By Ricky1024
"Prologue"
"The Book of Jay" 1984 till 2003, is exactly what it seems to be."
"His life story from conception to death."
"It will be created in stories and fairy tales, it will be created in beautiful poetry, and it will be created in songs and many other styles...
"From acrostic poems to Haiku 5 7-5."
...
"The Book of Jay" is a detailed account of Jason's existence...
"His 18 years here on Earth, until His untimely death."
"And His life story as an infant, a child, and then (as He moves on to later life) as a young man"
...
"I will explain the reason why He was born and...
"The reason why He had to die."
"The reason why God gave me an Angel and why I was too blind to realize this...
"Until the bitter...
"And very end."
****
"The Book of Jay," contains an accuate account of Jason's last day on Earth and the. many reasons...
"Jason had to DIE."
"And God then....
"Gave "This Gifted Ability" to me and the ability to communicate my thoughts from above...
...
"The Book of Jay" needed to be written, seen, and talked about and...
"As A Teaching Guide."
"The Book of Jay" will show the many people's on this planet of Earth that...
"Life is continous and Jason lives on today...
"In three people as He....
"Was and still is a "Living Organ- Tissue Donor!"
...
"Life persists and still exists because Jason...
"STILL EXISTS AND THREE, LIVING, BEINGS still exist to this very Day!"
"And these, three, people today...
"Live and breathe for the Soul moves on and...
"As the body may pass away....
"But life continues on in...
"The Book of Jay."
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son, Jesus the Christ, followed by Fanstory and Tom the administrator, and lastmy... "The many 'Jays' who had to pay the ultimate price and sacrifice." 24. |
By Ricky1024
??"Why on God's Green Earth"??
By Ricky 1024
(Written on March 22nd, 2016 at 5:06 PM.)
"Why, On God's Green Earth, doth Thee...
"Heavenly Father...
"Thy flowers not bloom in 'The Doom and Gloom?"
"Oh, Why On God's Green Earth, doth thy inhabitats forget the reason for...
"Their births...
"And their worths?"
...
"And, Why On God's Green Earth, this place of all humankind births...
"Doth thy inhabitants...
"Rape, murder, steal, cheat and criticize?"
"Doth thy not realize?"
...
"And, Why On God's Green Earth...
"Doth thy subject the mentally-ill to some become more or less...
"Nothing but some "Nasty and Bittered Pill?"
****
"And Why, On God's Green Earth, doth Thee Angel's from above...
"Can we be so filled with so, much, Love...
"And 'Cry, Saltine Tears' for all of our pains...
"And all of our ills?"
...
"And finally....
"Lord God above....
"Why, on "Your Green Earth" did my only Son Jay....
"Have to *DIE and Pass Away?"
24.
| Author Notes |
*Die- To perish.
"Jason Richard Smrkovsky" passed away 'April Fools Day' way back iin 2003 after massive injuries sustained... "In a car accident as the driver... "Brian Cole was mentally - ill on a collision and a DESTRUCTION! ... "To learn more about 'Organ -Tissue Donations' simply call... "My Dear Friend... "Lara S. Moettii the L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life " Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1. "And be sure to tell Lara that 'Jay'said hey... 24. "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, followed by Fanstory and Tom the Administrator, and finally... "Followed by Fan Art Review and this amazing artist ' |
By Ricky1024
!!"The Butchering of the Peeps?"!
By Ricky1024
(Written on March 26th 2016 at 6:08 AM.)
(A Book of Jay True Story x2)
"Jesus Christ died and was killed on this very and upcoming Easter Day."
"His 'Immortal Body' was nailed from wrists to ankles like some long, lost, and tossed away like a piece of trash...
"Bloodied, bound, beaten, whipped, and lashed...
...
"Now, Fanstory Reviewers...
"X 2 means another and simular person (so missed an so, so, loved) was sent away on this. Up and Coming...
"March 30th 2003 day...
"Named Jay...
...
"Yes, another saving Angel but not a savior as Christ, for 'My Special Guardian Angel Jay' would pass away and save four more on that *Horrid March 30th 2003 day...
...
"Now reviewers, there is a difference between Christ and Jay...
"Both were loved Sons and Heavenly Father's Brothers and both Christ and Jay died in a different but...
"Simular way...
"Less than days...
"Jesus Christ in the 27th and Jason Richard Smrkovsky on the 30th...
"And, Jason's passing...
"The Official State Record on the the 30th but His Organs were taken on April 1st 2003."
...
"My point is this reviewers...
"Are they Two, Special, Angels...
"Passing away within less than a week of each other as...
"The Angels above in Heaven looked down and cried...
"Cried 'Saltine Tears' for almost three, full, months!"
"And (as I remember this so very, very, well) it being almost like yesterday...
"Jay, was missed so, so, so...
"Very, very, much that...
"The Angels above...
"Wanted My Jay back so very, very, much...
"My deck turned green with mild as...
"Other events and takes would be **told!"
...
"Perhaps yes, they were tears of happiness that there...
"That their 'Angel Brother Jay' had come home, leaving His 'Human Family' behind and...
"All now all alone...
...
"So...
"Fanstory Reviewers....
"On this up-and-coming Easter Day when you cross your Hearts and begin to pray...
"For all that you have...
"And, all that you may remember on this up and coming Easter of Day...
...
"Pray for Christ for all the sacrifices that He had done and made and...
"Also, pray for Jay for they now both still live and still walk this Earth!"
"And I say these things in the name of our Lord And Savior... "Jesus Christ Amen.
"And have a healthy and Happy Easter.
24.
| Author Notes |
"And, special, and very, special, thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His, very ., vey, very, special Son (who passed away this upcoming Easter Day) Jesus the Christ, followed by Fanstory andand Tom the Administrator, and again followed by Fan Art Review and this amazing artist ' and last but not least to my Son Jason Richard Smrkovsky wherever you may be?"
" I love you Son and Happy Easter." |
By Ricky1024
?"Enough, is Never Enough?"
By Ricky1024
(Written on March 29th, 2016 at 5:57 AM.)
"As I search "My Sorrowed Soul...
"God, what remains?"
"My Mind is long lost, tossed away the day I lost my...
"Enough, is Never Enough?"
...
"As, 'Cold and ICY Fingers' tear at ''My Sorrowed Heart...
"God. is no longer there?"
"He no longer cares...
"Enough, is Never Enough?"
...
"As I approach my Destiny, the Demons appear...
"They slap my face as if nothing matters...
"I died as *He...
"So, long ago...
"Enough is Never Enough?"
****
"Never shall I rest in my coffin...
"Lids ajar...
"Blackened Clouds and Winds of Discreation" persist...
"Where on Earth are You Are?"
"Why do You no longer exist?"
"Enough, is Never Enough?"
...
"Wintern Snows" coat my grave...
"Too cold for me...
"I am so afraid....
"Shivering Bones" and broken cell phones..
"Thoughts of You...
"Dear Lord...
"What am I to do?"
...
'People still speak of that day...
"That horrid of day...
"The day I lost my only Son Jay...
"Enough is Never Enough?"
24.
| Author Notes |
*He- My lost Son...
