcomes, 
left them all at the side of the bed. 

Desire for your touch, your kiss, 
pushed me here to take this step. 

You hold the sheet open,
I glimpse your body 
my knees grow weak.

I slip in beside you, 
now our music...our dance of love begins.


**************************************************

Author Notes Thanks to Facebook for the artwork


Chapter 35
The Language of Love

By justafan

If dance is poetry in motion…then let’s dance
Let’s do this ballet of romance
 
Countdown the beat with Haiku…now let’s move
Ah… I see you like to groove
 
Swing me into your arms with an Acrostic that spells my name
Spin me with a Sonnet that sets my soul aflame
 
Rondel me with a Rumba beat
Keep the meter right as we move our feet
 
Cha Cha me with a Triolet
We dance 8 lines of love- Ole!

 
Now move with me a fable, our love spun in verse
Ours… a poetry dance for the universe
 
Now pull me in close and kiss me deep 
Seal this dance of love before we sleep
 
 

Author Notes I saw this picture and it set my mind to work. I hope this is pleasing to you :)


Chapter 36
Your Touch

By justafan

When my day is tough and I'm at wit's end
All it takes is a touch ... a touch of your hand.

When the tears won't stop, my soul's in knots
You come to me and I open up... you convince me it's not one big plot.

When all I need is a hug and a kiss
I step into your arms and into bliss.

How is it you do this with just a touch of your hand?
You make all that's wrong in my world...right again.


Chapter 37
Color Me

By justafan

Color me with the leaves of autumn
So that I won't ever be forgotten

Browns and yellows for my earthy side
Where my heart and love of nature may coincide 
Green and blue for trees and sky
Red and orange for the sunset and sunrise

***

Paint me with words of love
So that I won't ever be forgotten

Use red for passion I've created in your mind
White the color of grace I hope you will find
Don't forget pink as the softness of my heart
much love for you resides there...let's make this our start

My hope is you'll see you've created a true work of art
Where within your mind and heart we'll never be apart.

So that I won't ever be forgotten.

 

Author Notes https://youtu.be/PL2prMmPmQ4
Color my World by Chicago


Chapter 38
Reaching for you

By justafan

In the darkness, my mind reaches for you
The memory of your touch
The memory of your kiss

In the darkness, my mind reaches for you
I long again for your lips on mine
I long again for our bodies entwined

Now I'm in the darkness no longer
 For I've found you at last my love
Found all my mind dreamed of
and more


 


Chapter 39
A Kiss (lune)

By justafan


A lover's kisses
On my lips
Sweet nectar to taste

Author Notes Thanks to Google for the image.


Chapter 40
I Trusted You

By justafan

I trusted you.
You let me down.
I had no clue,
You were such a clown.

I trusted you,
To have my back.
I had no clue,
You could be like that.

I trusted you.
My soul laid bare.
My trust in you,
No longer there.

 
 

Author Notes Revised for this contest.


Chapter 41
If

By justafan






















 
If I could tell you one last time,
What you mean to me
Here is what I’d say ….
 
You found me when I was alone
In a crowded room
And made my heart smile
 
You’ve been steadfastly by my side
As I’ve had to say goodbye
To family
 
We’ve watched each other’s hair
Turn gray
(Admittedly, I fought it tooth and nail)
 
Remembering what great adventures we’ve had
Places we’ve seen
Friends we’ve made
Memories meant to last a lifetime
 
Now, as my eyes close for the last time
Know that it’s your face, your love
I’ll carry with me
 
I’ll not say “goodbye” my love
Only
Till we meet again

Author Notes My Aunt Becky, Mom's sister, passed this week. This is what I think she would have said to Randy if she could have. He was her all.


Chapter 42
Deceit

By justafan





I’ve seen and heard of
Love that kills
Never in my mind
Thought it would touch my life
 
But it has
 
It came to me in the form of
A handsome face
A silly smile
With eyes, so brown as to make the color die of envy
 
My mind and heart
Had no chance
Smitten with a glance
 
The smile
A lie
The eyes
Deceitful
The handsome face
Ravaged with time

My heart just another toy
To play with and
Discard
 
Over and over I
Allowed myself to believe
The lies
 
But now,
The bruises to my soul
Are harder to
Hide
 
Seems I waited my
Whole life for an equal to my
Passion
 
Only to come face to face
With the true wielder, of
his ardor, her name:
ADDICTION



 

Author Notes Hello, my Fanstory family. I have been gone from you for a while but I am back now. I hope you enjoy this first of what I hope to be many good poems.


Chapter 43
Love At Last

By justafan




There have been many in my life
That I thought held the key to my happiness
Alcoholics, womanizers, abusers ...the lot
 
Was on the edge of giving up …on finding real love
Then there was you
Soft, caring and filled with honesty.
 
That word,“honesty” was foreign to me
Coming from any man
But, you lived it 
 
Love from you was honest
To be trusted
By my heart 
 
I remember when I knew
I loved you
Almost to the very second 
 
I was lying beside you
My head on your chest
Listening to your heartbeat ...
 
I raised my head
Looked into
Those gorgeous blue eyes 
 
Saying, with every ounce of my being
While my fingers traced
The outline of your heart
 
“I wish I could crawl
Right here ...inside your heart
 Stay forever, where I know I will be safe”
 
There are a lot of pretenders in this world
But you my love, are the real deal
I'm blessed to know
you are
mine



 


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