"The Prologue"
Book #37 {2015}
{Plus Chapter One}
By Ricky 1024 and Jay
{Written and started on December 5th, 2015}
"The ability to write amazing thoughts from the Mind is a Gift...
"The ability to write from the Mind and Heart is a Blessing....
"The ability to write from the Mind through the Heart and into the Soul....
"Is both a Gift and a Blessing....
"But the ability to write "Amazing Thoughts' from the Mind, through the Heart to the Soul...
"Is both a Gift from God and a Blessing and Miracle from above...
....
"Extremely rare, unique and {for me} sometimes a curse....
{for me}
"All completed in {a matter of minutes} in non-prose verse....
"Is neither practiced or rehearsed...
"And I shall demonstrate these thought and more as I pray and receive these 'Amazing Blessings' and 'Amazing Gifts' from above."
...
"I shall prove the existence of the unknown...
"The existence of spirituality through reverence, pain, depression, and my grief....
"I shall take you on an amazing journey into a world that will seem as a nightmare....
"Finalizing....
"As a dream....
24.

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***********************************By Ricky 1024*****************************************
Chapter One
{Written on December 5th, 2015}
{A Dedication}
"Whisper to me...
"The many secrets from Above....
"Dear Lord....
"So, I can bring them down with Your love....
....
"Sing 'Sweet Melodies' with Angelical Harps...
"Then spread 'Thy Strings' and commence...
"Below...
"And synthesize....
"My pains and my woes...
....
"Utilize corrective measures of pleasure...
"And sing with Bird of Heart....
"Slowly God ever so slowly....
"And then Lord You can start....
....
"Now, slowly and delicately trace the curves of 'My Sorrowed Heart' here....
"And release this woe...
"Below...
"As You add Corrective measures...
"And now Correct the In-correctable!"
"Resurrect the In-resurractable!"
"Straighten and strengthen this crooked of Heart....
"And as I slowly stop breathing...
"Measure the In-measurable and break apart....
"This tired and hurting of Heart...
....
" Now Lord singe my 'Bleeding of Heart...
"All Mighty....
"For I am nothing and You are everything....
"I am never and You are Always.....
"I am weak and You are Strong...
"And you Belong....
....
"And as I slowly now realize and drift forever away...
"When I again get to look into my dead Son *Jason's Eyes...
'And pray...
"Then God and only then....
"Will these words mean more....
"Then....
"Just some ink from this pen....
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******************************************By Ricky 1024****************************************
{Written on December 5th, 2015}
"Whisper to me, oh Thy secrets...
"From above....
"Dear Lord...
"So, I can bring them down with Your love....
....
"Sing sweetly....
"With Angelical Harps...
"Spread Thy strings and commence....
"Below...
....
"Synthesize....
"My woes...
"Utililize...
"Corrective measures of pleasures...
"And bind My Sullen of Heart....
....
"Slowly now start...
"Now, carefully trace the curves....
"Of My Poor and Shattered Heart....
"And release this woe and this grief...
"Below...
...
"Correct now the 'In-correctable...
"Resurrect the In-resurrect able...
"Slowly and...
...
"Straighten now the curves....
"And Restart this Heart of Sullen and Swollen Nerves...
"Carefully...
"Align my crooked and fractured Heart....
"Now slowly unwind the 'Un-kind' and Measure the In-Measurable....
"The Un-Pleasurable...
...
"Singe now deeply my 'Bleeding of Heart' that binds...
"Slowly...
"As it UN-Winds...
"The Un-Kind...
"The Un-Measurable...
"The Un-Pleasurable...
...
"God All Mighty....
"For I am nothing and matter not...
"For You are everything and now have...
"What I have not...
...
"You are Always...
"And I am Weak...
"You talk for me...
"As I can no longer Speak...
'With these words I now Beg and I forever Weep...
"I am Lost and You Belong...
"And I am Helpless...
"As You are Strong...
...
"And As I slowly fade away...
"I have but one last wish...
"To again see my dead Son...
"Jay...

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**************************************By Ricky 1024********************************************
{Written on December 6th, 2015}
{A Dedication for "Jay"}
"If my sullen Tears Could only be....
"A Stairway...
"This very day...
"To Heaven...
"And if my memories...
"A Lane....
'My Pain a street...
"And My Heart and avenue...
"Then I would climb back up...
"To just a second...
"To be with You...
...
"And if my Sullen of Heart...
"Could be given back...
"I would gladly trade it to you Jay...
"For yours after Your heart-attack...
"I gladly would die...
"If I could only stop and not ...
"Cry...
...
"And on that horrid of day...
'As I bowed my head and prayed...
"all the Angels weep...
"For God my Son You had kept...

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"And if my body could be given back...
"And as I would then...
"Slowly fade away...
"On this very day...
...
"I would give back all that you have given God...
"Erase my life, my existence...
"My job...
"All that I had accrued...
"Everything from within...
"And without...
"Just to see He...
"Not weep...
"You see?"
...
"And again...
"On this very Sabbath Sunday...
"Just For Him to again...
"Be happy...
"My lost and only boy...
"Of Jay...

Author Notes

*Jason's Eyes- Jason Richard Smrkovsky passed away from complications to His brain on March 30th, 2003. "On April 1st, we donated to the Lord all of Jason's organs to bring life to 'The Lucky Four." "To learn more about the Gift of 'Organ and Tissue Donations' call 1-800-DONORS-1. Lara S. Marietta the L.S.W. With "The Gift of Life" Philadelphia, Pennsylvania." "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and his Late Son Jesus the Christ, Fan story, Fan Art Review, and this amazing artist 'Angel heart' and her beautiful picture "Beauty in the Heavens."