"Jason Richard Smrkovsky who own this upcoming March 30th... "Thirteen years previously... "Was injured in car accident driven by a seventeen, year, old... "With irreversible brain damage on March 30th, 2003." "Jason's organs were donated on April 1st, 2003. "To learn more about.. "Organ -Tissue Donation' simply call 1-800 DONORS-1 and speak to my dear friend. Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life" in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania." "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then His lost and late Son Jesus the Christ, followed by Fanstory and this amazing artist 'MK Flood' on his picture 'Blue City Angel." |
By Ricky1024
???$$$"The Wintern of Past and Lost Regrets"$$$???
By Ricky1024
(Written on March 29th, 2016 at10:29 PM.)
"These are...
"The Wintern of Past and Lost Regrets...
And, on this up and coming day...
"My Mind thinks not...
"My Heart beats not...
"And My Soul shall not...
"Enter Heaven Above....
....
"No entrance for I am passed by...
"And no Angel lays down beside me...
"For if I die...
"My Soul does not rise...
"For it lies trapped forever...
"Stuck here at if I am a member of some Horrid Club!"
...
"A Club where I sleep not...
"A Club where I dream not...
"I am never...
"And, I am not...
...
"I think not...
"My Heart beats not...
"For....
"I am not....
"And, I am never...
...
"For I lost my Mind...
"And I am finally rising from my Grave...
"As "ICY AND FUC**** FINGERS CLAW AND SCRATH...
"But Lord...
"I am moving not...
"As I lay...
"And I lay...
"Forever trapped here...
"For...
...
"This is...
"The Wintern of Lost And Past Regrets...
24.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, followed by Fanstory, and last but not least...
"My Son Jason Richard Smrkovsky." |
By Ricky1024
!#;&&??"In a Heart's Beat!"#!&&??
By Ricky1024
(Written on March 29th, 2016 at11:46PM.)
"In a Heart's Beat...
"Time stands still...
"In a Heart's Beat...
"There is 'No Goodwill!"
...
"In a Heart's Beat...
"AM I going insane?"
"In a Heart's Beat...
"I shall now tell you Fanstory. Reviewer...
"In words so simple and plain...
...
"On March of 2003...
"On the day of thirty...
"And, at the time of eight...
"I had a date with "Fate and Destiny...
...
"She was cold and did not care and said to me...
"Take care?"
"Take care of what I thought, as I saw my only Son Jay...
"His passenger side window smashed by a fireman...
"And, He was yanked out and taking away ice cream J did he hear me and what I had to say on that horrid of day yes I had a date with left Destiny and she was so cold and she said these words to me as I remember so nope the next part is graphic Jason was what is called raccoon where the eye swell closed and bolted it become black and blue as if bitten by a boxer he also had what is known as umbilical cord umbilical ties where umbilical fluid drips out slowly of the ears of the person severely brain-damaged coated with blood did he hear me say his name I like to think so this day amen and to learn more about organ tissue donation does Jason was in saved 3 lives still today alive simply call my dear friend Laura S Moretti the LSW with the gift of Life Philadelphia Pennsylvania at $1 1 x 24
| Author Notes |
"And, special Thanks goes out firstly to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, followed by Fanstory, Fan Art Review, this amazing artist 'montana_denny' his picture "Bleeding Hearts"...
"And, "Last but not least... "My only Son Jason Richard Smrkovsky... "Who waits for me in Heaven above... |
By Ricky1024
$$$@@@!!!???"I Died and Went to Heaven Last Night"$$$@@@
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
(Written on March 30th, 2003)
"I Died and Went to Heaven Last Night...
"And as My Heavenly Father wrapped His Gentle and Warm Arms Around Me...
"I Died and Went to Heaven Last Night and...
"I felt not a thing."
...
"I Died and Went to Heaven Last Night...
"As that 'Horrid Car...
"Hit the telephone pole at 100 Miles an HOUR!"
"And yes...
"I Died And Went to Heaven Last Night...
"And, I am now a 'Guardian Angel' and I need to return back above...
"To a Very Special of Place" where I am loved...
****
"I Died And Went to Heaven Last Night...
"But, I was born November 5th 1984 on this planet Earth."
"And, my mother Carolyn who loved me not until...
"I Died And Went to Heaven Last Night...
...
"Yes, I died and then She committed suicide....
"And yes...
"I Died And Went to Heaven Last Night...
"And it has been now...
"Thirteen, Long and Difficult Years and Yes...
"I Died and Went to Heaven Last Night...
"And three, months, later...
"*He cried and there where 'Angel Tears!"
...
"And finally...
"I DIED AND WENT TO HEAVEN LAST NIGHT...
"AND, MY FAMILY DECIDED TO DONATE MY ORGANS...
...
"AND YES, DEAR LORD ABOVE...
....
"I SO, SO, DIED...
"AND WENT TO HEAVEN LAST NIGHT BECAUSE FOUR PEOPLE NEEDED ME MORE...
"To learn more about...
"Organ And Tissue- Donations"
"Simply call my dad's friend...
"Laura S Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life"
"Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
"At 1-DONORS-1."
| Author Notes |
*He- "My dad Richard Edward Smrkovsky."
"And special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then His Son, Jesus the Christ, followed by Fanstory and my Son Jason." |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.
"Against ALL Odds!"
By Ricky 1024
(Written on March 31st, 2016)
"Because You're gone to a new place....
"High above....
"Against them all....
"Against All Odds....
...
"Thousands Upon Thousands of Suffering People...
"Each and...
"EVERY,FUC**** YEAR...
"Year in and year out...
"Await "The Gift of Life"
...
"Yes, they so await a miracle...
"Yes, they await a miracle to happen...
"And yes, oh yes...
"A FUC**** TRADGEDY!"
...
"And so, so, so, yes...
"They so await that Miracle and pray to God...
"To receive the treatment they so need....
"Desparately need...
"As they hear 'The Gospel Message' "So Loud...
"And so far and not near...
....
"So much Hope they so need and Face....
"So, so, so, clear....
"Helping Hands"says Laura....
"The L.S.W. with "The Gift of Life" And....
"All of these people Amen....
"Pretend...
"That their suffering...
"Shall end!"
...
"Jesus Christ new too...
"His Faith Promise to You!"
"Against All Odds!"
...
"Together now safe as sound...
"No more need to 'Kiss the Ground!"
"And, as I spread this message across the world with....
"Healing Hands" two people who have never heard or met Jay....
"Against All Odds"
"What more could a father say?"
...
"And, what more could a father do?"
"On March 30th 2003, when I saw what was left for me to see....
"My son unconscious, comatosed, and *raccooned...
...
"He was airlifted along with the driver **Brian Cole....
"Both airlifted after Brain had to be extracted with...
"The Jaws of Life!"
"And, then my only Son Jay...
"From my only Son...
"To my only Wife Carolyn...
...
"To commit suicide so that She could be...
"With Jay...
"Jay, who would have a Heart Attack!"
"Against All Odds?"
...
"And, miraculously come back...
"But you see Fanstory reviewers...
"Yes, they brought Him back and it was so, so, so, needed and necessary you see?"
"Because now....
"There are now three...
"Still alive!"
"Against All Odds!"
24.
| Author Notes |
*raccooned-
"When a person is subjected to severe brain damage. "The person's eyes are sealed and swollen shut in "A Racooned and blackened Mask. **Brian Cole- "The careless driver that killed Jason." "Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then His lost Son (not from an accident but from the cruelty of the high, Jewish, Priests) Jesus the Christ... "And followed by Fanstory and then last(but not least) my Son Jason Richard Smrkovsky." "God bless you Son, it's been 13 years." |
By Ricky1024
"Again'st ALL Odds?"
By Ricky 1024
(Written on March 31st, 2016)
"Because You're gone to a new place high above...
"A place of Love...
"Against All Odds...
...
"Thousands upon thousands of suffering people each year await "The Gift of Life."
"WÃ?e hear and as they receive the treatments."
"They pray and they hear the gospel message...
"So, so, so, so, much Hope...
"So, so, so, much Faith...
"And...
"The messages is...
"So, so, so, so clear...
...
"Helping Hand"s says Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W is ready."
"With 'The Gift of Life' all of these people desperately awaiting for a Tragedy...
"As Jesus Christ...
"Had to also suffer so...
"So will these 68,000 in the United States."
"Suffer so and eventually die."
"Against All Odds...
...
"Together safe, for those more fortunate...
"And as I and others spread this message across the world....
"With Healing Hands," three people (who have never heard or met Jay)
"Against All Odds....
"What more could a father say?"
"What more could a father do?"
...
"On March 30th 2003...
"When I saw what was left to see....
"My only Son Jay...
"Was unconscious, comatosed, and *raccooed...
"Jay was airlifted (along with the driver) who was extracted with "The Jaws of Life."
...
"And then....
"My only Son Jason...
"And, who's mother had only... (three weeks previously) thrown Him out of the house...
"And his only mother Саrolyn...
"Who would only...
"Eight, months, later...
"Commit suicide...
...
"Jason would have a Heart Attack...
"Against All Odds...
...
"But, you see Fanstory registers...
"Rhey brought Jay back for it was needed and necessary...
"You see...
"Because now...
"The **LUCKY THREE are still alive!"
| Author Notes |
*racconed- When your eyes sweep shut, buldge, and are black and blue.
**LUCKY THREE- Chase.... ( Heart and Lunges) Unknown woman from South Jersey... (Left Kidney) Bill- Right Kidney). "Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then His lost Son (not from an accident but from the cruelty of the high, Jewish, Priests) Jesus the Christ... "And followed by Fanstory and then last (but not least) my Son Jason Richard Smrkovsky." "God bless you Son, it's been 13 years." |
By Ricky1024
!!!@@@###$$$%%%???"Jay, His Way!"???%%%$$$###@@@!!!
By Ricky 1024
{Written on April 1st, 2016 at 1:43 PM. }
{April Fools Day}
He was {at most} just a child...
"Living in "A Man's World.'
"He was conceived {for the most part} and lived as He should but...
...
"Time progressed {at best} and He was educated in *"The Sixth Degree!"
"He also was "A Peer-Mediator" {when in 6th Grade} and was well thought of but...
"As time continued {to progress} and yes...
"Jay was on a "Mission and a Quest?"
"But what could {just a child do} in "A Man's World?"
...
"He loved the game of basketball {but could not dribble} and had lost every game {the first year} but...
'Won each and every game {the following year} and...
"Understand this "Little Man" Jay...
"Did it His {gentle} of way!"
"Also, He loved to rip apart cars and was set on a course with Brookdale Tech but...
....
"He was a percussionist and 'Class Act Drummer' and strummed a mean stick!"
'Also, he wrote His own music {Jason's Hot shit!}"
"His Band...
"Four Ways To Save" was based on a dream {which was cut short} but...
****
"Yes, although [long gone} like a well miss Jason song} as sweet a song could be...
'Jay lives on this very of day...
"And remember the name of His band?'
"Four Way's To Save?'
"His Mission {you see} was fulfilled!'
Note-And to learn more about...
"Organ-Tissue Donations" call My friend...
"Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. With....
"The Gift of Life" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania and tell Lara...
"That Jay said Hey! 24.
| Author Notes |
*The Sixth Degree- Jason was a "Gifting Angel and He saved four people first...
'#1- He was an Angel. '#2- He had to die was "A Gifting Angel." #3- He had to die so others could live. '#4-His body had to be healthy. '#5- He had to give His Organs. '#6- He had to give His organ's with permission pf His family. "Special thanks goes out to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story, Fan Art Review, this artist and friend MK. Flood, 'his amazing picture "Blues City Angel' and lastly... "My Son Jason Richard Smrkovsky for my inspiration." |
By Ricky1024
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.
@&&"Me, Without You?"&&@@
By Ricky 1024
(Written on April 6, 2016 at 7:34PM.)
"Me, Without You...
"Lord above what more can I now do?"
"Time passes ever, so, slowly...
"Ever so slowly...
"My Son...
"So slowly...
"Without you...
...
"Me, Without You?"
"Oh my God the pain is just too!"
"As I look up in "The Night's Sky" "So, so, so...
"Far, far, away Jay....
"Waiting for the *day...
...
"Never Me..
"Before You...
"For You are more long gone Son and there is nothing here...
"I can now do...
...
"Me Without You?"
"Where Lord tis He?"
"I know now in my...
"Broken in Pieces Heart that...
"Never more...
"Ever Lord....
"Will that now do...
...
"Not ever any releases...
"Of Pains...
"Of Sorrowed Heart....
"My painings....
"Always remainings!"
...
"Now You Before Me Jay...
"As I reach out and pray...
"Me Before You?"
"Never the thought will ever view...
"And I know now that You're gone Jay but...
"What more Jay can I say?"
"Jay...
"What shall I do?"
"Without You?"
...
"Me, Without You...
"Lord when I think of Him....
"I wonder...
"Did I sin?"
"And finally...
...
"Me, Without You Jay?"
"When I realize those...
"Past and Horrid Memories" of You..
"And that "Terrible **Accident" that You went through....
"My Sullen Heart...
"Then suddenly breaks...
"Like a mirror that shatters...
"For no goodness sake..
"Me Without You...
"Nothing On Earth now matters...
"My love here without You....
"Because there is no...
"Me WITHOUT You...
24.
| Author Notes |
*day- When we can all be with our lost, loved, ones.
**accident- "On March 30th at approximately 8:05 p.m. and only one block from my house... "A Ford Mustang that had been raced AY ATCO FUCKING RACEWAY IN ATCO,NEW JERSEY.... "Driven by a mentally-Ill seventeen-year-old named.... "Brian Cole crashed into the telephone pole.... "With my only Son Jason in the passenger seat... "Then causing irreversible brain damage (to my Son Jason) and a complete loss of oxygen to His brain." "We had (no choice) but to make a decision... "And to learn more about "Organ-Tissue Donations" simply call my friend Laura S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania." 1-800-DONORS-1. "Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then His Son that He's also lost.... "Jesus Christ Fanstory and Lastly... "My Son Jason Richard Smrkovsky. 11-05-1984Ã?? 3-30-2003. |
By Ricky1024
@$$!!##"Soul 2 Soul"(A)##!!$$@
By Ricky 1024
(Written on April 8th, 2016 at 12:40PM.)
"As I walk through 'The Valley and Shadow's of Death' I shall fear...
"Fear No Evil!"
"The Lord will comfort me in these last and *Latter Days,' the days of my life."
...
"And my name is Jason Richard Smrkovsky."
"I was born on November 5th, 1984...
"A simple child in'A Simple World' of My own...
"Even though I had four sisters, my dad and mom were never able to give Me My Due...
"Do to the fact that my mom had her tubes tied because their youngest. daughter(Dana Algae) was born with mom's tubes around her neck...
"And seventeen, years, later...
"The Shadow of Death...
"Took Me instead...
...
"I fear no evil for God protects Me...
"I have been touched by 'The Hands of God!"
" I now am connected And been resurrected as Christ."
"By the Hands of God...
...
"My Heavenly Father Watches Over Me...
"But, I am not of your world anymore...
"Nor, am I in Hell or Heaven above...
"I remain forever Suspended Within **Two Universes...
"Corrected and resurrected as of Christ."
"I see all...
"I now know why...
"I feel not...
"I am not...
"For life on Earth had taken a terrible toll...
"Family Connection Broken...
"So terribly ***BROKEN...
"Soul to Soul...
| Author Notes |
*Latter Days-
"According to "Mormon Theologies... "Only the "Worthy Few"shall go and live forever in the Heavens above." **Two Universe's- "Jason exists trapped due to circumstances beyond His control... "He has been seen twice though, here on Earth." ***BROKEN- "Jason was in an accident on March 30th 2003 and He was pronounced "Brain-Dead " 17 hours later on and around 7:00 AM. on the morning of April 1st 2003. (April Fool's Day). "And Jason's organs were donated later on that evening." "Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then His lost and late Son Jesus the Christ, followed by Fanstory, and last (but not least) my Son... "Jason Richard Smrkovsky" 11-05-1984 Ã??? 03-30-2003. |
By Ricky1024
"Me Before You?"
By Ricky 1024.
(Written on April 7th, 2016)
"As I look up in the Midnight Sky...
"Just Ever Lasting Stars exist...
"But...
"Even though they are Eternal...
"Life here for me....
"Is just 'Showered Words' in a journal...
"Lord can't You see?"
"Me Before You"
...
"And time that passes...
"As 'Icy Fingers' cross My Heart..
"Ever, Lost Lashings...
"Torn Apart...
"Like Little and So, So, So, Sad, Pieces...
"Litter 'This Unholy Park' like...
"Paper Dolls" burning on some 'Puppetry Strings' as Angels Above try hard not to cry...
"But sing...
"Bittered Tears" and 'Shallow Graves' mark...
"Midnight Touchs" Kiss Moon's 'Saddened Face' of me...
"Part...
"Before....
"Me, Before You?"
****
"8 by 10s" hanging on the now lonely walls...
"God, is that all that's left?"
"My friend?"
"Or a life-long past?"
"I look up and grasp the thoughts but it does not...
"Time lost...
"Time not...
"All that I thought...
"And although we can never be togther again....
"Although we're always going to be...
"Never Again....
"And as Angels in tears appear...
"I wonder God why is my Son Jay...
"No longer here?"
...
"But as Fate and Destiny takes hold....
"Men then will talk...
"And, Tales are and will be told... "Me Before You"
...
"And finally...
"Within 'God's, Great, Grace' and as I look up high and see your face Jay...
"I lost not just the Son...
"But...
"*My Buddy Friend" and...
"When Lord...
"Will these pains finally end?"
"But Lord can't you see...
"It's always been...
"Jay...
"You Before Me...
24.
| Author Notes |
*Buddy Friend".
My first poem... "Buddy Friend" By Ricky 1024 (Written on April 21st, 2003). "I'm not here right now but I'm not, very, far.... "As a Star... "It's a Place close by... "Not far, as a STAR... "You''ll feel This Place... "Just, take a moment... "And you''ll see. "Finally just where... ""I will be.. **** "And Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then His late Son Jesus the Christ, followed by Fanstory and finally.... "My, only, Son... "Jason Richard Smrkovsky." November 5th, 1984-�?�¶�?- March 30th, 2003." "To learn more about "Organ-Tissue Donations' simply call 1-800- DONORS-1 at... "The Gift of Life," Philadelphia, Pennsylvania." "And be sure to tell Laura S. Moretti the L.S.W. with... "The Gift of Life" and tell Lara that. Jay, said hey... 24. |
By Ricky1024
$!? "From My Heart 2 You!" ?!$
By Richard Edward Smrkovsky (Ricky 1024) and *Jason Richard Smrkovsky.
(Written on April 16th, 2016)
"From conception to a new and most definite direction...
"From creation to a new and most definite destination...
"From Birth to Death...
"And, how much more Lord... "With My, very, last, breath...
"From My Heart 2 You!"
...
"From a Moment Lost Forever in Time...
"To this Present of Time...
"From the Womb of Life...
"To the Cradle of Death...
"From My Soul Now...
"I give this Vow...
"And, what more God...
"Can I now do?"
"From My Heart 2 **You?"
...
"After Great Sufferings and Pains...
"After All That is Left...
"To All That Shall Remain...
"And, after All the Damage That was Done...
"What More Lord Must I Now Do?"
"From My Heart 2 You?"
...
"From A New Direction to A New Conception and back...
"Over and Over Again... "Resurrection?"
"Life Renewed?"
"What More Would You Want Me Lord...
"To Do?"
"And, if it had happened to you?"
"From My Heart 2 You...
...
"And finally...
"When You Look Up into the Midnight Sky...
"When You Finally Realized...
"Why I Must Die...
"When Life for Me is Now More or Less Well...
"She Not A Single Tear...
"For Me...
"For I was Chosen from the Few...
"From My Lost Heart 2 You...
Note: *Jason Richard Smrkovsky: Passed away that sad and horrid....
"November 2003 Day...
"Organ's Donated on April 1st (the following day) taken away and placed in the four whom needed them so much Evermore...
"And to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations' "Simply call my dear friend Laura S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at...
1-800-DONORS-1.
"And be sure to tell Lara...
"And say...
"From Jay's Heart 2 You...
24.
| Author Notes |
**You: Jason's Heart And Lungs went into a man from Philadelphia, Pa named "Chas."
Right Kidney into Bill from out West, Left into a young girl from South Jersey, And liver into another man from Philadelphia. "And, very, special thanks goes out first Heavenly Father and then His long and lost Son... "Jesus Christ, followed by Fanstory and last but not least my Son Jason Richard Smrkovsky... "Born on November 5th, 1984 State Death March 30th 2003 Organs taken and donated on April 1st, 2003. ( April Fool's Day). |
By Ricky1024
!!????"Replacing the Love"?????!! (A).
By Ricky1024.
Written (WithLove)
On April 29th, 2016 at 9:35AM.
Followed shortly...
"First, how does one replace...
"The Love which was...
"A Gift From Above?"
"And, how does one replace...
"What was so cruelly taken away?"
...
"And , how does one replace...
"Something that was...
"So Terribly Lost?"
"That it feels (Each and Every Day) like my Soul, My Heart is...
"Swollen, Sliced and Diced?"
"Minced and Ground into some kind of...
"UnGodly and UnHeavenly Dust?"
"But, Dust is to Dust and Dust So, Must...
"So, this is the only way?"
...
"Firstly, let's create what I shall call...
"My God Cake."
"Which will be...
"25% (My Son Jason)
"25% (My Pain and Suffering)
"05% (My Faith , Hope, Misery, Charity, and Depression)."
...
"And lastly 05% Each, Of ...
(My Mind, My Heart, My Soul, My Body, and My Being)."
...
"Now let's mix it up nicely and place it within the "Godly Oven" and bake it just for a quick minute...
"Now, that's all she'll take."
"Now, that it is solidified...
"We should let it cool...
"And, we should not noe never touch it or get near or eat it for...
...
"This is The Essence of Man" and this is what you must now...
"Fanstory Reviewers understand...
...
"The Lost...
The loss of Your Son, Daughter, or child....
"Replacing the Lost Love?"
By Ricky1024
Written On April 29th,2015 at 12:42 P. M.
"Write two wirds...
Reolace ine. .
Reolacing the Love...
...
"Now...
"Write two words...
Heart...
"Lungs...
"Filtering the Heart!"
"The Lungs!"
"Now Life for *Chaz...
"Has just begun!"
...
"Replace five words..
"And Filter out your Heart, Mind, Body, Soul, and...
"Now, what us left?"
"Replacing the Soul...
..
Try to hide inside no more!"
"Now...
"Try TO DIE INSIDE NO MORE!"
"That's Reolacing the Soul with?"
...
"Divide two numbers by 1...
2- 2 ÷2...
"What is keft?"
"LESS THAN FUC**** NOTHING!"
"NOTHING BUT GRIEF ..
"NOTHING BUT SEVERE PAIN...
"NOTHING BUT ENDLESS DEPRESSUONS, NO LOVE FOREVER...
"INSANITY NOW REIGNS!"
"That's, Replacing the Soul...
"With?"
...
"Hearts...
"Lungs...
"Kidneys and Livers...
"Deliver...
"To The Luck Few. .
"Awaiting an Organ...
"Or Two. .
. .
"Eyes...
"Ears...
"Now, Stare and Listen...
"TO...
"THE WIND!"
"FOR YOUR WORTHLESS LIFE TO AGAIN...
"Begin...
"And rhen my friend...
"Yoy will be...
"Ezactly alike as me!"
| Author Notes |
"Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son (whom He lost too) and. also...
"Jesus the Christ, followed by Tom the administrator here right at. Fanstory... "And last (But not in the least) Fan Art Review, this AMAZING Artist (myself Ricky 1024) followed lastly... "And dedicated �??�?�°??�??�?�¢(In Sorrowed Memory) "To My Wonderful and Incredible Son" Jason. Richard Smrkovsky "Who gave His Organs after passing... "To save the lives of four strangers suffering so... 24. |
By Ricky1024
"The Memory Box 1984 to 2003"
By Ricky 1024
Written on April 30, 2016 at 12:31A.M.
Part One:The Pre-life!"
"Yes, it has been now over 32 years...
"And 14 years...
"Since the death of my Son Jason."
"So, how do you collect the memories and how do you retain them?"
"In your Heart and the first thing you need to do is be strong enough to remember...
"Not only the good times but also the bad...
"And, once you're able and capable of doing that then...
"You need to build...
ð??? "A Memory Box."
...
"And, there will be a top, a bottom, and four sides."
"The four sides are...
"Life, Family, Achievements, and Memories."
"While, the top is 'Life,' while the bottom is 'Death.'
...
"Once you are fully able and capable of assembling it...
"Open and remove the pains, the depressions, and the fears..
"Now, you can begin to form and fill "The Memory Box" with the necessary contents...
...
"Once the Box is open 10%...
"You have started with "The Birth."
"Now, rememberance (After birth) is another 10%."
"Now, after the age of only one...
"You shall and will remember your child as an infant."
"The third 10%, you remember your child as he grows into a fine young girl or boy!"
"The fourth10%, you will remember as he or she, enters School."
...
"The next 10%, you will remember as he or she shall graduate school."
Note: "Jason was only a junior before he passed away.
...
"Now, that's the first half of the first 50%."
"If your child has attained that level of expectancy of life then...
"It is time to fill the box with memoirs of their next 50%."
"10% will be College...
"The next 10%, will be marriage."
"The following 10%, it will be forming a family."
"The 9th will be watching them grow and form their own family."
"And, unfortunately, the last 10% will be your Death."
"And yes, this box...
"This "Memory Box" can be...
"For your child, as well as for yourself."
...
"Now, once you feel those items and fill with them...
"The entire 100%...
"Note: In my Son's case...
"Since Jason's was only eighteen and never finished High School...
"His "Memory Box" will always be open so...
"Now, can you help me close the lid so...
"As on will be in Peace?"
"Since He won't be able to finish High School and at His past of only age of 18...
"We will need to find another 50% of level.
"Will you Fanstory reviewers help Him find another way?"
...
"The next 10% (for people in Jason's situation) is to die and pass away."
"Now that we've now achieved a full 50% we can go into "The Afterlife!"
"So, (of course) the next percent or the 60th% level, will be in "A Spiritual Form and...
(In many cases) it will be as an Angel!"
End of Part One.
Part Two: The Afterlife!"
"Now that our child has gotten past 50% level and got into the 60% level (As an Angel) there's a (dermination of what type of Angel your child will become!"
...
"Jason, is what's called "A High-ranking Giving Angel!"
"And, His purpose was to give...
"Life!"
"Life to be created by a "Great Sacrifice" and get a set of "Angel's Wings" but...
(In Jason's case) not only two wings but special wings that are very large and very powerful so...
"When He returns to Earth on a mission...
"He will be prepared!"
...
"Now, thewe very, special, wings aren't white, they are Golden!"
"A Merciful Angel is always a female and her beautiful wings are a beautiful colour of "Silvery'Red!"
"And then you have "A Healing Angel (With bright- yellow and silverly wings) who will come down...
(During times of severe sickness and almost death) "And when she lands...
"You'll be able to see her very clearly cuz...
"Her wings are very again...
"Bright- yellow and silverly!"
...
"Now these are three examples of the many different Angels and perhaps you could figure out some for yourself?"
...
"So, (At the 60% level) I need to take you to the 70% level!"
"Now, the 70% level is very precious and in order to get this far...
"Your Angel needs to accomplish 100 Missions on Earth!"
"And he or she, will be directed by Heavenly Father on what your. Angel needs to do?"
...
"Some tasks will be quite simple and easy...
(As comforting some poor Soul who is lost!)
"These Angels will appear in your room at night and...
"A lot of the times they are past relatives whom had gone way before...
"Way before you and you may not even know that person is related!"
...
"Now at the 70% Mark and after completing all your missions successfully, your child now needs to go to the next level of 80% which is...
"A Learning and Teaching Level."
"At this level your child will construct "A New and Easy Entrance" into Heaven."
"And, this is for Newbies or First Time Angels(Recently deceased) for learning their purpose will not be easily attained and they will be very confused!"
"As well as saddened by their recent deaths."
"Also, they will be missing the Earth Below, their past life, and family members!"
...
"So your child's job then becomes as a teacher and everything they have learned in all of their many, many, years...
"As a Spirit and in the "Spiritual World" will help them."
...
"Now, (After a 10 year period of no more than 10 years and no less than 5( your child will then be able to attend the 9th level!"
,..
"The Ninth Level of "Angel Ship" is a very, very, delicate and extremely serious level!.
"This is the level where they will reflect on their past regressions of Son!"
(In their past life) and, (I will attest) that...
"YOUR ANGEL MOST ATTEST TO ALL PAST SINS AGAINST HUMANITY!"
"And, this is a test for them to attest to ALL of their past sins as Human Beings in "The Human Being's World!"
...
"And they have no idea how many things there are!"
"It can be from 'A Naughty Glance or a Dirty Thought" to something as serious as murder!"
Note: No murders get past or into this level.
They must also be able to attest to and make a complete and sinceer must apology for their Sins to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ."
"And, he or she has to have those apology accepted."
Note: Most and almost all never get to the 9th level."
"And, less than 1% make the 9th level unless...
"They were in this situation...
"As an 'Organ-Tissue Donor."
"And Yes, their entrance is immediately given!"
"And they are moved to the very top of the line!"
...
"Now, there is no testing then and ino testing for Sins for your child...
"Has achieved that level only!"
"All "Giving Angels" of High-ranking (Like my Son Jason) are given instant and quick entrance to...
"The Tenth Level!"
"And, they will sit at the feet of God!"
...
Note: This is a "Resting Period of Eternity!"
"And, at this level, your child will have the Extreme Priveledge to now work ONLY from Heaven!"
"For basically they are an Advisor to Heavenly Father...
"And occasionally they will get the Extreme Pleasure to return to Family on Earth for very, special reasons such as a death of sister, brother, or parents...
"The request must be posted immediately on "Goldened Angelic Parchments!"
"Then and ONLY THEN WILL THEY BE SENT BACK BELOW!"
"And Yes, they may be sent back below for extremely, serious, situations...
...
"Currently (In Heaven) there is only "One" whom hath attained that level which is...
"Of course, Michael the High-Ranking Guardian Angel" and His other name...
(You may know Him as) Jesus the Christ our Heavenly Father's Son!"
.,.
"Someday, I hope my Son Jason shall attain that level and His test will be "Extremely Hard" (Such as Christ's Test) which was to die on the cross at Calvary and...
"He did not ask for one, single, thing from any Human Being and He died for the sins of not only the past but...
"The present!.
"And yesn Jesus the Christ was and had gone through all of those tests and successfully!"
...
"So, now you have it!"
"And, "The Memory Box's Lid" (For Jason) has closed but...
"It's open just a tiny, little, tiny, bit...
""Just to leava oxygen inside and it will only ever close completely when He is by the side of...
"Heavenly Father!"
"And, I say these words in the name of Jesus Christ Amen."
24.
| Author Notes |
"Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father (Of Course) and His Son Jesus to Christ, followed by Fanstory and administration, Fan Art Review, (Which I am a member) and my picture...
"Just Jay." |
By Ricky1024
!!!!"Jay, ð??¢Forever, Lost At 18!!!!
(March 30th, 2003)
By Ricky 1024
Written on May1st, 2016
A Dedication...
"As the Stars stood still and the planets lost their way...
"Today, I lost my Only Son...
"My Only Son...
"Named Jay...
"And today...
"As darkness stood in the way...
"The Sun above lost Her Rays....
....
"Luna The Moon Godess heard the sad, sad, news...
"And as She filled "The Sea of Tranquility...
"With Sateen tears...
"All the Planets now stood still...
"No more memories...
"Held dear...
...
"And, from all of those lost promises...
"And from all of those Lost Years...
"When Planet. Mars heard the sad, sad, news...
"He erupted and spewed Moulton tears...
...
"Saturn's Rings" too...
"Shattered when She heard what's the matter...
"Now, can you see what's going on here?"
"Jupiter did, woke up and now is no longer here!"
...
"Venus then Got stupider, while so , so, missing her mate...
"The, Plnet Uranus asked God to cancelled date!"
...
"God mislead us all!"
Claimed Planet Uranus.
"And (Of Course) all the Planets in the Universe's and Galaxies...
"Drifted away so much confusion without "This young Man named "Jay"
...
"And with so much confusion...
"What more can I say?"
"What more can I do?"
...
"And...
"Wouldn't "All the Planets in Your Mind...
"And, all Your Universe's and Galaxie's become totally confused?"
"Yes, the reason they all left was because...
"Jay knew...
"What he must *do...
| Author Notes |
*do: To accomplish.
"Jason Richard Smrkovsky... "Knew... "What He... "Must do!" "Because only twenty minutes before His... "Untimely Death... "Only twenty minutes before HIs... "Eventual Dimise... "I own the only picture of proof... "To this day... "Still makes me cry... "And to learn more about... "Organ-Tissue Donations" "Just simply call my, dear, friend... "Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W." with.. "THE GIFT OF LIFE" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. "At 1-800-DONORS-1 and tell "Lara that... "Jay said hey.... "He would like that." Dad. "Special Thanks gdoes out first to Heavenly Father and then... "His Son Jesus the Christ... "Followed by Fanstory and Tom inadministration, Fan Art Review and this AMAZING Artist' |
By Ricky1024
!!!@@@###$$$%%%&&&???UUU***??? "I Die 4for U!" UUU???***&&&%%%$$$###@@@!!!
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
Written on May 22, 2016
{From Heaven}
"My Dad lives {Now} for Me...
"And, I no longer can see...
"Of be....
"Here..
"For you but...
"I died 4for U!"
"And, let Me tell You...
"A little about Me...
...
"I was born on a 'Win tern Day in November....
"As Much as I can now...
*Remember...
"And, I was named after a "Legendary Greek Hero call Jason...
"From the 1963 movie...
"Jason and the Argonauts!"
...
"Yes, way back in '63 dad thought {even as a child} of Me!"
"Yes, a Legendary Hero, but by no means, am I...
"You see...
"Back in 2003...
"I was {at the age of eighteen} living my Dream...
"But, "The Grin Reaper of Death' took away my....
"VERY, LAST, BREATH...
...
"But, I did have a chance to do something that most...
"WOULD NOT DO!"
"Die you see?"
"Yes, I died so **The Lucky Four"
"Could finally be free...
"OF all their PAINS AND MISERIES!"
...
"Yes, I died..
"You see?"
"My Destiny!"
"From "One' came "Four" and they were saved from...
"The Grim Reaper of Death!"
"Yes, saved from The Grim Reaper's GRASP!"
"The Box of Death" had finally came...
"Unlatched!"
...
"Yes, I died 4for U" but...
"Shed not A Single Tear...
"For me and...
"Let Me make this...
"Perfectly clear...
..
"Because...
"I may not be here but...
"In Spiritual Form and Being"
"A new Purpose...
"A New Meaning...
"For yes!"
"I live on like a Well, Written, and Beautiful Song!"
"And Yes!"
"Forever and ever as long as...
***She...
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks foes out to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom the administration, Fan Art Review and this amazing Artist 'BRUCEIORIO" and his amazing Picture "Little Person 3."
*Remember: "Jason was brain damaged and even in Heaven, has problems with that." ** The Lucky Four: "Four people {names unknown} who received from Jason... "The Gift Of Life." ***She: "One donor {name unknown from South Jersey} who today is in her early twenties." "If she marries and gives birth... "Jason's spirit continues for another Generation." |
By Ricky1024
!!! @@@ ### $$$ %%% &&& *** ??? "Seashell Memories of You" ???***&&& %%% $$$ ### @@@!!!
Written in the B.O.H.L on May 24th, 2016
{Dedicated to Arnie and Jay}
By Ricky 1024
"When, I think of You...
"And the way You used to be...
"Time long Gone...
"Like...
"Broken Pearls on "The Sea of Life" but...
"Time...
"When Renewed...
"As I now think of You...
"Seashell Memories" come through...
...
"Yes!"
"Precious Seashell memories...
"And, at only the age of three...
"You felt like it was and would only be...
"You and Me...
...
"And, way back in '87..
"Oh, My, Lord, God...
"Why did You have to take away...
"My Only Son Jay?"
"Seashell memories...
...
"I remember [To this very Day}
"So, innocent {The smile} but...
"And when I think of Him...
"That would take the pain away...
"Seashell memories...
...
"The look in your eyes...
"The first time You realized...
"The sand so hot upon your tiny feet...
"Me rushing in as you jumped in!"
"No fear at all...
"And then...
"You said to me...
'Look Dad, I'm Ten Feet tall!"'
"As tall as can be!"
"Seashell Memories...
...
"And, I remember way back in '87
{Long before You went to Heaven} and...
"You wanted to be...
"Taller than three!"
"So, I said to Jay...
"Hold on tight!"
"And you wrapped your strong arms around my neck...
"As We swam through the waves...
"And mom said...
"WHAT THE HECK?"
"Seashell Memories...
...
"We reached the Sand Bar and as I let you down...
"You looked back and said....
"Dad look at me?"
"I am taller now, then all whom wanted to be!"
"And, As I looked and realized...
"That, we were all alone...
"All Alone at that Exact Moment in time...
"I then said to He...
"Jay, You said it would always be...
"Just You and me."
"Seashell Memories...
...
"And He was right...
"That was the way it was meant to be but...
"Today, As I reflect way, back, then...
"To that Incredible Day...
"And, even though Your time Jay, was through...
"I shall always and forever...
"Hold Dear...
"Those "Seashell Memories" with You...
24.
| Author Notes | "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom in Administration, Fan Art Review and this amazing Artist 'Alveria' and her picture "Three Sea Shells" |
By Ricky1024
<><><>!!!@@@###$$$%%%**???? "Blessed Are Thou Thee" ????***%%%$$$###@@@!!!<><><>
By Ricky 1024
{A Dedication}
Written on June 9th, 2016
"When...
"You were born...
"The Angels in Heaven above...
"Gave to me...
"A Blessed Gift...
"Of Love...
...
"But...
"Thy lied to me and said...
"That my Son Jay...
"Would always and forever be...
"Here for me...
"They lied {the day he was born} and told me...
"My life would no longer be...
"Forlorn...
...
"But...
"Clouds of Discretion blew over...
"In to my direction and...
"Why, Oh lord, does it have to be?"
"And He said to me...
"Blessed Are thou Thee!"
"You had your Son for over eighteen years but...
"You see...
"This was the way...
"It had to *be..
| Author Notes |
*be- Jason Richard Smrkovsky...
"Born on November 5th, 1984 and passed away March 30th, 2003." "To learn more about "Organ- Tissue Donations." "Simply call my dear friend Lara s. Moretti at "The Gift of Life" in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. 1-800-DONORS-1." "Special thanks goes out to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom in Administrations." |
By Ricky1024
***********!!!@@@###$$$%%%??? "Blessed Are Thou Thee!" {B}???%%%$$$###@@@!!!**************
{Jason and Amie}
{A Dedication}
By Ricky1024 and Angie
"BLESSED THEE...
"Thou You Two..
"Forever are thee...
"Lost forever...
"Lost from we...
...
"You Two are...
"Very, Very, Blessed...
"And so very, very, missed here...
"By we...
"Ye...
"Blessed as can be..
"Blessed as shall be..
"Missed...
...
'Yes...
"We so, so, far...
"Below...
"Miss that of thee..
"We...
{Angie and me}
"Miss ye..
"Miss your tender touch...
'Miss your beautiful smiles...
"So much...
...
"And your beautiful eyes...
"And the way they hypnotized..
'Us...
"The way you made us laugh...
'We shall ever forever grasp and..
'Your Mischievous ways..
...
"Amie..
'I want You to know..
'I miss you so..
'I cry away the day and dream of thee at night..
'Oh my Lord God above...
'I miss and love Her so MUCH!"
...
'And Jason my only Son..
'Who gave so much even after Your life...
'Was done..
"Life and happiness from Ye...
"Bless You both as ever shall be..
...
"To 'The Four"' who could have not have asked..
"For anything...
"More...
"And you both [Now Together Forever}are Giving to...
"The Newbies'
"Each and every day...
"Whom recently passed and also..
"Went away.....
"Giving Your tender touch..
"Each and every, single, day...
...
'You Amie..
"Should continue to listen to the many...
"Written messages that your mother...
'Angie keeps...
"Forever private for You"'
"And You Jay...
"I have written hundreds upon hundreds...
"Of beautiful and Dedicated Poetry...
'To and for You..
...
"So, both of You...
"LISTEN..
"Even though we still cry...
"Even though we ...
'Want...
"EACH AND EVEY..
"SINGLE DAY AND NIGHT...
"TO DIE...
...
'We must go on...
"Writing these beautiful, words, from God...
"To teach this Sorrowed of World...
'Without You two...
...
"To lose your only Daughter...
'To lose your only Son...
'Your only wife...
"And finally...
"Almost...
'Your life..
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom the administrator, Fan Art Review and finally."
"This Amazing artist and friend... 'MK Flood" and his picture "Blue City Angel' |
By Ricky1024
!!!@"When I Think Of You@!!
By Ricky1024
Written on June 10th,2016.
"When I think of You Jay...
"The 'So sad memories' get in the Way...
...
"The Moon, the Stars, and the many, many, Planets above...
"Shed A Tear....
"As those 'Horrid of Thoughts...
"Get near...
...
By Ricky1024
!"The Night I Lost My MIND!" {A}
By Ricky1024
(Part Number One)
Written on June 8th, 2016.
"Once But Only Once Upon A Time in Rhyme I Lost My...
"My Life...
"Way back then was as Happy as could be!"
"I dreamed in 'Restful Peace" as Blessed as Blessed....
"Could be...
"Way back (As A CHILD) IN '63...
...
"I Dreamed of a Family and decades passed...
"And slowly, my'Silly Dream' would come true...
...
"Bought and owned my own house in'74, married and had it all...
"I thought..
"Because...
"As I worked 'Like A DOG'
from...
"Nine to five...
"I felt that something...
"Wasn't quite right?"
"And, I would pretend...
...
"And, Night after Night...
"I left for work but for some strange and deranged reason...
"We were struggling? "
...
"Yes, something, wasn't quite right...
"But (You See) it wasn't all me!"
"Halfway through our marrage...
"That something that wasn't Quite Right?"
"As I left to work 'Like A Dog' each and every night...
"There would be a change in life...
"For that something quite not right...
"WAS MY WIFE!"
...
"YOU SEE...
"She was gambling away...
"All that was supposed to be!"
"The house, the taxes unpaid, credit cards mounting...
"As if I wasn't getting...
"Paid!"
...
"Yes, I worked like a dog and became a slave....
"While she left the house and kids a sleep...
"All alone for...
"The Grim Reaper of Slot Machines"would reap!"
...
"Reap the benefits as I worked like a dog...
"Each and every night!"
"No nine to five..
"More like ten to ten...
"Six nights a week...
"Over and over, again...
"And, as sad as this could be...
"I never caught on (til the end) that it was happening to me !"
END OF PART NUMBER ONE
PART NUMBER TWO.
"The Turning Point."
Later today.
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<><><>!!!@@###$$$%%%&&&***???"Memories"??? {B}***&&&%%%$$$###@@@!!!<><><>
By Ricky 1024
Written on June21st, 2016 at the B.O.H.L.
{ A Dedication}
"Snow coating the pine trees...
"Children's laughter coming from the snows breeze...
"Snowball fights...
"Sled flying...
"Hold on TIGHT!"
"It's Christmas Time and a time to reflect!"
"To gather and realize our many blessings
and realize our self worth...
"And that this is HIS DAY OF BIRTH!"
...
"Spring arrives and it's "Spring Break!"
"Goulashes on...
"Spring rain is pouring down!"
"Get going cause....
"There's puddles needing stomping on "God's Given Ground!"
"Crocuses already arrived to take a peek...
"And, Daffodils and Tulips will be coming next week!"
...
"Summer, Oh, Summer and off to the Beach!"
"No need for lotion...
"Because there's these Amazing Waves coming from...
"The Atlantic Ocean!"
"Taste the Salt in the air...
"And run through that hot Sand...
"And [if you dare} better run fast cause your tootsies are in there!"
...
"And as Autumn arrives...
"Fall into a pile of leaves...
"The amber's, oranges, reds, and yellows...
"What a view...
"As we travel The Garden State Parkway...
"Just me and YOIU!"
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fanstory and Tom the administrator, Fan Art Review and this amazing artist Angelheart' and her picture "The Damned."
|
By Ricky1024
!!!!##"My Tears"$$##??!!!
By Ricky1024
Written on October18th, 2006.
From...
(My GIFT OF LIFE BOOK)
"Tears run down my face...
"Placed there for a reason...
"By God's, Dear, Grace."
"You see, sometimes when things hurt...
"So bad...
"It's almost impossible to feel happy or glad...
...
"Sometimes...
"This Old World" feels so unreal...
"Like a deck of cards...
"Impossible to deal...
...
"Sometimes when...
"This Old World" gets you down and you feel so unreal or makes you be...
"That, so many out there...
"Who just take and deceive...
"That, so many out there...
"Who want you to believe...
"Believe that they are there for you...
"HAVE YOU BELIEVE... "Believe that they tell the Truth!"
"Rely on Me?"
"I TELL THE TRUTH?"
...
"I've been torn up and suddenly shredded!"
"Shredded and run through some "Computer Machine"
"Deposited in an office basket who knows somewhere...
"Unsanitary and unclean!"
...
"I just can't seem to keep,'The Cloudy Tears' from...
"My Blue Skies?"
"Lost (long ago)
"My Me Oh Mys!"
"It's the 'Ever Lasting Emotional Glitch' that pours endlessly forth...
"To fill my swollen and sore Ditch...
...
"You've don't know what you got...
"To you lose it so...
"You pray all night and all day...
"For another small piece of God's Given Land' and another chance again...
"To play in 'The Celestial Band."
..
"Another chance...
"With a little help from"'God's Given Hand."
"Then, You just go through it...
"Over And and over again."
"And, with renewed Hope...
"And Faith and a renewed sense of You...
...
"From all this endless years...
"From all those endless tears...
"The Lost of You can again...
"Regrow...
"With the Perfectly, Pure, Tears...
"From above.....
"That Now Flow...
.
| Author Notes |
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fanstory and Tom the administrator, Fan Art Review, and this amazing artist 'Ricky 1024' and His picture...
"Just Jay." |
By Ricky1024
"Ten Good Reasons Why I Died!"
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky and Ricky 1024.
Written on June 26th, 2016."(A Dedication to Jay)
"It is clear and sunny here in Heaven above...
"And, I send this all the way to you...
"With All My Love!"
' And, there are...
"Ten Good Reasons Why I Died!"
...
"Number One:
"It was My time (you see) eighteen years on Earth"
"The place of YOUR BIRTH...
"And eighteen years...
"Was enough for Me...
...
"Number Two:
"This crazy and depressed kud (Brian Cile) was out of his mind!"
"He lost control of the * KILLER CAR ..
"With me!"
...
"Number Three:
"Heavenly Father decided that there was a better place and a good reason,for Me !"
Number Four:
"I was in the Wrong Place at the Right Time?"
Number Five:
"Some people say that that March 2093 day. .
"The Idea of March and HEAVENLY FATHER WAS WATCHING OVER ME?"
...
Number Six:
"Number Six is a tough one for Me, so I will save it for last."
...
"Number Seven:
"Yes, I was needed back in Heaven!"
...
"Number Eight:
"Fate."
"I should have been a senior...
"In the Senior Class Trip To Disney World and not in the
DEATH CAR WITJ BRIAN COLE!"
"I was classified with a speech impedimate by a stupid, kindergarden Teacher named Miss Brown!"
Number Nine:
"Yes, it was my time and ( They say) that God was watching over Me and wrapped His Warm and caring Arms ( Around Me) and I felt nothing!"
Number Ten"Number Tenð??»ð???
"Was DESTINY There was a good reason for this "Tragic Destiny" and...
"Last but not in the least..
"Is Reason,Number Six:
"Number Six?"
Well, it was April First ( April Fools Day)
"And, after surviving A HEART ATTACK IN THE HELICOPTER INTO IT TO THE TRAUMA HOSPITAL IN ATLATIC CITY, NEW JERSEY".
"They decided ( My Family) to Donate Me...
...
"So, as cruel and graphic as this may seem...
"I was sliced and diced and disturbed into..
"Four Beings.
...
"My arteries were taken from My arms and legs...
"Tk,connect the Lines!"
..
"So, there you have it...
"And Shed not Another tear below for Me because...
"There arel **Three
"Still walking around...
"Because of ME...
Three..
(Out of Four)
| Author Notes | Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fanstory and Tom the administrator,Fan Art Review and this amazing artist |
By Ricky1024
!@?"The Gift of Giving Life!"?
By Ricky1024 and Jason
Written on June 28th, 2016.
Note:Most people never think about....
"THE Death of THEIR CHILD!"
"I AM IN AN UNiQUE SITUATION TO SHARE...
....
"The Gift of Giving Life!"
"It has been over thirteen years but the Pain...
"Never Goes Away...
....
"The odds of an average person being,brought into MY SITUATUATION...
"WITH MY CHILD JASON RICHARD...
"IS GREATER THAN BEING EATEN BY A GREAT WHITE SHARK IN THE ATLANTIC OCEAN,AND STRUCK BY LIGHNING AT THE SAME TIME!"
....
To be Continued Later today.
Ricky
...
| Author Notes | Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ Fanstory and Tom The Administrator, Fan Art Review, "MK Flood." and His picture "Blues City Angel." |
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